NADIRS

Nadir ~ Promise June

Love blinds those who feel it

Fate says he will chase wherever we run. Even though it is at the end of the world, destiny is destiny.

Chaotic circumstances can be resolved, but we have to know what we have to do to solve it. Not against him to death, but by opening the palm and receiving it with a spacious chest, because God will never test his servant beyond the ability he has.

*

The day was already very dark, the moon and stars that adorned the black sky gave light to someone who was now sitting drowning his head in his hands.

The night wind blew, the air temperature grew colder, even small insects began to noisy.

Binar was sitting alone, by the lake somewhere. Binar was deliberately looking for a quiet place to calm her heart.

Maybe this is not the first time Binar felt this kind of pain, but this is the pain he first felt to scratch into the depths of the heart.

Binar really felt the pain. When everyone goes away, when everyone hates and when everyone is back.

Everything happened to him, whether when the happiness can last longer on him, even the sadness was bored with him.

Binar sobbed sobbing sobbing, his voice started hoarse, his eyes were also puffy, his mind was very chaotic. All the words that Jun had said to her earlier were very painful.

Even though Binar already considers Juni as his best friend, even Binar thinks that June could be his brother.

But what's going on? June betrayed him, he ruined his life. As always, the mind and heart of Binar always contradict.

His mind says that Jun is a fake friend species and he has to avenge her, while his heart says, Jun did that because he also has a heart.

Things are so complicated, it's even more complicated than I like him, he likes other people and other people like others and it's not me.

In such a situation, there was no one to help him get up. Perhaps true, he was just someone present to be pitied, a child who was never wanted, and a friend who was never useful, very sad.

Binar looked up at his head, complaining to the universe why he had this cruel ordeal. Binar was not able to.

*

The clock has shown at 00:25 but Binar has not come home. The clouds had called Binar many times but Binar did not pick him up.

"The light isn't really in the house, sir?" ask the Clouds again, maybe this is the question a hundred times.

"There is no den" replied Mr. Aaron.

"Try checking again sir, who knows where you went to the bathroom or where you went."

"Sorry, but I checked all the rooms but non-Binar is not at home."

The clouds began to get frustrated, he randomized his hair, "Lo where's Nar?" lirih Clouds.

The cloud called Binar's phone again, not answered.

Because it was a long time ago that Binar did not return home and the night grew Clouds decided to look for him.

"Yaudah sir, I'm sorry sir, if the Binar has returned tell him to call me." said Awan.

"Yes, I'll say it."

A cloud got into his car and drove him to find Binar.

The clouds look for June's house, because June is the only person close to Binar, who knows Binar staying there.

The clouds stopped in front of Jun's house, the security guard opened the gate, "Who's looking?" ask the security guard.

"June, call June."

"Sorry mas before, but it's late at night, non-June I can not wake up" said the security guard, Awan did not know what else to do.

"If you may know, this mas is not June?" ask the security guard.

"I'm his classmate."

"What are you doing?" ask the security guard again.

"I'm looking for another friend of mine named Binar,"

The security guard thought for a moment, like no stranger to his name.

"Ooh Binar, Binar his friend non-June" said the security guard, Clouds immediately round his eyes.

"Yes, do you know where he is? it's inside?" ask Cloud.

"So yes, now no. I'm leaving."

"Seriously?"

"Five rius mas, serious time doang."

The clouds stared at Jun's house, then his hand knocked on his phone.

"Did I call June." murmured Awan.

Cloud opens his phone and searches for June's number in his class group, and can.

The clouds immediately called June without thinking, "Thank you lift up" said the Clouds.

The call connected, The clouds instantly developed his smile.

"Hallo, Jun Lo can get out now? I'm outside." said Awan before anyone across the street spoke.

"Remain gini night?" answer June.

"Gue again to the Dinar."

No word from June, he was silent.

"Hallo Jun, hello."

"Yes I know, ta-"

the call just dropped off. The clouds saw it, what?

The cloud tried to call back, but was refused. Clouds do not despair, the key to the answer is in front of the eyes do not waste.

The clouds kept calling June until June finally missed her call again.

"Please, disturb you!" ketus June.

The clouds were not afraid of Jun's shout, he only wanted the existence of Binar now.

