NADIRS

Nadir ~ End

If we could just go back, I wouldn't waste every second with you, I'm really sorry.

Binar rubbed his eyes that felt heavy when he heard a noise from the middle room. Binar wakes up at the clock, six o'clock in the morning. Binar came out of his room to see what was happening.

At the top of the stairs Binar was silent to see Friska. Friska was preparing breakfast, this was the first time Binar saw Friska preparing food.

Friska who felt the presence of Binar looked back, Friska smiled at Binar.

Binar was silent for a moment, unable to believe what he saw. Binar slips off Friska's smile.

Friska turned her back, smearing bread with chocolate jam. But it's a pity that Friska can't stay home for long. His phone immediately rang as Binar walked over to Friska.

"Yes, I'm there now" Friska said at the end of her phone call. Friska took her bag and left. Friska looked at Binar for a moment.

After Friska left, Binar approached the dinner table, seeing what Friska was doing. Now at the dinner table there is fried rice, milk and bread that has been smeared with chocolate jam.

Binar smiled happily, for the first time his mother made him breakfast.

Perhaps today can be remembered and historicized, Friska Receives the Binar.

*

Binar walked through the school corridor, every step he took into history that he did not regret ever moving to this school.

The glare of the eye that once looked at him with hate now changed like the first time he entered school.

Bar likes this kind of atmosphere.

Dinar entered the classroom, he was warmly welcomed by all classmates.

"*Binarr,"

"Shine, I miss."

"Binar sorry I'm yeah."

"Yes sorry I'm also well, I'm wrong*."

They came near to Binar while hugging him, Binar received him with warmth.

"You are not wrong" said Binar.

"Nar, I'm sorry well, I was wrong your grades are too bad." Rere approached Binar with his head lowered.

Binar raised Rere's head slowly and smiled, "Gue's sorry you are" said Binar. Now Rere's hugging Binar.

The mood of the class became very peaceful and serene, about the lies that happened had stopped.

Blue, Agam and Rian see Binar full of fun, those who want to help Binar out of trouble finally happen.

"Gue wanted to be in the arms of Binar" said Agam hugging himself. Rian is the head of Agam.

"Before you hit Binar, you've been killed first with Awan" said Rian.

Agam glanced at the Clouds who were only silent, there was something strange about the Clouds, usually when it came to the Binar, the Clouds were immediately most pleased.

"Lo why, really tangled your face." said Agam. Blue and Rian looked over.

"Lo why Wan?" ask Blue.

The clouds did not answer, he was silent.

He was eager to hug Binar, but whatever the power, he had no relationship with Binar.

The boisterous atmosphere due to the presence of Binar became suddenly tense, because the teacher arrived suddenly already standing in the doorway. All the disciples were sitting in their seats, as well as Binar.

But this time something was different, Binar didn't see any June. Is June not school today?

Binar looked left and right, looking for June but his gaze stopped right in the Clouds.

Binar just stared at the Cloud meaningfully, Blue who was sitting next to the Cloud waved his hand at Binar. Little smiling light on Blue.

Three Physics lessons, it makes one class suddenly nauseous, in addition to the questions given to do at home.

When the bell rang, many students chose to leave the classroom, calming their heads from the matter that had just hit their brains.

But not With Binar, he chose to stay in class rather than get out.

Binar took his headshet and played a song.

When Binar was humming, suddenly his headshet was pulled by someone, Blue.

"What?" ask Binar wonder.

"Swipe, I'll sit."

Binar shifted his sitting position giving place to Blue.

"What's the fuck you want?" ask Binar.

Blue sat quietly, his back resting backward, "Lo why the same cloud?" ask Blue.

Binar clenched his forehead, "What's wrong?"

"Lo fought with him?" ask Blue.

"Why are you so much like that, what does this have to do with you?" Binar was a little confused by the Blue question. Blue is not who Binar is, why he became a kepo like this.

"Lo don't know who I am?"

"Tau, lo Blue Nadira." said Binar origin.

"Yes, I'm Blue Nadira, your childhood best friend. People you helped when I fell on a bike, and people who often nemenin you if you again scared at home."

Binar rounded his eyes, not believing in Blue's words.

"Lo, saha"

"Yes, I'm your little friend. So now I have something to do with you, it means you can answer my question earlier." said Blue.

Binar did not believe what Blue said, "Gue does not believe in you" said Binar.

Blue sizzles slowly, this kid really sucks. Doesn't he remember her.

"Lo amnesia really?" said Blue holding the forehead of Binar.

