
Tonight, I've decided to talk to Mas Adnan about me not leaving the house. It seems like my decision was not wrong, because just after dinner Celine suddenly left. This is more profitable for me and makes it easier for me to talk 2 points with Mas Adnan.
Ai had also been sleeping due to the exhaustion of playing outside. So now I'm at Mas Adnan's doorstep. Take a deep breath before knocking on the door.
I just knocked on the door without calling her name. The sixth door opened. He stood in the doorway with his flat gaze.
"I want to talk" I said calmly.
Without answering he opened the door wider and turned to enter, I immediately followed him from behind. The atmosphere of the workspace is not as warm as it used to be. The position of the items here is still the same. The workspace and main bed were 2 places I never cleaned. As long as it was possible for Mas Adnan himself to clean it up, there was no way Celine would want to do that.
He sat back in his chair, as if ignoring my whereabouts, he saw his work again. I was standing in front of his desk. "Actually what is the reason you can't get me to go out" I said steadily.
"When I first asked this question, you answered that you were afraid that I would run away. But the more I come here I don't think that's the real reason for you. Don't make me hate you more, Mas" the grunts I've been waiting for finally came out.
He was still unmoving, not moving a single bit from his position. But I will continue to convey my heart, even though he did not answer but his ears still work right?
"You are the first man to make me fall in love with your silly behavior. You are also the first man to treat me like a queen. But it seems like it's all you do because there's a reason behind it, and it's not because you're in love with me."
"To be honest with you who now treat me like a gini, even more makes me think negatively about you. With you who do not admit your own biological child has made me sick as much as it hurts. Do you deserve to be called a husband?"
"If you actually love Celine, then why do you bring me into your circle of love. You used to be the man I trusted the most, the man I thought I wouldn't hurt. But truth? You've made me float, and you're the one who fell I did."
"Until now I still do not understand you who do not want to let go of me even though you have married a woman who has been present first in your life. Although you still fulfill your obligations with my livelihood, but the truth is I want it not. I just want you to be honest with me, is it that hard?"
"If you don't want to take me off, at least let me get out of the house. My son who doesn't know the outside world. If you're not like me, please lower your ego for a little kid who doesn't know anything."
"If you're afraid I'll run away, you can hire or tell people to follow me when I'm outside. For almost 3 years you have taken away my rights. Don't make me do reckless things."
After saying that all I turned around, intending to go out and go back into the room, it had been quite a while since I left Ai alone, afraid that she would suddenly wake up looking for me.
Just as my hand touched the door handle, Mas Adnan said. "A week or not at all."
I turned to him and smiled obliquely, "OK."
"I'll send people to watch you outside. And in exchange, the man cannot enter this house" he said without looking me in the eye.
Emotions came back to me. I was just about to be thankful that he let me out, but what did he say? David can't come here?
"On what basis do you make such rules!" I shouted at the end. I'm back near his desk. With emotions that had reached the crown I threw away the map and paper that was on the table. I don't care if it's an important piece of paper or something, what's in my brain right now is that I have to get justice for myself.
The man who was even called Papa, because the bastard who was his own real father did not want to admit him as a child!!"
"What the hell made you so trusting that I cheated! Just because of a picture you can't believe your own wife's explanation." I took a deep breath. "Oh, do you believe that it will make it easier for you to marry Celine?!" my grunts.
"I'm sick, I'm sick of it!! The thing I regret the most in this world is knowing and marrying you" I said coldly. "Don't be surprised if I get desperate for justice." After saying that I took off the wedding ring that was still coiled on my ring finger. I threw the ring at him. And I quickly stepped out. My tears can no longer be contained.
I opened the room door slowly, afraid that Ai would be disturbed. After I walked towards the bathroom, I wanted to cry loudly but couldn't. Finally I could only cry by biting the edge of my shirt so that my voice would be muffled.
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This morning I was accompanying Ai to play as usual. I did not prepare breakfast for the two men. I only cooked for me and Ai, and for lunch I asked David to buy me lunch from outside. It's not my fault if I'm going to fall in love with David? But I still hold back. Isn't it the same as me admitting cheating if my position still has a husband at this time? Even if the person called the husband does not reflect that name. At least I can't do what he did.
Today is Sunday, so it is certain that the two people will be at home. I was cooking early in the morning so I wouldn't have to go face-to-face with the two men. Because if it's a holiday like this, they'll wake up a little bit during the day.
Hopefully David will still be allowed into this house. If not, what should I say to Ai as an excuse? Will he lose his father again?
"Mother," call Ai and pat my cheek gently.
"Yes" I replied softly as usual.
"I want to drink milk" he said with sparkling eyes. Eyelashes that he always let out when he wants something.
I laughed softly, "Ai wait here huh. Mommy goes to the kitchen for milk," I replied. He nodded and refocused on his toys. Ai was no longer nursing me. She's been quit since she was 2, and now she's drinking formula instead. And I haven't made it this morning, so he's managing it now.
I went out of the room and looked around, still safe. So I ran small towards the kitchen, immediately making the milk that Ai wanted. When it is finished and go back to the room. The incense from the direction of the stairs came the sound of Celine speaking quite loudly.
"I'm tired, almost every day you ask me when we have children!" shout Celine.
"You are the sinter who find excuses" Mas Adnan's voice was heard responding.
"You're the one whose son you think dong," Celine replied.
Without wanting to hear more, I immediately walked quickly towards the room, before the two of them saw my whereabouts.
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