My Wild Rose's

LETTING GO OF SORRY

Ornado quickly opened the email from Robi and began to read it, with eyes that look wary Cladia also looked towards the screen phone, along with perusing what was written there.

Cla, when you read this e-mail I was no longer in Indonesia. It is true, I am a coward who does not dare to take responsibility for what I do, a coward who wants to belong to others. I'm in the name of the love that makes you suffer. Seeing with my own eyes so much Ornado's love for you, I felt so ashamed of myself. I have no right to snatch you from Ornado who doesn't even care about himself when he's around you. The love that Ornado has for you is not just beautiful words spoken, or just a great desire to have you fully, but he proves his love for you by his deeds. I as a man have to admit that he is a great man who is hard to find and match. I'm really sorry for everything that happened. From the info I got Ornado successful in his surgery, I hope he recovers soon, and can come back with you and protect you back. Although I do not expect you to forgive me, I sincerely apologize to you for the sins I have committed against you. After making that big mistake I tried to run away from responsibility, but instead it really made me tormented in the guilt that always met me, I felt like I had turned into a cruel monster, he said, even to see you again I feel unworthy. In order to prove my sincerity, I sent out the location of my current existence. If you want me to answer for my mistake, I know it's not a difficult matter for Ornado to order his men to find me and bring me to you. That's all I can do right now. I pray for your happiness in the future.

After reading the emails from Robi, Cladia and Ornado looked at each other. Ornado slightly distanced his body from Cladia, returned to his position leaning on the back of his hospital bed, then slightly shifted his body to the left side, his right palm patting the bed beside him.

“Amore mio, sit here,” With a slow movement Cladia obey Ornado's orders to sit next to him, on the bed. Cladia doesn't have to worry, though, because the hospital bed occupied by Ornado is more like a bed at home with a bed width of more than 160 cm because of the special facilities of the residents of the VVIP inpatient room.

As soon as Cladia sat down next to her, Ornado's right hand stroked Cladia's stomach gently, her head lowered, with her eyes looking at Cladia's stomach with a gentle and friendly look.

“Good morning son, how are you today? Forgive me for not greeting you for 2 days. Are you okay there? It must feel very comfortable to be in your stomach, huh? You must be a strong child, stay healthy there yes, papa and mama love you very much,” Cladia smiled at the Ornado babble addressed to the baby in the womb.

“Al...,” Cladia calls Ornado in a soft voice. Ornado immediately turned his eyes away from Cladia's stomach toward Cladia's face.

“Al....,” Cladia again called the name Ornado because Ornado just looked at him without saying a word to him, especially about the email from Robi they just read, as if nothing had happened just now.

“Hmmm...,” Ornado just answered Cladia's call with a soft mutter.

“Al, why are you quiet? Why didn't you say anything about an email from Kak Robi?” Ornado moved his hand to Cladia's head in the back and stroked her gently.

“Tell me, what do you want me to do to Robi? Just tell me, I'll do it for you. You want me to bring him before you to ask for mercy? You want me to do the same thing he did to you and me? Should I shoot him? Or do you want me to destroy his business and family? Or even you want me to kill him?” Cladia shook her head loudly at the questions from Ornado that sounded terrible in her ears.

“I don't like the act of revenge,” Cladia said softly with her head slightly lowered.

“Ahhh....,” Ornado let out a slow moaning sound that made Cladia look straight at him, and as soon as Cladia looked at him Ornado immediately smiled.

“It is difficult to have a wife who is so kind, no desire to retaliate, or the desire to demand back, let alone hurt others despite being hurt all-out,” Cladia a little stretched out, he said, wonder how Ornado guessed what he thought.

“Don't look surprised like that, it's been 21 years I know the slightest thing about you. Even how you let go of Amalia without the burden of knowing she's been an informant for Robi.” Cladia bought her eyes again, completely shocked by how Ornado knew about Amalia's confession to her.

“But Amalia is innocent, she is only taken advantage of...,” Ornado instantly covered Cladia's lips with her palm.

“Don't continue.., I know everything without you having to tell it. I really don't understand by your nature, how you have no desire to avenge their crimes. If I was in your position, I would definitely crush them,” Cladia took off the palm of Ornado that covered her lips.

“Do not do anything cruel to others Al, vengeance is not our right. When someone apologizes to us, it is our duty to forgive him, to give him a chance to change for the better, if we take revenge on someone, he said, there is a chance that he or someone else will get our revenge too, eventually that revenge will always go around in circles, reciprocating each other, we have to break that chain of revenge by not taking revenge again, he said,” Ornado smiled, pulled Cladia's head towards him, then kissed Cladia's neck gently while whispering.

“Whatever you want Amore mio. From the very beginning of seeing your facial response reading an email from Robi, I already knew you were not interested at all to know the location where she is now, which means you do not want to take any revenge on her. As her husband, I can only resign myself to having a wife who is too good as you,” Cladia smiled at Ornado's explanation, Cladia was really happy to hear Ornado's words that allowed her to forget about the matter.

“Amore mio...,” Ornado calls Cladia with her lips still stuck to her neck.

“Why Al?”

“When do we go home? I can't wait to do what we're supposed to do, ” Cladia turned her head, making her neck move away from Ornado's lips which looked straight at Cladia.

“Indeed what should we do?” Ornado smiled hearing Cladia's innocent question.

“That was supposed to be done by a couple who loved each other,” Hearing Ornado's reply made Cladia's cheeks blush quickly, and her chest gurgled loudly.