"Lo thinks amnesia is like hot, really good." Binar lowered Blue's hand from her forehead. "Gue just don't believe you the Blue tengil, it doesn't look like the problem, you're worse now" said Binar.

Blue hissed softly, Binar's speech made him want to shake his head.

"Your words are too subtle to say I'm ugly." said Blue, Binar chuckled at it.

"What is so serious about the Blue Tinnacle?" Binar still doesn't believe it.

"Yes, the Binar."

"What's the evidence?"

Blue thought for a moment, looking for evidence to show that he was Blue Binar's little friend.

"Lo once fell from the top of a tree when you were third grade, you were afraid of caterpillars and you could not swim. You like minion dolls and often sit behind my house if you cry again, because my house is the same you used to be next door." said Blue.

Binar remembered everything, and it was true. Binar looked at Blue full of suspicion, Blue who got the gaze from Binar frowned.

"Still not believing?"

Binar shook his head slowly, then made Blue snort violently.

Binar immediately laughed looking at Blue's expression, very funny.

Binar saw Blue full of smiles, Binar immediately hugged Blue tightly, sagt tightly. Binar did not think that this Blue was the Blue.

"Why didn't you tell me that?" lirih Binar's.

Binar took off his embrace.

"I want your color to remember me, but you don't know me at all, uh." Blue put on an upset face, Binar pinched Blue cheeks.

"I'm sorry" said Binar with a small laugh.

A very pleasant day, a history that will not be forgotten. His little blue friend had found him.

"Lo why the same cloud?" ask Blue back to the topic.

Binar who was happy, back put the face masem.

"Gue's happy with her."

"Whatt?" yelled Blue, Binar instantly shut his mouth Blue.

"Can't don't yell" said Binar.

"Sorry kebablasan," The blue scoffed, "Seriously lo lase the same Cloud? wh why? how can?" tanya Blue tubed tubi.

"Lo knows how I am, I love my best friend. I don't want to see June sad because I'm the same Cloud." This is sincere from the bottom of Binar's heart.

"Nar, plis. June is painful."

"But he's my best friend Ru, he once put me in a fragile state like you did when I was little" said Binar.

Blue is inexhaustible with the thought of Binar.

"So you're really the same sort of cloud?" tanya Blue ensures.

Binar nodded.

"Not money?"

"Little." Binar.

Blue took a deep breath, his friend who was in front of him was very succumbing to love.

"Sometimes wonder I'm the same way your brain is turning around like a sidewalk."

*

The clouds walked through the crowd, it was very quiet even though many people greeted him. Usually if it is like this, the clouds always go home together with Binar.

The clouds passed by a few people who greeted him sweetly, The clouds only replied to him with a flat deheman.

The clouds continued to walk, until the road was blocked with the figure of the woman he had been thinking about since.

Binar was standing right in front of him with Blue.

Blue nudged the arm slowly made Binar look towards the front, there are clouds there with a very flat face.

They looked at each other for a few minutes, until finally the clouds severed their eye contact. The clouds passed through Binar just like that, without any smiles for Binar.

At this time Clouds like the first time Binar was known, looks cold with his flat face.

Binar looked back, looking at the cloud that was getting away.

Clouds miss the Binar, even very. But how else? they're not who they are, they're just the past that ever existed.

"Lo really don't want to reverse the cloud?" tanya Blue as Binar continues to watch the Clouds.

Binar shook his head softly, "It's just a moment of pain, it'll be a long time used to." Barin showed her sweet smile.

"Yauda yok, I want a long fall" said Binar embrace Blue and invite him home.

Binar is not a very strong child facing problems, but he will continue to do what he can do.

Along the way Binar drove his car casually, passing through some of the housing that he often saw.

Binar paused in Indomaret to buy a snack, after which he returned to the car and drove his car.

As he was about to get into the car, Binar found a piece of paper in his car seat. Binar took a piece of paper.

It was very strange, but the paper was not there. Binar opened and read the contents of the paper.

**Gue wait for you in the Duke's garden at 7 p.m.

June**

Binar narrowed his eyes, from June? when did he put this paper. Binar came out of the car, looking in all directions looking for the whereabouts of June, but nil. June was not there.

Binar folded the paper back and got into his car, "Ngapain Jun sent me all the letters" Binar said softly.

*

Binar lay his body on his soft mattress, today it feels very pleasant. Although there was a little sadness that he got, but Binar still names today a special day.

His mother was kind to him, and he found his little best friend. It was the most unexpected thing for him.

Binar opened the window of his room, looking at the sun that was almost sinking. Very beautiful, twilight addict misses.

