My Rollercoaster Wedding's

CHAPTER 37 - Weight

Do you think that my attitude is excessive? It's okay if you think so. Everyone must have their own thoughts. It depends on the person himself to think in a good or bad direction.

Every human being cannot control the thoughts of others. Just like I felt this time. I could not control or know what my husband was thinking. The one who's been with me for almost 4 years.

The one who from the beginning was always gentle, never once raised his words when talking to me. The one who always defends me when someone humbles me.

Whether this is my feeling alone or indeed a few weeks ago, Mas Adnan's attitude changed. Not until 180° but very felt.

That's all I've felt since he saw my picture and Mas Ardi's. He did not directly accuse me but from his seemingly unbelieving attitude when I explained to him already proved that he believed in that nonsense.

What made my guess even more true was her suddenly changed attitude towards Celine. From the beginning he was the one who disliked the woman very much. Someone who will be immediately angry when the woman talks too much or is spoiled for him.

But now? He gladly responded to the woman's chatter. She became a model for her latest product. It's still a big question mark on my brain. It's still hard to find the answer. Is that as easy as Mas Adnan turned?

I know for a fact that this is one of the tests in our household. And all I need to do is get her to speak from heart to heart. We both lowered our egos. Wouldn't if when faced with problems with emotions then it will not get a way out?

The longer I thought, was this also a reply because I lied to him? Lying about me visiting other men? But my lies are for both of us, right? Is it if I'm honest Mas Adnan can take it with his chest? If I continue to lie this will also not be a good thing going forward. What was even more frightening was that if he knew that from someone else, the one who would be destroyed would be me.

Tomorrow morning I'm going to get him to talk, straighten out everything that's stuck in my heart these few days. Hopefully tomorrow he will not be overwhelmed by emotions.

The clock on the wall already showed at 1 p.m., I still find it difficult to close my eyes. There was no sign of Mas Adnan getting into the room, he was definitely still emotional.

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Morning greetings. When I opened my eyes I saw no sign of Mas Adnan entering this room last night. She must have slept in the study or the living room. This is the first time we've 'separated beds'.

After showering and changing I immediately went down to cook. But just getting to the middle of the stairs, I heard a female voice chatting. I continued my steps and approached the source of the voice.

In the kitchen, Celine and Mom were putting food on the table. Realizing my whereabouts the two of them immediately turned their heads towards me, looking at me with different eyes.

"Well, good you, no longer looking at home with me at this time just woke up" Mother's circus.

Though this is only 6 o'clock past a little, are they not the ones who are too early to visit?

"Sorry Mom, last night I slept too late" I replied slowly. I don't want to argue because I was wrong because I had a hard time sleeping last night.

"It's a good thing Celine Pinter has cooked from home, how if she's not here it's definitely not Adnan breakfast," he said staring at Celine proudly. Celine displayed her sweet smile, a smile that would only come out if she was starting a drama.

"I learned to cook for a few days, and today my thoughts for Masakin Mas Adnan" he said shyly.

"Yes, you're the ideal son-in-law" proud Mother.

I looked down at Mom's words. Why did they have to come so early? Though I have made the determination to invite Mas Adnan to straighten out the problems. If there are both of them, it will be delayed.

"Mother" exclaimed Mas Adnan who looked like he just woke up. I looked up, her hair still looking disheveled.

"Mother's son" said the happy mother and approached Mas Adnan and brought him into his arms.

"Why are you here so early in the morning?" ask Mas Adnan.

Celine again looks shy, "Yes nan, you try my cooking yes, I woke up early to masakin your favorite food," he said softly.

"Your wife is just losing to Celine, the clock is just waking up and not cooking anything for her husband, even though her husband wants to go to work," said Mother warming up the atmosphere.

Mas Adnan looked at me briefly and looked back at Celine, "you shouldn't bother" said Mas Adnan.

"No papa kok Nan, I am also free today," Celine replied with a smile.

"Udah let's go straight to breakfast, cold hunt later," invite Mom and pull Mas Adnan's hand slowly towards the dining room.

I look like a stranger here. I decided to go back to the room instead of having to be with them in an awkward atmosphere.

In the room I sat myself on the bed, turning on the television so as not to be too quiet. I have lunch class so I want to take Mas Adnan to talk in the morning, but look at the plan just stay plan.

Long enough I stayed in the room, did not feel the door open from the outside. Mas Adnan seemed to enter with his flat gaze.

"Have you come home?" I told myself to ask.

"Not yet" he answered briefly and passed to the bathroom.

I sighed, it seemed like he was still in a bad mood. If this is the case, it will be even harder to get her to talk.

A few minutes later, she came out of the bathroom and changed into a casual dress. Is he not going to the office today? Looks like Goddess Fortuna is siding with me. I smile at the smile.

"Mas," call me.

He did not answer and just looked at me.

"There's something I want to say to you" I said a little nervously.

"Tomorrow, I want to nemenin Mother all day, malemnya I nginep there," said Mas Adnan still with a face without expression.

I curled my lips down. It turns out I was too confident. I bow my head. If it's not straightened out soon, it's gonna be harder for me to talk to him. But this will also be a time-consuming discussion, so there's no way I can speak before he leaves.

"Yes," I replied gloomily. Without answering he immediately took his wallet and car keys, exited the room without saying goodbye or kissed my forehead like he does every morning.

After he came out I went to the window of the room, opened the curtains and saw Mother and Celine entering Mas Adnan's car. It didn't take long for the car to drive away from the yard.

My feelings are getting more and more uncertain. I slowly crumpled the ends of the shirts I was wearing. My eyes were hot, but it was my fault that my emotions were carried away last night and answered Mas Adnan's words like that. If only I could hold back last night and explain gently he wouldn't be this angry. But the rice has become porridge, he was still in the treatment period to hold his emotions even back I sulut. It will be heavier than usual.

Seriate

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