Nastity

Chapter 43. The Diary Ari.

Meanwhile at Titi's house, Ari follows Titi's father to the garden behind the house.

Ari helps Titi's father clean up the green bean garden and cassava garden.

" Sir, what does Ari know? " ask Ari to Titi's father.

" Clean the grass in the peanut garden, use this sickle! " answer father.

Dad gave Ari an example to clean the grass that grows in the bean field.

After seeing what father exemplified, Ari tried to work on it herself.

While I do other work.

Since childhood Ari lived in a big city, where maybe he knew how to pull the grass in the garden.

But he told me that, every morning before leaving for school, he was in charge of delivering cakes made by his grandmother to stalls.

Because the grandmother makes a living by making cakes and leaving them to the stall, and Ari's job is to deliver the cake to the places where grandmother subscriptions.

Ari not too long to help father in the garden, because it has not been used to make Ari's hands become scuffed.

Ari went home and rested.

When she met her mother, Ari asked her permission to go to Titi's room to pick up a novel.

Ari wants to wait for Titi to come home while reading a novel.

" Mommy, can Ari go to Titi's room? Ari wants to take a novel in Titi's room? " Ari asks her permission to enter Titi's room.

" Okay, come in, lock her room hanging on the door, never unplugged! " answer mother.

After getting permission from her mother, Ari unlocks Titi's room and enters her room.

For the first time Ari went into Titi's room. The room was very neat and clean.

Apparently, Titi always tidied up and cleaned her room before leaving for work.

Ari saw a pile of books and novels at the corner of the room, then Ari approached the table.

He looked through Titi's novel and chose the novel he wanted to read.

Among the stack of novels, Ari saw there is a diary, then took and opened the diary sheet, it turns out that the new diary has not been used, there are several pens in a box where the pen is stored.

Ari picks up a novel and a diary and a pen, then he comes out of Titi's room and locks her up again.

After coming from Titi's room, Ari went into Pandu's room, where he rested.

Ari put the novel on the bedside nightstand.

He opened the diary and wanted to write there.

*****

Hello Ari..

I call you Ari yes like my name, because the word Titi deck he likes to call diary with Dy, so I call you with Ari, so klop kan so Diary. 😂

Ari, you know that I helped Titi's father work in the garden.

Although I have to heat up, this hand is very painful like a blister, but I am so happy to be able to help prospective in-laws (just understand, I'm again looking for the attention of prospective in-laws 😄😄🤭)

*****

Ari, you know what? I was once confused over Titi's deck silence towards me.

Yach, I feel so wrong about her. Sometimes I wonder if every silence is due to my own fault.

I wonder Ri, why every time there is a problem, adek always silence myself. Sometimes I wonder if I made a mistake or if I mispronounced.

Ri, before I ask Adek, sometimes I introspect myself first if I am guilty.

I am afraid of hurting the heart of the people I love.

I don't know what would happen if I lost him.

Maybe I'll mourn this life for ever, or I won't live in.... 😭😭

(Ari remembers when Titi was suddenly angry and would not say hello to him, without him knowing what he had done wrong.

Ari also remembered, early in the morning when it rained Titi left Ari to go to work using an umbrella.

While Ari catches up with her while raining - rain, fortunately the rain is not so heavy so Ari's clothes are not so wet.

At that time Titi was angry because Ari commented on Titi's appearance who did not like to dress up and compared Titi to her older sister, until Titi was offended and left Ari and left alone to the office without inviting Ari.)

*****

Hi Ari..

Ari.I was once so happy, and I felt so pampered.

That afternoon, my legs were stomped by my future mother-in-law, because my legs were sprained after helping the prospective father-in-law earlier.

After being massaged, I was told to eat with sour vegetables and my favorite sambal terasi, I also took water to drink.

Anyway I was served by the future mother-in-law.

After eating, I remembered the adek message to wash the shoes that I used to help my father.

I wash my shoes in the bathroom and mash them up.

Ah.., why is your attention so great on me, that even my dirty shoes you notice.

May all your sincerity and kindness towards me I can repay with this affection and sincere love of mine ❤.

I don't know. I'm so comfortable living at Titi's house, I don't think I want to go home, even a minute I don't want to be away from her.

But there's no way I'm gonna stay here before I'm officially married to Titi.

Ari, anyway I feel very happy to be close to both candidates-in-law and well received at this house💃💃💃.

*****

Ari writes down her feelings on the diary sheets she took from Titi's room.

He revealed what he felt in his heart, the sadness or happiness he felt during his relationship with Titi.

Ari has not found a job, so when there are no activities he will come to Titi's house to help Titi's parents, even though Titi is in the office.

(Ari again sought the attention of prospective in-laws in order to be well received by Titi's parents.)

Ari knows, Titi's mother loves her like her own child, Titi's mother's attention and affection are very sincere to her.

Hence, he feels at home to Titi and considers Titi's parents like his own parents.

Although I don't talk much, Ari knows that I love him too.

Ari feels the love of a father, because Ari's father has been home since Ari was five years old.

So Ari does not feel the affection of a father.

*****

Ari has not got a job yet.

Sometimes if there is a driver who needs his help because there is a kernet that is not coming, he will follow the driver to deliver goods.

Ari is trying to get a job by entering a job application at a company in the city, but Ari has not been able to call for an interview.

But Ari is not desperate to try to find a job.

If there is no busyness, Ari will go to Titi's house to help Titi's father work in the garden.

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