Binar sat right on the balcony of his room in a full school uniform.

Today is a new day, he has to make new history.

Today is the last day he feels sorrow, tomorrow is no more.

The sadness he felt he was drained today. Now under the setting sun, Binar gave a small smile, his eyes started to be blocked with clumps of water.

Binar closed his eyes, feeling all the things he had been through the past few months.

Can we repeat

Those good times?

I don't understand what happens until it's over

How areyou?

Forgot me?

This stupid me still craves your presence

The sparkle wiped away her tears that had started to fall, her lips smiling small. All the memories that once existed are repeated.

Every detail of the events he had ever felt revolved around his mind, as the wheel of life gave him permission to look at the events of the past.

*When you're sad 'I'm here

Where were you happy when you were?

Before you leave

And your promise is lost

Look at my struggle

But if it has to

It ends here

Let me hope with

Heart is stubborn*

This is life, all about me and you we cannot do according to will. I like you, you like me, but if destiny says you're not my mikik, that's what happens.

Life doesn't bring us unfair places, it teaches us that every detail of what we do is unfair.

Binar believed, at every lowest point he felt, there was a path to the highest point he could never have imagined.

Binar confirmed the last tears while laughing, "It turns out I cry really well." said Binar.

Binar took a deep breath, "Gue can" said Binar encouraging him.

"Let's start."

*

Binar cleaned himself in the bathroom for a few minutes, after which he prepared to be ready. The paper he received seemed to be correct from June. Binar hapal handwritten June.

After all, Binar wants to meet with June.

It did not take much time, finally Binar finished dressing up. Before that, Binar had prepared food for his mother.

Friska tells him that Friska wants to have dinner together with Binar.

It is now 18:45, Binar is already in the car to the Duke's garden. When Binar got there, Binar found no sign of June.

Maybe June came late, so Binar waited for June in the park.

The feeling of Binar was very calm, no matter what was in his heart, but his head always made every second warm.

Even the cold wind did not feel it.

Binar checked his phone, had recovered two minutes he waited for June. Did June not come, or did June forget?

Binar tries to contact June but June's phone is off, Binar bites her fingertips, she worries in June.

Ten minutes later, Binar had not seen any sign of June's existence. It's been a long time.

"Where's the kid going?" gerutu Binar's.

"Gue went to his house, yeah?"

Binar turned to his car, and there he found Jun, standing behind him.

"June." call Binar, June doesn't look, she's crying. Binar grew more worried in June, Binar approached June without a second thought.

Just one step Binar walked, his head suddenly felt a hard blow. I don't know what happened to him, Binar hasn't seen it yet, he collapsed first.

*

Today the rain is so heavy, every drop of water like giving meaning.

Binar stood on a chair with his hands tied even his head as well. He opened his eyes slowly, very heavily on the back of his head.

Now his eyes caught two figures of people who were speeding in front of him.

"Why in m**i?" yells Arkan in June.

June didn't care, she ignored Arkan's words.

"Lo hear me not?" said Arkan pulled June's hand.

June looked at Arkan sharply, "Lo want to m**i also I made?" reply June.

Binar watched the debate between the two of them, he wanted to rebel, but unfortunately, his hands and head t***t, if the chair he stepped on fell, maybe Binar was in trouble.

Jun looked towards the conscious Binar, Jun grinned at Binar.

"It turns out you're conscious" said June.

"Jun freelin me, plis detelin me." beg Binar.

Jun laughed listening to Binar, Arkan who was beside Jun saw that June's self was now out of control.

"What good am I if I let you go?" june is relaxed.

"We can be right again, and you can have the Cloud. I'm the same Cloud has nothing to do with Jun anymore" said Binar.

Jun was speechless, even Arkan was like that as well. They did not expect the answer of Binar.

Jun turned his gaze away, unwilling to look at Binar who saw him in such a pleading manner.

"Jun, let's go yok. He's nothing else with the Clouds." said Arkan.

Arkan began to pity Binar, he was wrong to help June.

June brushed off her love for Binar.

Binar has taken the clouds, and he must know what the consequences will be.

"With you m**i I can more easily get the Clouds" said Jun cruel.

Arkan rounded his eyes, June's words were very very different to their plans.

"Jun did you have g**a?"

"Well, why don't I just** and that's because of him." June pointed towards Binar.

Arkan shook his head slowly, he did not want if Binar m**i, "I don't think I'm Jun," Arkan said.

Arkan walked towards June, his hand quickly untied the hand of Binar. But it was June who did not reject Arkan's actions. Jun pulled out a weapon from his back pocket that he had hidden. June pointed p****l to Arkan's head, leaving Arkan motionless.

