My Wild Rose's

TRYING TO REMEMBER YOU

Cladia stroked her stomach gently, looking around the room where she was being treated, there was only Amalia who was busy peeling apples for her. Since the incident last night when he just woke up with his condition that does not remember anything about some events that occurred within the span of this year, made Cladia temporarily want to calm herself down, trying to think about what he is going through right now.

How's baby mama doing? Although you can't remember what happened to you, you can't even remember clearly who your father was, but you were so happy when you woke up you were no longer alone, mama has you in my mom's body. Cladia whispered in her heart while smilingly looking as she stroked her belly which had already started to show signs of her pregnancy.

A moment later Cladia raised her head, while looking towards Amalia who was today in charge of waiting for her in the hospital, Cladia recalled the figure of the man who last night said that the man was her husband. Amalia who had finished peeling her apple immediately thrust it towards Cladia.

"Eat the apple Ma'am" Cladia smiled as she grabbed a plate containing pieces of apples from Amalia's hand.

"Amalia, am I really married?" Amalia who already knew Cladia's condition from Niela and Jeremy hurriedly nodded, this time she had a great desire to help Cladia remember about her marriage, about the events she had forgotten about, she said, including the existence of Ornado who always amazed Amalia because of her great love for Cladia.

At least Amalia is eager to make amends for the mistakes she once made with Robi.

"Don't everyone say that you're married to Mr Ornado? Doesn't everyone think Mother and Father Ornado love each other so much that you're married?" Cladia furrowed her brows at Amalia's reply.

"Are you sure what they say is true? They're not hiding anything?" Hearing the response from Cladia, changed Amalia who knitted her eyebrows because she was confused why Cladia suspected her marriage status with Ornado was just a lie, while Cladia was currently completely inexhaustible, how could he marry Ornado when he has a phobia of men since the incident 5 years ago, what makes him want to marry Ornado at that time can not be remembered at all. It feels strange that everyone says he loves Ornado, while in his memory he has never even fallen in love with a man let alone since the events of 5 years ago. Never mind falling in love, close to men with a distance of under 1 meter only Cladia reluctant.

Cladia recalled the incident last night when she realized, the shadow of Dina's murder was immediately reflected in her head, after that the shadow of the wedding dress hung neatly in the morning as she woke up naked and someone fell asleep next to her, in a luxurious room she did not know at all, and a shadow about someone who plays the piano and sings a song for him, after that she saw the image of herself wearing a white party dress kissing affectionately with a man wearing a white suit as well without Cladia being able to remember the man's face clearly. After that the pieces of vague memories intersected in Cladia's mind, leaving Cladia pensive with a face of confusion, because so many memories that come through but only pieces and not clear at all.

Cladia said in her heart, then shook her head because as soon as she tried too hard to remember about the shadows in her brain, suddenly the pain in her head came back against her.

"Mother Cladia okay?" As soon as Cladia's facial features showed she was in pain, Amalia approached and grabbed Cladia's hand.

"What can I help you with? It's better for you to lie down first" Amalia grabbed the plate with the apple in Cladia's hand and placed it on the table, after which Amalia tried to help Cladia to lay down her body.

"No need for Amalia, just let me lean back, too much lying down makes my back uncomfortable," Amalia smiled, taking two pillows, placed them behind Cladia's back so that Cladia would feel more comfortable.

"Mom, I'll show you some photos that might help you remember something" Cladia nodded at Amalia's offer to take her phone out of her pocket and open the screen.

"That's Brother Robi, my senior brother when I was in college. Why is he meeting with us? Does he now work on Earth Asia?" Hearing Cladia mention Robi's name, Amalia's face turned a little nervous, as if she was being reminded of a fatal mistake she once made.

"No ma'am, Mr. Robi is now out of Earth Asia," Cladia simply nodded softly at Amalia's brief reply, cladia's hand pointed at a photo showing a swimming pool with two people swimming inside, and several others standing by the pool, looks busy giving spirit to the two people who are swimming.

"Whose picture is that?"

"That's a photo of when we had finished our meeting with Bumi Asia, Mother and Mr. James agreed to take us on vacation at Hotel X, and then we went on vacation, tomorrow Mr Ornado deliberately rented a private swimming pool at the hotel and a swimming match with Mr Robi," Cladia scrunched his forehead, Ornado and Robi swimming? Why would a big boss like Ornado go swimming with his own men? Cladia moved her head to the side trying to think about what she had just heard about Ornado and Robi, then again pointed to a photo that showed her kissing Ornado.

"What is this photo?" Amalia immediately smiled faintly seeing Cladia asking for the photo.

"Sorry mom, I secretly stole a photo of Mom kissing Mr. Ornado to say happy birthday at Mr. Ornado's birthday party some time ago. This photo looks very romantic Mom," Amalia said with a slightly timid face because she had to admit that she had been so idolizing the relationship between her two bosses.

Cladia pensively observes the photo, the memory of her kissing a man so disturbs her. She believes the man who kissed her in her memory is a truly special person to her, and Cladia believes the man is the father of the baby she currently contains, the man in Cladia's memory is often called Al, and even the taste of the man's kiss is so imprinted in Cladia's memory, as if Cladia could still be felt on her lips.

In Cladia's memory, the night she kissed the man was a special night for her and the man. Although he could not remember clearly what happened that night, but in his memory he did that with a man who wore a suit and white pants, he said, matching the party dress she was wearing at the time, in the photo shown by Amalia, she kissed Ornado in a pink dress.

"Ah, Amalia, next time I'll ask you to show me the photos again, I don't want to force my brain to remember all the things that to me are still so blurry and confusing" Amalia nodded, he immediately took his phone back from Cladia's sight, then returned to take the plate containing the apple pieces to Cladia.

Cladia had just returned to feed a piece of apple in her mouth when the door of her room was opened by someone, and not so long ago the figure of Ornado appeared from behind the door with his face still looking tired but still silenced a smile that looks soft and friendly towards Cladia.

As soon as Amalia saw Ornado's presence in the room, she immediately nodded her head at Ornado and walked towards the room door to exit, leaving the two of them in the room.

Inevitably Cladia looked towards Ornado who that morning looked fresher than when they met last night after Cladia had just regained consciousness from her stupor. Last night Cladia insisted on resisting Ornado's desire to stay and look after him that night, so Jeremy decided he himself was guarding Cladia, and this morning at exactly 6 a.m, Jeremy just left Cladia's room, returned home to get ready to come to the office today, after Amalia came to replace Jeremy to look after Cladia.

Cladia's hand moved touching her chest that was pounding at the presence of Ornado, there was a slight feeling of bewilderment in Cladia's heart with the tremors in her chest that were not as usual, as there was a hint of confusion in her heart, between being afraid because after all who stood in front of him at this moment was a man, but it felt like something else was going on in his heart when he saw the handsome male figure that was walking towards him at this moment.