NADIRS

Nadir ~ All go

Everyone goes, I'm alone, nobody comes, goes.

After 3 days of Binar in hospital, finally Binar has been allowed to go home.

The boredom that always haunts when in a quiet room is finally passed.

Binar opened the door of his house slowly revealing an uninhabited empty expanse.

Binar came home from the hospital delivered by an online taxi that Friska had ordered. Friska did not want to pick up Binar, he said a lot of work had to be done and Binar could understand him.

Binar looked into the house he had left in a few days, still the same when he last left it, still spilled coffee on the table and broken flower vases.

Binar exhaled softly, the bag Yang Binar held since earlier placed on the sofa, then Binar tried to clean the shards of the flower vase. Binar did not want to remember the incident only because of the broken flower vase scattered on the floor.

After Binar finished cleaning everything, Binar again took the bag that he brought earlier and held it up to the room.

It was still day, the sun was shining, little birds were chirping on the trees.

Binar tried to open the curtains and the windows of his room were wide, the rays of sunlight entered into the room of Binar.

Binar stared at the blue sky for a moment then walked up to the room and laid his body there.

Maybe at this time Binar's body still feels sore, so Binar decided to fall asleep for a moment.

*

The footsteps in the corridors of the classroom were heard all the way to the classroom as the bell rang loudly.

"Serius Nar lo don't papa? I'm worried that you don't know the same" said Jun put on a sad face

"No, I'm not papa, just a small incident really."

"So seriously?" tanya Jun is embraced by Binar.

"Trus how is the condition of your head? Can you still use it?" ask June.

Binar clucked softly, "Sick gini pain, my brain can still be used, he said,. It's just like that." said Binar.

Jun squinted his eyes,"Who? "

"There, there." Binar pointed with his right index finger at someone in front of him, but his left index finger pointed towards June.

Jun looked towards the right hand of Binar and nodded.

"Yes, if you say the truth is outrageous. He often cheated." said Jun made Binar laugh loudly.

But at once the situation became silent, when a teacher entered the classroom and behind him was a student who walked after him, maybe he was a new child.

Buk Siti, the teacher who entered their class stood facing the student in front of him.

"Alright everyone, here you have another new student" said Buk Siti.

"Why should every new student come to our class?" one of the students from behind.

"Because your class still has room for new people." replied Buk Siti flat without any tone of debate.

The student who spoke earlier rolled his eyes lazily.

"Well, before you sit down you have to introduce yourself first" Buk Siti told the new student girl.

The girl nodded with a smile, "Include my name Blue Nadira, I'm moving from Bandung, thank you." Blue introduced himself.

As usual, many whispered whispering whisper talking about Blue now, like the presence of Binar first.

Blue is a beautiful girl, long hair, white skin and height that is above average for girls make it get more value in the eyes of the guys.

Blue is looking for an empty seat, no empty seat next to the woman, the only empty seat is next to the Cloud, with Blue forced to sit next to the Cloud.

Blue walked up to the Clouds and told the Clouds to move to the edge of the seat, "May I sit here? " ask Blue slowly.

The clouds did not look at him, he just grabbed his bag and moved to the edge, Blue smiled little, "Love."

After Blue got her seat, Buk Siti started the lessons she had to teach.

"Blue Cave, who are you? " tanya Blue whispered while extending her hand.

The clouds did not reply to Blue's hand, even the Clouds did not look at him at all, "Well" said the Clouds briefly.

Blue smiled at him, "Name is good." said Blue and sat in a straight position.

On the other hand, Binar looked towards Cloud and Blue. Binar smiled slightly and then turned her face away, there was a slight sense that stuck in her heart when she saw Cloud close to another woman.

The lesson took place with heat because Buk Siti gave a lot of questions today, students who were in class XI IPA 4 felt severe torment for the first lesson hour.

After the lesson was over and the bell rang, all the disciples scattered to go to the cantin. Binar and June, who had no intention of going to the canton, were tempted by people who brought food from outside into the classroom.

"Nar canteen yuk, my stomach already can't stand this" said Jun while staring at someone who brought potato chips into class.

"Yaudah, but I don't buy, I'm not in the mood anymore" said Binar, smiling June heard him. After that they both went to the canteen, now the canteen was in a very full state. The condition of the cafeteria that was very crowded made Binar feel stifled, plus the gaze of people who did not like him.

When June ordered food, Binar just sat still and looked down, no one greeted Binar or just a stale talk like the usual day, maybe this is the effect of yesterday when Rubi said no one should be friends with Binar.

Ten minutes of waiting but June has not come yet, Binar has been very sore to bow his head. Finally Binar looked up and looked for the whereabouts of June. Binar did not see June in the cafeteria area, Binar's eyes continued to search for June where, but never found.

Is June leaving me?

Binar stood up and left the canteen looking for June, Binar looking for June into the classroom and the results were not there. Binar also looks for June to the toilet but the same. Until finally Binar met Jun beside the school warehouse, Binar stood still when he saw Jun was there and he seemed to be talking to someone, and he was Rubi.

Binar walks towards them, maybe Rubi is hurting June now and Binar does not want to stay silent staring from a distance.

As Binar walked towards Rubi and Juni, Rubi looked towards Binar and then gave a small smile, after which Rubi left Jun there.

When Rubi had left from the front of June, Binar immediately ran towards June.

"Jun, you why? " ask Binar.

Jun did not answer, his head just lowered.

"June?" call Binar again.

June turned her face, did not look at Binar, "Nar dinging us far away for a while now, I think I have to walk what Rubi said." lirih June.

Binar fused his eyebrows in surprise, what happened to June?

"Lo why? you're the same Rubi? Tell me." asked Binar worried.

"Sir papa, I just don't want to be infuriated by many people just because I deket same lo. I think you should be able to take the punishment from Rubi."

Said June and left in front of Binar.

Binar briefly restrains June, but June's hand rejects him.

Binar was silent at the pecking, the tears that were blocked could not be stopped, Binar dropped a lump of water from his eyes.

The pain felt by Binar increased. Binar thought one friend had made it better when everyone else was away from him, but Binar only realized, he did not have one friend, everyone stayed away from him without exception.

This time Binar was really at the point of losing direction.