"Lo want to m**i with him?" say June.

Arkan gulped his saliva deeply, Jun had completely lost his sanity.

"Gue give you the same opportunity to tie the rope back" said June.

Arkan breathed a rough sigh, now Arkan again tied up Barin's hand again.

Binar shook his head slowly, "Pliss released me," said Binar.

"Sorry Nar." said Arkan.

Arkan walked backwards, now he really can't do anything.

Jun smiled victoriously, he could finally see Binar suffer and it was right before his eyes.

June laughed happily, there was a calm in her eyes.

"Finally I can see you like gini," said June walking closer to Binar. June pouted occasionally and laughed. He is completely out of control.

"Gue, I'm so happy." shouted June.

Binar closed his eyes, shadowing that this was not June.

Arkan, who was in the back, walked backwards. He continued to walk backwards and ran quickly, accidentally Arkan hit the rickety wood there. June looked at Arkan.

June sees Arkan wanting to escape directly shooting p***l towards Arkan. Arkan reflexes startled and instantly dodges, Jun's shot also misses away from him.

Arkan could finally run away from June.

June said to Arkan, "Si*lan, I guarantee you will not be safe if I meet Arkan." shouted June murkah.

Arkan continued to run as far as possible, after he was already far away from the location, Arkan made sure that June did not follow him.

After that Arkan looked for ways how he should save Binar. However, if Binar m*ti himself will also be involved.

Arkan tried to contact people closest to Binar, but he did not have their number.

Arkan then opens the instagram app and finds the Blue account.

Arkan called Blue from there.

After Arkan gave Blue a message, Arkan immediately sent his location.

Birunadira

I'm going there now

The reply from Blue made Arkan a breeze, hopefully he comes on time.

*

Blue ran quickly towards Binar.

Blue came to the location Arkan sent. Previously Blue had ngeshare to the Cloud, but the Cloud did not read the message. Hopefully the clouds can come on time.

Blue goes into one of those pretty dark places, like an old barn. That place is very suspicious.

Blue runs slowly, does not dare to speak because it does not want June to know that she is coming.

Blue walked slowly over the land, looking to the right and left, but there was no one.

Blue went into one room whose door was slightly open, Blue opened it slowly.

Blue's mouth opened and he quickly closed it with his hand. Blue saw a pretty sadistic sight, Binar was bound with a face covered in blood. I don't know what June did to Binar.

There was a look of June sitting relaxed, his hand holding a baseball stick while knocking on the floor. June's face looked flat.

Blue dodged the door, Blue tried to think what he should do.

*

The clouds opened the message he got from Blue, his eyes wide open. The annoyance and disappointment that he felt earlier suddenly floated with the cold wind that hit him arrived.

The clouds immediately rushed to the location sent Blue, far enough, but the cloud did not take long to get there because the speed of the motor he drove was very fast.

Fifteen minutes later, the Clouds finally reached the location. The clouds entered the dark room and shouted.

"Binarrr, Binarrr." cried the Clouds.

Blue gasped at the scream, it was very clear Cloud's voice, his eyes immediately peering towards the room containing Juni and Binar. It was seen that June also heard that shout.

June walked up to Binar, Blue's hand clenched when she saw June hit him in the back with the baseball bat.

"Did you hear, your lover called you" said Jun Gentir.

Binar could not answer, the pain of Binar was very very unable to make him wart.

"He loves you so much, and you know what that means. I'm going to hate you so much." said June, now he lifted the stick back up and pointed it at Binar's head.

But the action was stifled when Blue went straight into the room.

"Stop it," cried Blue. Jun looked towards Blue who stood like a hero to Binar.

June fizzed and smiled obliquely.

After that the Clouds overtake Blue from behind, "Binar." cried the Clouds as they entered and saw Binar.

Binar did not respond, he just fell down unable to lift his head.

June who saw Cloud and Blue coming in did not join her jaw.

"Nyali you guys are quite high coming here," said Juni.

"Let go of the Bar," cried the Clouds.

Jun smiled obliquely to hear it, he approached Binar and then raised the head of Binar so that he could see the Clouds.

"Look, your hero is coming." said June cynically. After that Jun let go of his hand violently.

The clouds saw the face of Binar covered with blood, his emotions boiling up to the top of his head.

"Ba**sat." said Awan immediately ran towards Binar, but quickly Jun's hand grabbed the pist*l he kept in his back pocket.

June pointed the pist*l at Binar, the Cloud's feet immediately stopped.