“Your innocent nature and shyness always make me unable to resist facing you. If only this wasn't in the hospital..,” Cladia instantly rushed down from Ornado's bed hearing his words just now, making Ornado giggle, he said, then it grimaced a bit from feeling the pain in his back if he laughed, as it made his body shake.

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“Al, Laurel just sent a message that she will be here soon, bringing your examination results,” Ornado who was looking at the television in front of her lowered the volume of the television sound and turned to Cladia.

“I hope I can return home soon, it feels completely uncomfortable to be in the hospital,” Cladia giggled at Ornado's complaint.

“Only a freak who feels staying in the hospital is more comfortable than home alone,” Ornado's hand immediately stroked the top of Cladia's head hearing Cladia's words.

“I want to go home soon, so that I can be free to do anything with you, in our house, especially in our room,” Cladia glared at the words of Ornado, Ornado, his fingers were already preparing to pinch Ornado's arm but were stopped by the sound of the door opening, and as soon as they turned their heads, Jeremy and Aunt Ema appeared from behind the door.

"Ah, Aunt Ema and Jeremy, good thing you guys are coming soon, my wife is just about to torture me" Cladia immediately glared at the words of Orando, saying, aunt Ema and Jeremy immediately chuckled, indicating that they did not believe what Ornado had just said. Aunt Ema walked over, putting a bag of food on the table.

"Tante is the best, really understand I never like hospital food," Ornado glanced at his aunt who came straight up and kissed Ornado's forehead.

"I'm bringing food for Cladia, not for you, you better eat food from the hospital because it's already reserved for sick patients," Cladia giggled at the words of Aunt Ema who successfully made Ornado take a deep breath pretending to show her disappointment.

"Cla, it's lunch, eat first, you've been in the hospital all day taking care of our great master," Hearing the words of Aunt Ema, Cladia immediately smiled amusedly, saying, while his hand opened the food that Aunt Ema had brought for him. As soon as the cover of the food place was opened, Ornado immediately turned his head because of the fragrant smell of the cuisine that immediately hit his nose.

"Ah.., Auntie must be cooking rendang meat for you," Ornado said as her nose inhaled the fragrant smell of rendang seasoning that so seduced her. Cladia immediately took a spoon to start eating the food, rendang with young jackfruit vegetables, making Ornado swallow his saliva. Seeing Ornado's face craving the food he was eating, Cladia spontaneously fed the food into Ornado's mouth which immediately greeted him.

"My wife is indeed the best" Ornado, immediately moving her lips to kiss Cladia's cheek that blushed immediately, Jeremy who saw Ornado's actions could only shake his head with a smile, joined happily to see the two of them.

"Al, after this let Cladia come home to rest, Aunt will take her place to take care of you," Hearing Aunt Ema's words, Ornado immediately looked at Cladia's face with a smile, and said, although there was a bit of unwillingness, it seemed that it was indeed the best option for Cladia to be able to rest for a while at home.

“I'm fine Aunt, later in the afternoon I return home,” Ornado directly block the hands of Cladia soft.

“Go home first, later in the afternoon you can come again, anyway most likely tomorrow I will definitely be able to go home,” Cladia took a deep breath, silent for a while to think.

“Alright, later in the afternoon I will be here again, I am also waiting for the delivery of vitamins from my friend today,” Cladia again continue to eat while feeding Ornado.

After Cladia finished her meal, Aunt Ema immediately approached towards Cladia.

“Better you go home now, the driver is ready to drive you home,” Cladia turned her head towards Jeremy.

“Sister, would it not be better for me to go home with brother?” Jeremy smiled at Cladia's question.

“Why? Looks like you're still not willing to leave your husband here? I still have some things I want to talk about with Ad about our event in another city,”

“I'll wait for big brother to finish with Al,” Cladia deswab quickly said Jeremy.

“No, you better go home now if you want to come back here later in the afternoon. What I want to discuss with Jeremy is not necessarily just a moment,” Ornado said while touching Cladia's arm gently, making Cladia turn towards him. As soon as Cladia turned to her, Ornado smiled while nodding her head, as a sign that she was begging for Cladia to obey her words, taking a few deep breaths and raising her eyebrows, Cladia finally nodded her head in agreement.

“Alright, I'll go home first Al, later in the afternoon I'm here again,” Cladia was just about to turn her body, but Ornado's right hand moved more quickly to pull his body closer to him, then quickly Ornado grabbed Cladia's nape towards his face.

“Give me doping (doping is an effort to improve performance or achievements commonly used by athletes by consuming certain substances or drugs) to make me excited today,” Without waiting for Cladia's answer, Ornado immediately brought Cladia's lips closer to her own and kissed her gently, Ornado said, making Cladia spontaneously pull her head to keep her lips away from Ornado because she realized there was Jeremy and Aunt Ema in the room, while Ornado this time deliberately held back her power, letting Cladia break away from him while smiling amusedly. Seeing that again Aunt Ema and Jeremy could only smile while shaking their heads.

“Be careful on the road Amore mio,” Cladia simply answered Ornado's words with a small nod, and hurriedly directly turned her body, walking towards the exit.

“I went home first Aunt Ema, Brother Jeremy,” Cladia whispered softly and went straight out of the room because she did not want Jeremy and Aunt Ema to see a red hue on her face due to Ornado's actions just now.

Outside Cladia's room paused for a moment, taking a deep breath with a smile, holding her chest that still felt racing with her right palm, then a slight nod to the two bodyguards guarding the door of the room Ornado was treated, he said, then walked down the hospital hall without realizing there was someone who since he came out of the door of Ornado's room observed his every move with a sharp gaze.