Nastity

Chapter 71. Deciding to Hijab.

This afternoon, we left work early because there was no busy work.

Actually, it's only a half hour faster.

Before returning home, I invited bang Ari to the market to buy a hijab.

There was no other purpose than buying the hijab, so we didn't take too long.

At the usual subscription place where Feni and I were shopping, there happened to be a hijab I was looking for.

I bought her a hijab, a grey one with a black variation underneath and a blue one.

I bought the hijab according to the blazer I had.

" Whose color is good ga bang? " ask me to bang Ari while showing her the hijab of my choice that I hold.

" Yes, it's both good, it fits the blazer.

This gray one, can also be used for blazers that are black, because there is a black trim underneath.

So one hijab for two colors of clothes. "

bang Ari liked the two headscarves I chose.

I gave the two headscarves to the shop owner to wrap them.

" It's mom, this hijab is just two" I said to the store owner while handing over the hijab I chose.

" Jilbab only mbak, others not? " ask the shop owner.

" No ma'am, thank you right now I just need a hijab. "I replied to the store owner with a smile.

The store owner put the hijab I chose into a plastic bag, then gave the bag to me.

After paying for the hijab, Ari and I went out of the market.

We headed to the parking lot to pick up the bike and drove home.

" No other purpose, deck? we go straight home, right? " ask bang Ari to me on the way home.

" Not going anywhere anymore bang, just go home. "I replied.

The market distance with my house is not too far away, so it does not take long when traveling.

Arriving home, I took a shower and performed the Ashar prayer.

I usually pray at the office before going home, but because I came home early, I have not yet done the Ashar prayer.

Bang Ari was lying on the bed, probably tired and sleepy because he had been home for a few nights at two.

After the prayer, I held Nanda who was crying when she saw me.

I took Nanda to the room and breastfed her in the room.

Bang Ari was asleep, later when the magrib he woke up and would go again.

That's what he often does.

I could never stop him if he was going out of the house.

Instead of fighting, I let it go.

If bang Ari comes home late at night, it will knock on the window of the room to ask to open the door.

It became a routine habit, and I just let it go.

In prostration I just pray, asking the Powerful One so that bang Ari can come back as before as he tried to get me.

He prayed and learned to read the Quran.

I ask that bang Ari can immediately pick up God's direction and abandon all bad habits.

I am sure that one day God will grant my prayers.

The heart belongs to God and only Allah is the Almighty, so I ask Him to soften the heart of Ari so that he can be a good father and priest for me and my son.

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This morning I went to the office as usual.

Different, just like yesterday, I went back to wearing a hijab.

This time, my hijab matches the color of the blazer I'm wearing.

When Mbak Dewi arrived at the office, I saw that she was no longer wearing a hijab like yesterday.

Mbak Dewi said that she could not stand the sultry when wearing the hijab, so mbak Dewi did not want to wear the hijab anymore.

" Titi thinks she's wearing a hijab again today. Titi kaya want to continue to wear the hijab mbak, it feels comfortable to wear the hijab. " I told Mbak Dewi that I would still wear the hijab.

" Bismillah O Allah, steady this heart, that from this day on your servant wishes to wear the veil and close the veil. "

In my heart I pray that God will strengthen my heart to wear the hijab.

" Well, like it will look more beautiful, Ti. also the hijab in accordance with the blaze you wear, the color does not run like yesterday. "

Mother boss supported my appearance for the hijab.

" Kirain there is a new child wearing a hijab, apparently you Ti. make a pangling. "

Bang Yadi who came to the office to take the road letter supported my new appearance.

At first I was embarrassed that I wasn't used to it, but I thought about when else I would start if I felt embarrassed.

Why should I be ashamed, it is my duty to close the law.

Mostly all are supportive and there is no reproaching when I wear the hijab.

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After the office, I and bang Ari played with my son in the room.

It's a pity for my son that I have to leave with his grandmother because I have to work.

Nanda's a good boy, he's never fussy.

Since the baby, he's not fussy.

I can sleep well every night, never staying up late like the guy with the baby.

If it is night, Nanda will wake up when she is thirsty and wants to suckle and she rarely wet herself.

Nanda will drink milk help if I leave it to work, when I'm at home I give her breast milk.

So if it's night I don't have to make milk because Nanda's still drinking milk.

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" Bang.. adek want to wear a hijab?

It has been two days wearing hijab to the office feels comfortable.

Adek has established the heart to veil.

What about brother? "

I asked permission and opinion on bang Ari that I wanted to wear a hijab.

" Yes good if adek wants to veil, brother strongly agrees.

I should have worn the hijab."

Bang Ari agreed if I wore a hijab even very supportive.

I felt grateful, my intention to close the aurat made easy by God.

It's true said bang Ari if it was supposed to be me veiled.

" Thank you bang, so adek will always wear hijab every time going out of the house.

So also when inside the house, if there are adek guests will wear a hijab."

I said to bang Ari.

I am grateful that Ari fully supports my desire to hijab.

Bang Ari was happy and happy with my decision.

Although the current Ari bang has changed and rarely worship, but Alhamdulillah bang Ari understand if a woman should close the aurat.

I will learn slowly to improve myself.

Alhamdulillah may be a guidance from Allah so that I close the law and in the future I can improve myself so that I can be better.

I hugged bang Ari as a gratitude for her support for me.

Bang Ari returned my arms full of affection.

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