
Ari Pov.
With the growing company where I work, the more activities I do.
As the head of the field, I supervise several drivers and kernek.
Every morning I will be spacious, bring a schedule that has been prepared from the office and then divide the DO according to the schedule, sometimes in certain situations there will be changes in the schedule.
I like to be placed on the field because I am not tied to office activities.
I could work casually and sometimes I would take Titi to my wife if she had activities out of the office, such as taking her to the tax service office to report monthly taxes, deliver or take bills to consumers, also for matters of depositing to the Bank.
Normally, I would deliver Titi after distributing the DO to the drivers and completing the first task on the field.
Because of my work in the field, I became familiar with many people, both related to work and friends that I know because of association.
My friends consist of Customs, Airud, Navy, Pelindo, and Syahbandar because my work is also related to them.
My relationship is broad.
People love to be friends with me because I'm never stingy.
If there's a windfall, I'll pay for them a drink.
I have friends from various circles, but most of them are friends who often invite me to drink hard.
This is what made me change, I was affected by the bad influence of my friends.
I started drinking, sometimes playing cards with my friends.
Maybe it was because I was young, twenty-two years old but I was married and had one child, so I was easily influenced by my friends.
Having a wife and children does not make me think of choosing good friends.
I followed those who had a bad influence on me.
I started to like going out to hang out with my friends over a drink.
When I get home from work, I'll take my wife home, and then I'll go back to see my friends.
Titi never said much, she would just ask me where I was going and what time I was going home.
" Ma.. papa go first huh? " my goodbye to Titi.
" What time will I be home, Dad? " sanyanya.
" Magrib papa has come home! " answer.
I always answered that I had a need outside, and would go home after the magrib, even though the truth was that I would come home late from midnight.
Sometimes when I go home, my mother-in-law or my father-in-law opens the door.
They never told me anything, never reprimanded me, even though I was sure they knew what I was doing because I always came home smelly with alcohol.
I don't know, I don't know what's on my wife's parents' minds.
I know Titi's father is quiet and rarely speaks, and Titi's mother loves me as much as her own child, I am not needed like a son-in-law but like a son to my mother-in-law.
My wife never gets angry at what I do.
He was too patient with everything I did, he never talked much.
When he is angry or upset, he is silent.
But sometimes I am confused also with the attitude of my two-in-law also with the attitude of my wife, why they seem to not care about what I do.
They pretended not to know that I was drunk a lot.
I even went home drunk and vomited in the house, it was past midnight and my mother-in-law opened the door.
Seeing me drunk and vomiting, my mother-in-law asked me to clean up and she cleaned my vomit.
" Bang.. go to the bathroom, wash your face and clean your body, put your clothes in the bathroom! " pinta my mother-in-law.
Even though I was drunk, I could still understand what my mother was saying.
I once promised myself to change, but I was always influenced by my friends' calls.
As usual, I drove Titi home this afternoon.
When I got home, I just dropped off Titi and left again because I had an appointment with my friend, we were going to spend some time in a cafe.
" Ma.. papa go first huh..? " my goodbye to Titi.
" Where else would you go? just came home and not yet entered the house has gone again. "ask Titi in an annoyed tone.
" There needs to be a moment together, my friend. "answer me.
" Don't see Nanda pa, pity she's never been played.
Papa don't change clothes first" Titi said again.
" Yes, change, papa hastily, no need to change clothes later on, it's not nice to have been waiting for the same friend! " answer.
" What time will I be home, Dad? if you can, it is already home.! " Bondage.
" Yes! " my answer was short, and then I took my bike out of the house.
I didn't get to go in the house, let alone see Nanda, my son.
I was a little upset that Titi seemed to forbid me from leaving by asking a lot of questions, while I had promised my friends that it wouldn't be long, just to take Titi home.
I knew Titi was upset and angry at me because I left again after work.
Something I almost do every day.
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Tonight, at twenty-one I was home.
Tonight, I deliberately went home early because I felt bad for both of Titi's parents if every night I came home late and drunk.
I came home after an alcohol party with my friends at a beachside cafe.
When I got home, Nanda my son was asleep, and so was Titi.
I don't know if Titi's really asleep or just pretended to be upset with me.
After washing my face and changing the work clothes I was wearing with boxer pants, I lay down next to Titi and hugged her.
I never sleep wearing clothes, I sleep wearing only boxer pants, a habit that I have always done.
I feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable when I sleep wearing clothes.
When he embraced Titi, there was a feeling of wanting to fondle my wife.
I kissed her nape, then turned Titi to face me.
I saw my son sleeping soundly beside Titi, by the wall.
I think this is my chance, as long as my son is sound asleep.
I began to kiss Titi's neck and face, Titi just silently accepted my treatment, I knew she wasn't asleep, just closed her eyes.
Seeing her not responding, I strongly kissed her and my hands did not stay silent touching all the sensitive areas on my wife's body.
" Ma. papa wants to, ma." I said in his ear and continued to try to provide stimulation.
Titi just kept quiet, but she returned my kiss.
When I got a reply from Titi, I became more passionate and then did my wish on Titi.
After struggling for so long without a fight from Titi, I also completed my wish and achieved satisfaction.
After that, I returned to wearing a boxer and fell asleep beside Titi.
I no longer noticed Titi's condition that was still lying without a thread, I also immediately slept without covering Titi's body.
Feeling tired and still under the influence of alcohol, I immediately fell asleep.
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