My Rollercoaster Wedding's

CHAPTER 38 - Baikan

In fact, until now I still can not invite him to speak from heart to heart. It's been a week. Every day I keep doing the routine as usual, only Mas Adnan is still cold.

I tried to get him to talk many times, but he never got a good response. He still ate the food I served. We sleep in the same bed every night. But yes so no hugs during sleep or kisses in the morning.

Everything really changed drastically. I never imagined something like this would happen in my household. I just want us to be what we used to be, why is it so hard? It should not be so difficult if the other party wants to be invited to work together, but it is very difficult to lower Mas Adnan's ego. Tonight I am again determined to talk to him, anyway tonight this matter must be resolved.

Letting household problems dissolve will only cause other problems. For almost a month I was never 'touched' by my own husband. That also worries me more. Mas Adnan was the type who had a hard time withstanding desires, then how could he have held it all this time?

Bad thoughts kept coming, and because of this when I was in college I was often unfocused and ended up being angered by the lecturer. Education is important, but my position now is a wife trying to maintain her household. Isn't that much more important?

Fortunately today I did not need to go to David's house to prepare lunch. She told me this morning that she had a job out of town, so she would change it another day.

My business with David is still a terrible scourge for me. Besides I was afraid that he would send that photo to Mas Adnan, I was also afraid that Celine would find out about the photo. They were cousins, David might have let his guard down and Celine accidentally saw him.

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I'm preparing dinner, soon Mas Adnan will be home. I have been cooking her favorite food for a few days. The sound of the roar of the car entering the courtyard of the house, I rushed out to greet him.

At the door I saw him on the phone with someone. I was waiting for him to enter the house. Soon enough, the phone has been put in the pocket of the phone sign pants are finished.

I let out my smile when I faced him, "shower first, Mas, dinner is not yet ripe" I said softly. He just nodded and walked towards the room. I immediately went back to the kitchen to finish my cooking.

30 Minutes later the dishes were neatly arranged on the table, Mas Adnan also had a quiet sit in the dining room. He seemed to be doing something, so I patted him on the shoulder slowly so he would wake up.

"Mas, let's eat first" take me. After that I took the empty plate in front of him and filled it with rice and side dishes. Then I did the same for the empty plate in front of me.

Dinner was as quiet as before. Mas Adnan immediately stood up after finishing his meal. I glanced at where he was going, it turned out that he was walking towards the living room. Turn on the television and sit quietly on the sofa.

I immediately cleaned up these dirty dishes so that I could get her to talk.

Everything was done, I took a deep breath before walking into the living room. After gathering enough courage I steadied my footsteps.

"Mas," call me.

He's clearing slowly. I'm getting closer to him. Standing beside the sofa she was sitting on, my eyes looked straight at her who was focusing on the news presented on television.

"Remember, am I gonna say something to you?" ask me to open this conversation.

He nodded in response still not looking. I took a slow breath. "I'm sorry for my previous attitude."

"I'm so emotional, I should've known you better." I'll apologize to him first. Calm down first his heart and mind so I can ask him about him who began to change later.

He started to turn his head towards me, looking at me with his cold gaze. I had to put more effort into getting that cold gaze to slowly melt away.

"I'm aware of the mistakes I've made, I should have come back to understand you. I shouldn't have gone to eat with David. I should have gotten home before you. Should've..." I've started as much as I can. It is very difficult to hold back the tears that will come out.

I bow my head, tears keep flowing. I keep blaming myself. If I blame him back for sure none of this will come to an end.

When I looked down I saw a pair of hands holding my hand. I looked up, Mas Adnan looked at me with his gentle gaze. He's back. I cheered in my heart. It wasn't in vain that I saw Celine's acting all this time. And it worked.

I still shed my tears, actually I wasn't crying for forgiveness, but I suddenly remembered the lecturer who kicked me out of class yesterday during a quiz. And the lecturer threatened me to give you an E. How could I not be sad if I remembered it.

"Sorry Mas also yes, has been cemin you this week," he said full of regret in the look of his eyes. "You know I didn't like you for long with him" he continued.

I nodded slowly. She took me into her arms, wrapped her hands around my waist, but I did not return her arms. I still cry, so that the drama I made looks more real.

After a while he let go of his embrace. Swiping my wet cheek with his thumb. "Don't cry anymore, it's swollen eyes, '" he said calmed me.

Instead of stopping, I went back to crying loudly, "hey why even more urinating," he said in panic. I don't know why I'm tightening my cries either.

"Cup cup, it will be beautiful if most of the cry," he continued with the jokes of the fathers. I slapped his shoulders, still a bit.

"Next time do not repeat again yes," he said by stroking my hair. "I can't take you long either."

"Keep why are you cuddled every time I talk to you," I said scowling.

"You know that I have a strong character, it's hard for me to accept that" he replied.

The feeling was not gini-gini very, chat did not I bales only he directly samperin to the house, I said back in the heart.

"Yes" only that word came out of my mouth.

He suddenly grinned, "now we're better, I want to ask for my rations, we haven't played for a long time."

I glared, "it's also better to ask for rations" my protest.

"My brother's brother, who, for a long time, did not enter the nest," he said by raising his eyebrows.

"Who told me to get locked up" my cynics. "Wait a week if you want to ask for rations," I continued.

He scrunched his forehead, "if you can now why wait."

"For monthly guests" I replied. Lies. I lie. It's delicious to ask for rations.

He just silently looked at me, but suddenly he carried me like a sack of rice, and took me up the stairs.

"Mas!" My peek. I was surprised of course to be suddenly carried like this.

I hit his back. He did not reply, and continued to step towards the room.

After opening the door he walked up to the bed and threw me over it.

"Don't think I don't know your cycle every month huh," he said with a slanted smile.

How could I forget this. She did know my monthly cycle because she told me to tell her herself, because she used to play first.

Resignedly. That's all I can do now.

Seriate

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