"Lo want to see Binar m*ti right in front of your eyes?" june said grinning, she was really out of control.

The clouds just fell silent, if he moved, Binar would be in trouble.

"Detach the Binar, June!" resolute Cloud.

Jun shook his head slowly, "If I can't have lo, Binar also won't be able to have lo" said June.

"What do you have g**a ha!"

"Yes I g**a because of you Cloud." shouted June.

As June and the Clouds are debating, Blue takes over to approach Binar, but Blue's reaction is known by June. Quickly the pist*l he held was pointed at Blue.

"Stop or you get in trouble!" june's Perspiration. Blue instantly fell silent.

Blue looked at Binar sedu, his tears just fell when he saw Binar was in pain there and he could not help him.

"June let go of Binar" said Awan, his feet slowly approaching June.

"Will not!"

"Lo why ha? he's your best friend, are you really obsessed with having me? Jun, you should know, I never like lo, I like the same Bianr Jun," instantly Jun's heart staggered to hear it, very sick, "What you know, "What you know, Binar ninggalin me because he loves you, he does not want you why, he does not want to see you hurt" said Awan.

This is a long enough speech that has been thrown from the lips of the Clouds since they met.

Jun was speechless to Cloud's words, guilt began to haunt him.

When the Clouds begin to feel that June has begun to respond well to his words, the Clouds quickly choked on the pist*l that June was holding.

Pist*l was drifting away from them, Jun who was shocked immediately approached Binar, reflexively his hand grabbed the baseball bat earlier and hit the head of Binar, very hard.

*Silence.

Unmoved.

Very heavy, but like being above wishful thinking, everything looks blurry*.

"Rin."

Jun gulped his saliva deeply, his hands trembled, the stick he dropped from his hands, now Jun fell to his floor with the sight of his hands trembling.

"Light, Shine." cried the Clouds near to the Barin, Clouds immediately opened the rope tied in his hand, Blue who saw it also helped the Clouds.

Now that Binar was in the lap of the Clouds, the hands of the Clouds began to be covered with blood pouring from the head of the Barin.

"Nar, plis hang on." said the Clouds, now that the clouds are shedding tears, it is very clearly visible.

The blue beside the clouds could not be wrinkled, his lips were very stiff, the air there was suddenly very cold.

"Thank you" said Binar, his lips trembling to speak, very difficult, but Binar kept trying.

"Nar hang on, pliss." The clouds clasped the hand of the powerful Binar.

"Blue call an ambulance now, quickly get help!" tell Cloud.

The blue that had been helplessly silent immediately stood up as the Clouds told him to. But Binar held him back.

"Blue," called Binar with a hoarse voice, Blue turned his head and went back to approach Binar, "stay here."

Blue grasps the hand of Binar, it feels like he wants to channel all his strength to Binar.

Now that Binar's gaze turned towards the Clouds, the Cloud's tears continued to fall.

"Binar's company for a while well, Binar's eyes are a little heavy" said Binar. The lips of the Clouds trembled violently, he was powerless to endure all this sadness.

"Girl, you guys, shine,"

"Gue also loves Lo Nar, so stay afloat" said Awan.

Binar forced his lips to smile, "Binar wants to sleep, thanks." said Binar, his eyes began to close, it felt all to be very quiet. The sparkle seemed to go into a very dark soundproof room, but it felt very comfortable, maybe this was the end of it all.

Clouds shake Binar's body when he began to close his eyes, Cloud's hands suddenly became very weak, his tears never stopped coming out, his mind seemed to drift somewhere.

Blue also feels it, everything seems unreal and dreamy. It hurts so much, it's not real, it's just Blue's nightmare.

"Rin."

*

A week after all the events that happened it felt very different, all the cheerfulness that was on each person's lips suddenly disappeared. Everything was colorless again, becoming dark ash.

It had been a week as well The clouds had become very quiet, very.

Even the cold attitude used to be nothing to do with his attitude now.

The clouds haven't been talking much lately, maybe one day he just blurted out a few words that could be counted on the fingers.

Blue also said that, he lost Binar very much, he only lost Binar because of distance, but now he lost Binar forever.

Agam and Rian who watched the two people sitting together with very flat faces and blank gazes felt pity.

They both seem to lose someone who means a lot to them.

This is the lowest point, losing someone we love so much right in front of our eyes and we can't do anything about it.

It hurts so much, it even doubles the taste.

Everything is not as easy as we think, the path of life no one knows, he walks like a stream of water, following the current that continues to push.

"**I hope we can repeat the good times."

Done**