My Wild Rose's

ENJOYING YOUR EXISTENCE

Ornado sat on a garden chair near her rose garden, next to her sat Cladia with her hands joined together on her lap. Ornado's left hand rests on the handle of the garden chair, while his right hand rests on the back of the garden chair just behind Cladia's back, occasionally stroking her soft hair Cladia, and, no more worry about Cladia's rejection because of her fear, although she must remain careful in acting, not wanting Cladia to re-traumatize, she said, especially now that Cladia is pregnant with their baby. For Ornado, the way Cladia let him kiss her just now, shows Cladia really can accept her existence as a man who became her husband. For now for him it was more than enough.

"Al," Cladia's soft voice made Ornado who was originally still imagining what just happened slightly flinch and instantly moved her head towards Cladia.

"There's something else I want to tell you" Ornado smiled, trying not to set his eyes on Cladia's stomach, so that Cladia would not suspect that she could guess what Cladia was trying to say. Cladia slightly held her breath for a while, only to direct her eyes to Ornado's blue eyes.

Cladia moved her hand to pull Ornado's right hand on the back of the chair, then placed Ornado's right palm to touch her stomach.

"There's our future son here," Without replying to Cladia's words Ornado's right hand immediately pulled Cladia's back neck, brought Cladia's face closer to her and immediately kissed Cladia's lips gently back..lu.mmat and sucked it back in affectionately, while Ornado's left hand moved towards Cladia's stomach and stroked it gently. Today Ornado was completely at a loss for words because of the happiness he felt. It felt like his actions to kiss Cladia so intensely at this moment were more able to express his gratitude and happiness compared to words.

Finally Ornado let go of his kiss reluctantly, looked at Cladia's face without blinking with a smile that kept on leaning on her face, making Cladia's face that looked completely moved by Ornado's actions just a little misbehaved. Ornado's left hand was still in Cladia's stomach, still stroking her gently. Ornado's eyes looked toward Cladia's stomach cordially.

"Thank you for being the mother of my son" Ornado stroked Cladia's stomach gently, with a slow motion Ornado pointed her head towards Cladia's lap so that her ears could come into contact with Cladia's stomach, it was as if by her actions she wished she could hear at least her little baby's heartbeat. After that Ornado moved his face face to face with Cladia's stomach, kissed Cladia's stomach gently, almost the tears Ornado dripped because of his happiness.

"How's your little baby doing, papa? Be a good boy, don't make mama hard," Ornado kissed Cladia gently again before finally returning to her seat. Without getting bored, she looked at Cladia's face gently.

"I'm sorry, for not being straight honest about my pregnancy" Cladia said softly with her head slightly bowed.

"Since when did you realize you were pregnant?" Cladia took a deep breath hearing Ornado's question.

"Since we came home from vacation with Bumi Asia and Sanjaya team," Ornado looked at Cladia's face with a friendly smile, he recalled the night they were vacationing at Hotel X, where he had been, as dinner begins Cladia runs to the bathroom with nausea, so they decide to return home early.

Ah, back then I never thought in the slightest that those were signs that happened because of your pregnancy, Ornado whispered inwardly, feeling silly towards himself who was not immediately responsive to the events of that time. But who would have thought that his actions on their first night came to fruition immediately. Cladia's face slightly blushed at the way Ornado looked at her.

"When Laurel first checked on you that afternoon, it meant you and her already knew?" Cladia nodded. Ornado smiled again, if he had also known about Cladia's pregnancy, he would not have allowed Cladia to go to the night market. If something had happened to Cladia at the night market a while ago she could not imagine how much regret she would have experienced.

"At that time he brought a test pack, I deliberately asked him not to tell you this matter, even I asked him not to let Dave know about my pregnancy. Sorry...., because I didn't feel I was ready." Cladia took a deep breath.

"To be honest, I had thought about filing for divorce because I felt like I was the one who was hindering your future and happiness, so I tried to hide it from you" Ornado's eyes widened, for him to have lived enough for 15 years without Cladia by his side, and he would not be willing to repeat those times.

"Sep apart from you, it will destroy my future and happiness. Please, don't even think about that scary thing again for a second. Don't even think about staying away and leaving me." Ornado lowered his head, leaning his forehead on Cladia's shoulder, like a child begging his mother. Cladia nodded slowly, for now the only thing she wanted was to try to keep the baby in her body and try to be the best wife for Ornado, the man who for how long had managed to make his chest pound when he was close to him, made him want to always be close to him, to feel the existence of the man.

"I'm sorry" Ornado turned to hear Cladia's apology, peeping Cladia's head gently.

"Ask and do whatever makes you happy, just don't ever leave me," Cladia took off her arms around Ornado's neck.

"To be able to be the woman who makes you happy is enough for me," Ornado smiled, her hands moving to shuffle Cladia's hair gently, feeling a little anxious.

"Since long ago you were the only woman who could make me happy" Cladia smiled as she breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's noon, we better go inside," Ornado's right hand moved in a circle around Cladia's shoulder.

"I still want to enjoy the breeze here while enjoying the beauty of this rose garden," Cladia said as her eyes looked at the arrangement of roses that formed the letter C in front of her.

"Amore mio, remember your condition is currently pregnant. From now on you have to take care of yourself, don't make yourself too tired, keep your diet, take care of your quality of eating and sleeping, don't sleep too late, don't force yourself to work," Unknowingly Cladia giggled at Ornado's words, all this time she knew Ornado was paying close attention to her, but right now it felt like she was being confronted by a chatty grandmother.

"Al, already Al, I can take care of myself," Ornado frowned at Cladia's amused laughter, his hands moving off Cladia's shoulders from her embrace.

"It turns out you're a lot more chatty than Jeremy's sister, I thought the most chatty man I knew was Jeremy's sister," Ornado smiled at Cladia's frown.

"You don't know how worried I am about being late to know about your pregnancy, it feels like losing the chance to take care of you and our baby" Cladia smiled, with a little hesitation and awkward touch the back of Ornado's right hand that quickly just immediately grasped Cladia's hand.

"Thank you for waiting for me so long" As soon as Cladia said, Ornado's left hand clapped Cladia's left hand in Ornado's right hand.

"If you don't wait for you, who do you think I'll be waiting for?" Ornado's left hand grabbed Cladia's head and pulled her to lean on her shoulder.

"From now on let me be the man who is always ready to be your back whenever and wherever you are" Cladia nodded softly at Ornado's request.

It turns out that this is what it feels like for someone to be in love, really just looking at you, not caring about others, turning the fear of being close to you into wanting to always be close to you, Cladia said inwardly with a smile, enjoying the comfort of leaning on Ornado's shoulder.