"Jun plisss, come out awhile, I want to talk a lot about Binar" said Awan pleading, June hissed across, Clouds can hear it.

"Plissss." please Cloud again, finally June sighed softly and relented.

"Yes I'm out" said June. After that June disconnects her call and gets out of the house.

The clouds waited for June with a faint smile on her lips.

June walked out the door of the house and approached the clouds.

"What?" ask June to the point.

"Which shine?" asked Clouds, the face of the Clouds as if to add Binar, it makes June even more disliked.

"Do not know." replied June briefly.

"I don't know, you're his friend."

"Ultimately, not now." ketus June.

The clouds immediately furrowed his forehead, his eyebrows fused together in astonishment.

"You mean?" ask the clouds don't understand.

Jun just silently did not reply, the goal of June was only to make the Binar far from the Clouds instead of himself far from the Clouds.

"What do you mean?" ask the clouds again. Jun shook his head softly, "It's nothing."

The clouds were getting more and more astonished, what was really happening. Did Binar's departure have anything to do with June?

"Gue is serious Jun." said Cloud.

Jun did not dare to look at the clouds, his head he bowed.

"Lo nyari Binarkan? Binar was not here, he was gone a few hours ago." said June and turned his back, Clouds held down Jun's arm that was about to leave.

"Where's the light going?" cloud asked, Jun was just silent, Jun gulped his saliva, this was the first time the Clouds touched him even holding his hand. Jun looked towards the hand of the Clouds grasping his hand firmly. The grip seemed to signal June so that June did not brush off his joy.

"It turns out that it feels like being held the same lo Wan, it's really nice to feel." said Jun in his heart.

Jun's feelings came back to life about the Clouds, the sense of wanting to have the one he buried a few minutes ago is now back on his feet. June did not know until when this feeling persisted, but her heart always assured that this would not end until here and it would end until June really had the Clouds.

The clouds that saw Jun staring at the grasp of his hand immediately released the tanga of June.

"Sorry," shrieked Clouds awkwardly.

Jun shook his head softly, "Yes no papa."

Clouds become nervous because they are not feeling well, Clouds are afraid that Jun might think differently of her.

"Ehm, where's Binar?" ask the clouds again.

Jun looked into the eyes of the Clouds, fixedly.

"What is the Binar you're looking for?" june said, it suddenly made the eyes of the clouds narrowed.

"You mean?" the clouds don't understand.

"What is the only Binar in your eyes? don't you know if someone else has loved you for a long time?" june said, her face began to turn red, her hands began to tremble.

The clouds that heard the strange words of June were beginning to run closer to June. I think Juni's getting weird right now because of his grasp earlier.

"Lo why?" cloud asked right in front of June, they were only 30 cm away I guess.

"Lo hasn't bothered all this time Wan?" june asked, her eyes starting to stem the tears that were about to fall.

"What?" ask the true cloud does not understand.

"Gue likes lo Wan, I like you." June started screaming. The clouds were shocked to hear it. Because of this he became strange like this.

"Gue likes you already from old Wan, but I demoed myself, and now what. You even like and be the same Binar." said June began to cry.

Now Awan understands why Jun says that he and Binar are no longer friends. The clouds have also understood, why June does not want to tell the situation of Binar now. Because the reason for all of this is, Jun likes her.

The clouds brought his face closer to Jun took a deep breath, "But sorry is so sorry. I like Binar, not lo." whispered the Clouds, after which the Clouds distanced his face and left from the presence of Jun who was silent and crying violently.

Cloud's words made his heart really hurt. Perhaps this severe injury that a person will receive when he loves him excessively and the desire to have it is very deep.

June dropped all the pain in her heart, her tears kept flowing, June sat on the ground. The security guard who heard Jun's crying voice immediately approached Jun and helped him to get up.

"Non why? let's not be alone." said the security guard to help Jun stand up. June refused the invitation of the security guard, now June wants to forget all her heartache on the night. He was powerless to stand up and go into the room and spend his tears there.

Out here let go of everything better, where he felt the heartbreak of someone he loved.

Love is not everything, but everything about love. Not afraid of how deep we will sink, if we know love, we will do it.

For the love, let yourself be free for a moment, I will reach you and I will have it all. If you can't, no one else can.

Today, tonight, June promised. The cloud will not have the cloud, or the cloud will not have the cloud.