My Rollercoaster Wedding's

My Rollercoaster Wedding's
CHAPTER 9 - Fill the Heart



For the 20 years I have lived, the thing I am most grateful for is being married to Mas Adnan, the person who loved me so much and treated me well, never speaking rudely, he said, although sometimes he likes to make unilateral decisions, but I can never be angry with him.


I never imagined I could get married at this age, because I used to only think about how I lived and lived my days without anyone by my side, because I'm too shy and afraid to have a relationship.


Back when I was in High School there were a few men who approached me, but I was not interested, I was busy learning to be able to maintain my scholarship, that was all I could do so that I could continue to continue school. I had also dreamed of being able to enter the university I wanted, but I did not pass the selection for a scholarship, so I buried deeply in my dream and chose to work so that my needs were fulfilled.


I've been working since both my parents died, I used to be just a store clerk who worked from afternoon until night, quite tiring indeed had to divide the time every day. Fortunately, there was still my parents' house, so I didn't have to think about the cost of the boarding and such.


Being used to myself from being young made me able to understand this life better, I never blamed the fate that had taken the lives of my parents, I could live on my own feet until now, I could not blame my fate, I am still capable enough to meet my daily needs, even though at least I do not need to ask for help from others.


In life someone must always come and go, and I am really grateful that the person who came this time is a figure like Mas Adnan, even though he is from the upper class, he is different. There was a sense of inferiority when he began to approach me, I felt unworthy to be with him, but again he assured me that he was not like most people who like to compare the social life of a person.


Our first test was that when I was reunited with her parents, I already knew that they would not accept me well, but then again, Mas Adnan kept encouraging me to say that because it was the first time I met his parents, so I did not know each other yet, unlike me and Mas Adnan who have known for almost 2 years.


I've been really determined, after I stay with them, I will treat them well so that they don't think much of me.


For the matter of college, I actually want to continue, while there is a way and still young why not? If it was not blocked by the cost maybe now I'm almost graduated, in the past my goal was to become a psychologist maybe because I was very sensitive and a little able to read the expressions of people so I thought to major in psychology.


I will see first the response of his parents Mas Adnan, actually my father-in-law looks so cute and does not really want to interfere, but my mother-in-law is different, she who seems to be blatantly disliking me, probably because she was the one who gave birth to Mas Adnan, so she probably just wanted the best for her son, she said, moreover, Mas Adnan is a boy and the only one they have, but that does not mean that all the chosen parents are always best for their children right?


For almost 2 years I know the figure of Mas Adnan, besides being kind and loving he also has a strong principle, if he has decided to want something then he must get it by any means. From childhood he has been taught hard maybe that makes his personality strong and hard.


Like these last few days, he who still clumsily defended me, when he had prepared a wife who was equal to him, who deserved to be with him. I used to not expect to be dating him for almost 2 years, I thought he would get bored after getting me, and I guess he's just curious about me because I was the one that he had a hard time getting.


In fact, he is now my husband, someone I believe will always stand by me, lead me when I make a mistake, and the first person who will protect me when I get into trouble. Our journey is still very far, in front there must be many obstacles that we must pass together.


It doesn't feel like we've reached the courtyard of the house that I'm going to live in from now on, and hopefully this will be a good start for all of us, and I'm sure I can get through it, because he said living with in-laws does not always go smoothly.


"It came down" said Mas Adnan and helped me remove the seatbelt after he got off first and opened the car door for me.


"I can do it myself Mas, what if your mother sees, so it's not good I admit," I said slowly.


"You're not my wife, so naturally there's a dong I do a little thing like gini, it's also not the first time I open your door?"


"So I don't feel good" I replied slowly.


"Udah let's go in first," he asked and took my hand to enter the house. This time he did not knock on the door first, he just opened it and entered. When entering, the atmosphere was very quiet, unlike when I first came here where both parents were talking, this time the sofa was empty.


"Same master Madam is resting in her room Sir," she replied politely and remained lowered.


"Oh yes, if so I entered the room first Bik," said Mas Adnan, and got a nod by the aunt.


Going up the stairs I saw 2 doors, and I was sure one of them was my husband's room, he took me to one of them, and told me to come in, the first impression when I entered this room was simple but elegant. And it must be 3 times wider than my old room, now and then I will occupy this room with it.


He led me to the bed and told me to sit down, "if you're still tired of rest, that's all" she said.


"Udah ain't so tired, but I'm sleepy" I said and stroked his hand that was still holding mine.


"If so let's go to sleep, then we will go down after eating a meal, just malem," he asked.


"Don't you want to change clothes that are more comfortable for sleeping?" Ask. Because right now I'm wearing jeans and a shirt, and the clothes he's wearing are the same as me. "That's your shirt I told my aunt to clean up next to my clothes" he added.


"Yes this is going to change" I replied and passed towards the walk in closet in the corner of the room. Again I was amazed when I entered it, in this room there is a large hanging glass cabinet in which there are many suits and shirts Mas Adnan, under the closet there is a large wooden table, and there is a large glass cabinet, underneath it were drawers, though I was curious I didn't dare to open it because I hadn't been allowed to do so yet with Mas Adnan.


On the left right side of the table is a large closet and in the corner of the room there is a small sofa and table. When I was confused as to where my clothes were placed, I felt that there was a hand coiling around my stomach, and I didn't have to guess who did this to me.


"Your clothes are in that cupboard," point them at the cupboard on the right side of the table.


"You go out first, I'll change clothes first" I ordered timidly.


"Ngapain is still shy I've seen everything, I also want to change this, together," he replied. He let go of his embrace, and started to take off his clothes and stand in front of me, I was still not used to this kind of scene, so I immediately closed my eyes.


He chuckled, "you need to shut down, you saw everything, right?" Ask teasingly. "What if we do a round here?" Add it and raise his eyebrows. "I want to get rid of that different sensation."


"But mas.." Before I finished my words he had already unbuttoned my shirt first. And it just happened here.


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