My Rollercoaster Wedding's

My Rollercoaster Wedding's
CHAPTER 2 - Confused



This is what I was worried about from the beginning, a rejection. Although from the beginning I had expected something like this would happen but when I faced it head on, it felt many times more painful. It is true, what can be expected from a lowly person like myself, being able to make love with a rich only child has made me grateful half to death. Especially until it can marry her, isn't it like something very inappropriate?


"What if he's just a high school graduate and working as a cashier? I love him wholeheartedly, never a single thought crossed my mind to consider him lowly," Mas Adnan said slightly up.


"You already know clearly that we are one of the most distinguished families, and you are our only child, our greatest hope. We just want you to have the right companion and match with you" replied Mother.


"If I have chosen him as my companion, he is the only one in my heart. Although Father and Mother want to match me, but I do not want it, all I want is him" said Mas Adnan while pointing at me.


I looked down at his reply, my eyes ready to shed tears, so much as he wanted to make me his companion? An ordinary woman with no title and no parents. Right, my parents were dead when I was in first year High School, they died from a hit-and-run done by an irresponsible person, it was my toughest year, both parents left at the same time without relatives. I don't know from the beginning I didn't really know my father's brother or my mother's side, and yes, I was also an only child.


I pulled up his sleeves and looked up and said, "It doesn't matter if your parents don't want me to be his daughter-in-law, I'm self-conscious, and I've prepared myself before coming here for this refusal."


"Can't do that, whatever my choice they have to accept, they must always support their children" Mas Adnan's tone rose again. "If Mom and Dad don't approve of us, it's no big deal for me, I'll still marry her with or without your blessing."


"Have you really thought about it?" ask Dad. "Do you know what kind of risk you and she will have when you really decide to be together?"


"Dad, you don't intend to bless them, do you" Mother demanded. "As for the fate of his son, Mr. Yuda, we are also very close to them, it would be a shame if we suddenly cancel this matchmaking."


"That's what Daddy's business is about."


"Adnan, you really want to disappoint Mom and Dad? Think about it once again, if you marry not only you will get into trouble, but he too, our family is not from the lower classes, either, all the family members of your grandparents are all educated people" Mother said.


"Mom, all this is me who cramming, you don't have to worry, there are no upper or lower classes, everyone is the same. What I have chosen will not be separated," replied Mas Adnan steady.


"Alright if it's your decision, all your own risk, I won't help you if problems arise." said Dad and passed up the stairs. Mother who still looks reluctant to accept the decision of Dad stood up and followed Dad's steps.


I breathed a sigh to see the departure of the two men. If it is not condoned even I do not force, from the beginning I have emphasized, I am aware of my situation, I also do not want to force, indeed who would want to make a person like myself a daughter-in-law? But seeing the sincerity of Mas Adnan my heart was touched. What did he see of me until he dared to defy the decision of his parents, parents who had taken care of him from childhood and given him luxury only for the sake of a woman like me?


"Don't be entered into their words, they won't be able to oppose my decision" said Mas Adnan calmed me down. "The plan was I wanted to invite you to eat with my family, but because the atmosphere is not good we eat out, all I take you home."


"But I still feel bad about them, I don't mind if we don't get married, get to know you for two years I've been really cool."


"Whatever the hell you are, I will continue this wedding plan, you are quite beside me, with me, later they will slowly also accept you," he replied.


Then here we were, at one of the roadside meatball sellers, where I was subscribed from before I knew him, he knew I would come here when I wanted to let go of the sadness. "Ordinary kayak, right?" tanyakanya.


"Yes, add it up" I replied.


"Udah malem is not good to eat your stomach, surely you have not eaten rice all day, right?"


"Ga need to bring, again sad gini delicious food that pedes," I replied fiercely. "I ate a little rice this afternoon."


"Yes, yes" he said, giving in.


"I went straight home yes, you immediately cleaned and rested, do not forget the same door window in the lock," he said.


"Yes, be careful on the road."


After his departure, I turned on the porch light, opened the door then took off my shoes and put them on a shelf near the door, changing into home slippers, the direct door I lock because there is no way there will be people who visit see the clock has shown at nine more than ten minutes.


I immediately went into the room, put the bag on the storage rack, and opened the sweater I was wearing. Pick up a towel and a change of clothes to take a shower and then step out of the room because the bathroom is near the kitchen. Fresh cold water at night flushed from head to toe, refreshing my mind that was a little tangled because of the problem earlier.


Finished bathing and cleaning I immediately fell asleep on the bed staring at the ceiling of the room and began to recall my meeting with Mas Adnan's parents, a meeting that was not at all impressive, he said, the more I come here the more inferior I feel, inappropriate for anyone.


The next morning I continued the routine as usual, trying to get rid of yesterday's problems. Even though he had asked me to get married but it was still uncertain when it happened, so I would clear up the matter first. Usually I go to work by bike, but because yesterday I was picked up at the minimarket and brought home by it, so my bike is still left there. I decided to walk, if the bike ride usually only takes 10 minutes, but if the walk can be up to 15 to 20 minutes, but no matter what the sport.


Time passed quickly, the clock had shown a time of rest, because there was only me here at this time, I only ate the bread that the owner of this minimarket had provided. Usually during break hours like this the wife of the owner of the minimarket will come here to replace me in order to have lunch outside, but because he was busy he called me and said he couldn't come this afternoon.


When I was busy bribing bread I heard the sound of the door opening, when I looked up I saw Mas Adnan entering carrying plastic in his right hand with clothes that were not neat. The sleeves of the shirt were rolled up to the elbows, the top two buttons of the shirt were open, and nowhere did the tie that usually perched nicely on the collar of his shirt go.


"Tumben really tangled gini, again there is a problem in the office huh?" my many.


"Yes, there was a little obstacle, but it was resolved. Oh yes, here I bring your favorite chicken rice, he said, handing the plastic bag to me..


"Thank you, you know I can't go out to buy food, this is just me eating bread for the stomach odd," I complained.


"It was eaten, selenin. I'm straight back from the office again, there's still something to take care of."


"I'm in such a hurry, don't you want to eat together? This is what you buy for me, too, mostly."


"No papa you deliberately bought more, I had eaten before here. You are a rare habit


eat rice, I keinget you semalem eat pedes. So today you have to eat rice."


"Thank you once again, think of yourself too, if you feel tired immediately rest, do not need to be forced," I said.


"Yes dear. Later coming home from work there is something I want to talk to you, later I pick you up again, we chat while eating malem."


After saying goodbye, he stepped back out. I was wondering what he would talk about. Because during our courtship he never even talked outside, want to say yes directly by talking. Will he ever talk about marriage again?


Seriate


see you on the next chap


this is still a light-weight first yes.(. ⁇ ⁇ .).