NADIRS

Nadir ~ Kenak Tipu

I'm trying to feel your pain, if it hurts so much, I don't care at all.

Binar packed the goods he will carry tomorrow, ranging from clothes, tools for women and toiletries and a little snack.

Binar put everything in his big bag, and it turns out his bag can hold all the goods belonging to Binar.

After cleaning the goods, Binar began to rest. Binar lay his body on his soft bed, his eyes looked at the sky of his room, hoping tomorrow would be a pleasant day.

Binar grabbed his phone, saw some notifications listed on whatsapp application, Binar checked one by one but did not reply, Binar only replied to important things.

Binar saw a message from Blue, Binar opened it.

Blueish

Tomorrow I will sit down

Blueish

I don't have any friends, I can't be like the Clouds

Binar read it while raising one eyebrow, he also did not want if Cloud sat with Blue, his feelings were too honest.

Then after reading the message from Blue, Binar began sending a reply message.

Glow

Yes, I will be the same

Glow

But bring snacks a lot of okee, I easily laparan because

Binar gave a small laugh when mengirin message, after that Binar again check other message messages and it turns out that June also sent a message to him

Jun

Nar tomorrow sit down with ya, okay sip

Binar read it while rounding his eyes.

How'this? Whereas Binar just agreed to Blue. Should Binar reject Blue's invitation and sit down with June? Binar began to be confused, Binar was afraid that June would be angry with him.

Finally, Binar decided to retract the message sent to Blue, but when Binar was about to delete the message for Blue, Blue arrived active and read the message of Binar.

The finger of Binar instantly stiffened when he saw the writing, Blue was typing.

Binar swallowed his saliva deeply.

Blueish

Okay Binar thanks, unchhhh<3

Binar read the Blue message, how is this? Blue has read the message, should he refuse June's invitation? But if June gets angry how?

Binar fell silent and scratched his head that did not itch.

"Judah, for June." said Binar.

The bar directly sent a message to Blue.

Glow

Sorry, I'm with June

Find another one

Binar sent the message with a brave heart, for June's sake.

Not past one minute, Blue has replied to Binar's message.

Blueish

He said he wanted to:(

Glow

After sending a message to Blue, Binar immediately replied to a message for June that he wanted to sit together with June.

After sending a message in June, Binar immediately turned off his phone, Binar did not want to see a reply to a message from Blue, could later he changed his mind.

Binar immediately put his phone on the table next to his room, after which Binar tried to fall asleep even though he was not yet sleepy.

Binar tried to close his eyes that continued to open, but it was very difficult, Binar looked at the clock of the wall in his room, it was only 07:15, it was appropriate.

*****

Binar hurriedly took a bath and prepared, it seems that Binar woke up a little misfortune, maybe because last night Binar slept too late, his wall clock was always pointing at 07:15 and never moved, it turns out that the clock has run out of battery until finally Binar sleep last night at 01:30.

Binar prepared to be ready as it was, because last night he had already cleaned up the items he would bring tomorrow, now Binar is just fine for his appearance, now, Binar wears an ash-and-ash hodie and jeans and ash-shoes as well. The appearance of Binar is quite simple but charming.

Binar immediately came down from his room, carrying a bag that was heavy enough to reach his house. It turns out that the school bus was waiting for Binar 5 minutes ago.

Binar immediately entered the bus, Binar saw all directions, Binar thought he was not present.

Binar then looks for June's seat, but what she sees, June is already sitting with someone else, with Rere.

"Sorry Nar, you've come a long time," said Juni, Binar only replied with a smile and nodded slowly.

"You don't papa, I'm looking for somewhere else."

"But if you're sitting here no papa, let me drive this Rere" said June.

"What the hell, no place else knows." said Rere did not accept.

"You don't know Jun, I'm looking for another place."

After that Binar walked to the front looking for an empty seat, and the result was nil. None were empty, not even the seats next to Blue were filled, Blue sat with the Clouds.

Because there was no place left, Binar finally chose to ask for a small seat to the teacher, and the teacher also gave a small wooden chair available on the bus, at least there is a place that Binar can sit.

Binar put his bag that has made

both of his shoulders are sore. After that Binar sat in that small chair, Binar's body wanted to lean back, but what power, no backrest behind the chair, inevitably Binar must be able to sit upright.

The journey lasted quite a long time, it had been an hour more they were in the car. It wasn't until an hour in the car they were singing and laughing, but now it's different, they're all quiet like lowbet phones. They were all sound asleep, Binar also who felt sleepy began to close his eyes, but occasionally he jolted almost fell because there was no restraint of his head to sleep.

Binar tried to open his eyes wide, his hands held his eyelids so as not to be closed, but what Binar did in vain, his eyes even more sleepy.

"Master, let me be there." Binar heard someone's voice from behind him, Binar immediately turned his head, it turns Arkan and what Awan is also behind Arkan.

Binar stared silently at Arkan and then turned towards the Clouds, Arkan who saw the gaze of Binar not towards him turned his head back, Arkan saw the Clouds.

Arkan smiled slightly, "Lo what is it? want to nawarin to Binar also let you sit there? " said Arkan, The clouds just kept silent and did not answer Arkan. The clouds tried to restrain his emotions from hitting this person in front of him.

"Yauda, you're sitting there," said Arkan relented.

"Nar, let the clouds sit there" Arkan smiled at Binar. Binar was a little nervous, she hesitated to stand up.

"Udah no papa, the clouds want to really" said Arkan.

Binar stared at the Clouds and the Clouds nodded, finally Binar stood up and let the Clouds sit there.

The clouds passed through Arkan and faced Binar, "Lo sat in my place." whispered the Clouds to Binar.

"Y-"

"Eitsss, Binar is sitting with me, come on Nar." Arkan drew his hand and invited him to sit next to him, Arkan threw out the man sitting next to him and told him to sit next to Blue. After that Binar was invited to sit, Binar looked at the Clouds, seen the face of the Clouds reddened, Clouds held his emotions.

Binar shook his head slowly at the Clouds to have the Clouds restrain his emotions.

Clouds try to vent his anger, he can't be angry, it's a pleasant journey, Clouds can't turn it into a journey and congratulations are not for Arkan.

The clouds caressed his chest, then inhaled deep air and then he exhaled. After that the cloud sat in the small seat that replaced the Binar, although the Cloud could not sit with the Binar at least the Cloud could replace the tragic position of the Binar.

After that the clouds try to look straight ahead towards the road, the bus runs for up to two hours. The bus they boarded contained part of the IPA XI class, so don't be surprised if Arkan is with them. Arkan deliberately chose a car that contained mostly children XI IPA 4 because Arkan knew, Binar will be in the car.