Nastity

Chapters 10. The Feelings of Reno

" Tin fact, Toni is engaged, two months later Toni will be married to her fiance, exactly the second sixth."

Finally, Reno addresses Toni's problem to Titi.

Titi just kept quiet, she had no idea what Reno had just said.

There is pain, sadness and disappointment in Titi, but Titi tries to suppress all her feelings in front of Reno.

Titi was privileged in her heart, so that she could calm her feelings after what Reno had said.

"I'm sorry, Ti, if what I'm saying hurts your heart and your feelings, I don't mean it, I'm just saying what I know about Toni."

Titi fell silent, then she smiled and replied to what Reno had to say.

"Yes sister, it's okay, thank you brother for delivering all this to Titi, just wonder, why brother Toni is not frank with Titi.

Last morning, when I met Titi, brother Toni was normal, there was nothing that brother Toni covered from Titi."

Eventually they fell silent with their own minds.

Reno feels guilty for Titi, for conveying Toni's condition, but if Reno doesn't tell Titi, Reno feels sorry if Titi hopes much for Toni. But, Reno sees Titi's usual reaction, Titi can cover up a bit of her sadness and disappointment.

When hearing Reno's explanation, Titi did feel a little sad and disappointed about Toni's attitude.

He does not know what it means for Toni to be in a relationship with him when he is engaged, and why Toni is not forthright if he will get married soon.

Titi just hopes that one day Toni will explain everything, Titi will pretend not to know the real situation when Titi meets Toni.

"Ti, actually, there's something else I want to say!" said Reno, after a long time they just fell silent.

"What's up, brother?" ask Titi.

" I hope Titi isn't angry with what I'm saying" Reno said.

" Okay, sister, just say what you want to say, God willing Titi will listen." replied Titi.

Reno was silent for a moment, then she took a slow breath.

He glanced at Titi's face, then he conveyed his heart to Titi.

"Ti.actually, I've liked you for a long time. Ever since we met at Penataran P4, I've been in love with you.

All this time, I kept this feeling, not daring to pass it on to you.

When I found out that Toni was in a relationship with you, I felt that there was no hope of conveying my feelings to you.

But, when I found out that Toni was engaged, I was disappointed in Toni for playing you.

Therefore, I convey the state of Toni to you, I hope, I can treat your sadness and disappointment, can always accompany you.

I'm serious about my feelings and I won't play you."

Reno, convey all her heart to Titi. He really hopes, Titi will accept and reciprocate his love feelings. Reno realizes, Titi and Toni are still in a relationship, even though Toni is engaged, but Titi just found out, there is no word broken between them.

Reno also hopes that Titi can return her love.

Titi sighed deeply, not knowing what to answer so Reno wouldn't get angry or offended.

Titi knew from a long time ago that Reno had a heart for her, but Titi did not respond.

Titi recalled, when she joined Penataran P4 at the village office, every hour Titi rested back home.

The distance of Titi's house village office is only 200 meters, so every hour of rest Titi and some of her friends, the, come home to Titi so that you can pray juhur and eat rice box that is distributed from the committee at Titi's house.

During the break, Reno will follow Titi back home.

Titi responded to him normally, because Titi only considered him a friend, and they also just got to know him.

From the beginning, Titi had no feelings for Reno.

After a moment of silence, Titi answered all of Reno's words.

" Before, Titi thanked for all the explanations Reno, as well as what Reno said.

Titi hopes, what Titi said can brother Reno received well.

To be honest, from the beginning Titi sudab knew how Reno felt about Titi.

Titi apologized, because Titi could not accept or reciprocate the feelings of her brother.

Everything, it has nothing to do with Titi's current state, nor any connection with Toni's sister.

For the time being, Titi just wants to go through it all without any burden or bonding with anyone.

Not because Titi was disappointed or hurt in Toni's legs, until Titi closed herself and did not accept Reno's brother.

Sorry Titi yes, sister?. if indeed we are a match, God willing we will be together, if not.maybe you can meet a better woman than Titi, who can love your sister sincerely."

Titi conveys the answer to Reno's love statement to her.

Although Titi knows, Reno must be disappointed at the answer, but Titi really can not accept Reno, since the beginning Titi did not have any feelings for Reno, just a friend.

Reno looked at Titi, there was sadness and disappointment on her face at Titi's reply just now.

For a long time, he put his heart on Titi dsn hoping that Titi can take it tonight.

Maybe the timing wasn't right, because Titi just received news of Toni's engagement from her. But, Reno also could not suppress her feelings for Titi anymore.

" Can't Titi change Titi's decision?" ask Reno

" I'm sorry, sis, for now, Titi just wants to be alone, living Titi's life with a focus on Titi's activities and work. Titi said, if we are a match, God willing we will be together!" Titi confirmed her words to Reno.

" Alright, Ti.if that's your decision, big brother can't force it.

Hopefully, Titi can also find a better man!" Reno said with a disappointed face.

" Yes, sister, we wish each other the best for us, Titi hope you still want to be friends with Titi" said Titi again.

Yes, Ti.we will remain friends" Reno said.

" Alright, Ti, since it's late, big brother came home huh?

Sorry, if it interrupts Titi's break."

Reno nodded and got up from her seat.

" Yes, sis.thank you for what Reno said and apologize for disappointing".

Eventually, Reno returns home from Titi, disappointed by Titi's rejection.

Titi also cleaned the glasses and dishes on the table and put them in the kitchen.

Then, Titi also rested because tomorrow Titi had to go to work.

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