My Lovely Office Girl's

Eps 53 (Anxiety Disorder)

The clamps!!

Ayumi who was sitting on the floor looked up, when suddenly someone opened the door of the room where she did everything she had to do.

Junior is standing in the doorway.

"Kamu baik-baik saja?" Dia mendekat.

The girl nodded, then stood up.

"Yesterday there was a problem?" Junior again asked, although he actually knew it from Randy and a security guard who reported the incident, as well as the information of some workers.

The girl silently lowered her head. He seems to be scared right now.

"Then come on, Miss Balqis calls out, you. Fear not! Answer all of Ms. Balqis' questions, and say whatever Tara told you yesterday afternoon, okay? So that he gets a fair reply."

Ayumi nodded.

Junior turned around, walking outwards first, after Ayumi who walked behind him while bowing her head.

His feelings are mixed. She felt anxious and embarrassed at the same time, because people around her looked at her, also scared, afraid after this Tara would become more and more into doing bad things to her.

Ayumi's steps came to a standstill, as they reached the door of Balqis' room which seemed to be tightly closed.

Tok tok!!

Junior knocked on the door a few times, pressed the handle, then pushed it slowly until it opened wide enough.

"Come here." A woman leader of the company opened her voice.

Ayumi looked straight ahead, looking at Balqis who was looking at the iPad screen very seriously.

He walked in, approached the chair before Balqis, and stood there with a thumping feeling.

Balqis shifted her iPad first, then looked at Ayumi, she smiled and reached out, inviting Ayumi to sit down.

"How are you doing?" The woman smiled.

"I'm good, Mom."

"Is anyone hurt?"

Ayumi shook her head.

"What did Tara do? What'd he say? And no other employee has any intention of standing up for you?" Balqis railed against Ayumi with many questions.

He did not immediately reply, Ayumi just continued to play her fingers with each other, when nervousness suddenly controlled itself.

Balqis eyes immediately looked back, where Junior was standing in the doorway, with his eyes fixed on Ayumi who had continuously bowed her head.

"Not to be afraid, just say it." Junior says.

"Fearful? Did Tara threaten you?"

The girl was still silent, but this time she was seen crying, although it seemed silent, the sobbing was heard so clearly by Balqis.

Junior moved closer, then crouched down beside Ayumi, he raised his gaze so that he could see the face of the girl who had been kept hidden.

"You'd better go home, and rest." Said the man to Ayumi.

Ayumi's cry was getting louder.

"Ayumi's condition isn't okay." Junior switched to Balqis.

The woman nodded, threw her back at the back of her chair, and a sigh rang out.

"It seems you should take Ayumi to the hospital, consult her condition with a Psychiatrist. All the work let me handle it! Includes the design you are currently completing today. Go between Ayumi, Tara and the others I'll leave to Raga, let alone remove the cctv footage, .. and it's completely against our office's rules."

Junior nods his head, he grabs Ayumi's hand, and takes her out of the room there, leaving Balqis alone with a considerable feeling of guilt.

Why is he so stupid? Why not realize if one employee gets less good treatment than other employees.

Plus Ayumi who currently looks very depressed, makes Balqis feel like a failure as a superior.

Being the target of the brother's anger since he was a child. Getting bullied at school, actually makes Ayumi a very closed person, plus the incident some time ago that surprised everyone, so much, including himself when Alvaro tells the news that Ayumi is only an adopted child, which he once found in a very quiet place in the village there.

Balqis is completely inexhaustible, how tough it is to be Ayumi, who must remain strong in the storm alone, and away from the family as it is today.

"It's very bad of him. And I feel guilty for not being able to protect her." Balqis.

He closed his eyes, then massaged a forehead that began to feel very dizzy.

***

"From the examination results. Looks like Ayumi has Anxiety Disorder. A mental health disorder characterized by feelings of worry, anxiety, or fear strong enough to interfere with daily activities."

The doctor explained to Junior who was currently sitting opposite him.

Junior was very surprised to hear the doctor's words. How can Ayumi experience it, because as far as she knows the girl has never shown any symptoms, which is more prominent lately is her nature that turns moody and becomes very quiet.

"I don't understand, Doc. Can you give me an example?"

The male doctor nodded while smiling knot.

"One example, the patient will feel; panic attacks, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and post-traumatic stress disorder."

Junior was silent, he tried to understand even though he still felt dizzy even though the Doctor had explained it.

"Is Ayumi a very secretive girl?" Doctor asked.

Junior thought for a while, tried to remember, then nodded his head.

"He doesn't have too many friends, he tends to be closed to new people, but he also never wants to share stories, even arguably save his own problems, especially now that he has worked, but he also never wants to share his story, living away from parents, and .. maybe he doesn't have friends to express problems and complain to each other."

"good. Then I'll give Ayumi an antidepressant drug."

"Is there a counseling schedule next, Doc?"

"Of course it should be, we also advise Ayumi to take therapy, such as; cognitive behavior, meditation and Psychotherapy." He gave a paper to Junior.

Junior nodded, and grabbed the paper.

"You can redeem at any hospital pharmacy, or any pharmacy you want." The doctor joked, trying to make the atmosphere melt a little.

"Thank you, Doc. Then I say goodbye, come on."

"Please."

Junior got up from his seat, then walked out of the Doctor's room. He immediately redeemed the medicine, made a consultation payment transaction, then went towards one of the rooms where Ayumi was.

"Of the hell?" Call Junior, as he flips the curtain that seems closed.

He turned his head, looked towards Junior and changed his position to sit down.

"Hows it? Did you feel better after the examination?"

Ayumi nodded.

"I'm taking you to Papa's house! You can't stay alone until you recover."

"To the house of Om Al?" Ayumi asked, she got off the top of the bed.

"Yes, you don't want to live alone first." Said Junior.

"I'll just go home to Mom." Decline Ayumi.

"If you go home, ... What about the therapy? You're having something very serious."

The two of them walked together, out of the hospital to the car park which was not too far away.

"What's not a hassle?"

"No, Papa's house is already short of one person. So just calm down!" Junior smiled.

"Yes, then. At least I can still work if I stay at Father's house."

"Kok Father? It's outside the office!"

Ayumi shook her head.

"Later if you call Brother, Ka Eca will definitely not like it, so let it be like this!"

Junior stopped his steps, then looked towards Ayumi.

"sorry. He just does not understand, .. do not put it into the heart, and do not think of anything, so that you are immediately healthy. Tell Mama, later. Don't keep it alone, or you'll never heal."

Like a magnet, speech attracts memories. Where Amar who has now never been kind to him, cursing and blurting words, as well as his seniors at his place of work, then a reality of life makes him really hit and lose a direction of life that will come, but it's back he pendam, so that the people around him are not too worried and see him happy, he said, especially his parents, Tutih and Ali.

But the incident made Ayumi experience something unexpected. Now the jolly girl has Anxiety Disorder one of the mental disorders that may be, can interfere with her daily activities.

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