
The woman stood in the doorway, staring at the face of the man who had been 20 years and more leaving her with his wife and both parents.
"I brought you one news!" Valter speaks in English.
The look in his eyes seemed pleading, while Sumi only put on a flat face, although she was actually anxious and felt a little afraid.
"Miss? Let's talk. It seems like it's time we sort this out, a problem that's never been solved."
"I feel like every business is done, sir. Then why is he coming again? I think it's just useless, he came here just a waste of money."
Sumi breathed as much as possible, exhaled slowly, then walked towards the rattan chair where her guests were sitting, including Valter, a figure she once knew very well, but now felt so foreign.
Of course, 20 years is not a short time. In addition to the problem that has become the only memory of such a bad breakup.
"Was brauchen Sie? (What do you need?)" Sumi without making small talk.
He asked in German.
"Is that how you welcome a distant guest?" Valter looked at Sumi.
"What do I have to do? I'm not a woman of praise until I have to do a lot of good. I don't need anyone's recognition if I'm a good woman, so just accept how I'm doing now." Reply Sumi a little haughty.
Valter.
The girl who was so gentle with her sweet smile, had now turned into a haughty woman, to the point that Valter could not recognize the girl he loved so much, even to this day.
"Go! I've forgiven you, but I have no place here. So please, ... if you can not go back, as was the case before. You flocked to throw away my son, then left without a word even until Dad and Mom died I don't know."
"Miss? Patience first!" The woman tried to calm Sumi who looked excited.
Indeed Nur did not understand every word that Sumi said, but the look in his eyes was quite sure if Sumi was indeed venting her anger at this time.
"No Ma'am. I'm not the Sumi I used to be, no soft words, friendly smile. No more, because it all makes everyone demean me, including Ka Susi."
"Yes I know, but try to calm down."
Sumi shook her head.
"Excuse me, the door is over there!" Sumi looked at the stranger.
"nots. Let me talk for a minute."
"Well, say." Sumi Resolute.
"Susi …"
"Yes why is he? I told you that if I forgave you all, it's just that there's no place here."
"I'm not done talking!"
"Then hurry. I don't have much time right now."
"Susi, ..he was gone a month ago, she succumbed to cervical cancer. And he gave me the mandate to deliver this letter to his sister."
Valter immediately put the thing on the table.
Sumi fell silent, staring at that thing with a thundering heart. A news that could not be imagined before. This time Sumi was really living alone, do not have to imagine all her family was dead just because of the anger that never subsided, because in fact other than leaving Sumi far to Germany, now they really go to the most distant place, so far he will never be able to catch up despite using sophisticated vehicles though, he said, only death will bring him to meet the people he saw 20 years ago.
His eyes felt so hot, the base of his nose was very painful, and a mouthful of water flowed down his cheeks, falling just like that without cue even though it was as hard as Sumi could bear.
A second later Sumi chuckled.
"Ah I really don't care. I don't care, I really don't care!"
"Miss!?"
"I don't care, Mom! Stupid shit how's it."
"There's a lot I have to tell you, maybe even some truth really Susi covered up, until you hated me and your parents like this. For me it doesn't matter, I'm a coward, I take your anger, but I beg you not to hate your parents, he's done a lot of work, but we still didn't succeed." Valter.
Hearing that Sumi just kept quiet.
"Sir, it looks like I have to go back to the hotel." Valter looked at the man who was delivering him to Sumi's house.
"I'm taking it."
The two men got up, then left after saying goodbye first. Likewise with Nur, after feeling Sumi quite calm he immediately resigned.
Stay Sumi alone, trying to maintain her power, on the verge of destruction.
He did hate everything that concerned the dark past he felt. No family would feel fine if the other family died.
And the thing that now strikes his mind is the contents of the letter that he had read yesterday, where Susu asked to meet, because of her disease that continues to gnaw. Even in the letter it was written if Susi asked him to meet for the last time before she actually left.
Sumi's cry broke out instantly. His heart was completely broken, yet somehow now he had to endure.
The clamps!!
The door of the room opened very tightly. Ayumi appeared with a panicked look on her face.
"Mama?" He ran, then hugged his mother's body.
"They're really gone, Ay! They go away forever. And the saddest thing is, .. our last meeting was 20 years ago."
Women who always look strong, tough in the face of all the waves and storms. Now she looks really fragile, even crying in her own daughter's arms.
Ayumi kept quiet, rubbed her mother's back and let her cry.
For certain things it was Sumi who strengthened him. And now it's Ayumi's turn to strengthen her mother.
Are they not destined to strengthen one another. There is no event without a purpose, God's destiny is very true, because if one of them has not been since then, then none of them can strengthen each other as now.
"They sent another letter?" Ayumi asked as she looked at the brown envelope lying on the table.
Sumi shook her head.
"Your father delivered it directly."
The deg!!
The speech made Ayumi sculpt, surprised not play.
"Om Valter here?"
"Yes, and he delivered the letter. The last trust you want to give." Sumi kept crying.
Evaporates his disappointment. Not to anyone, but to himself because he became a very vengeful human being.
"Oh my God, .. imagine if this grudge was no greater than my love, we might have met before he actually left."
"There I am, Ma." Ayumi tightened her embrace.
Sumi pushed both of Ayumi's shoulders, leaving them a little distance apart and able to stare at each other.
"You're right. There is no longer a reason for Mama to continue to fall, there is you who God replaces. There you are now always a booster Mama, thank you." Sumi smile.
But it made Ayumi's heart touched. Her sensitive feelings were no longer able to endure her sadness.
Ayumi hugged Sumi again, and the two women of different ages were both crying.
"Thank you for accepting my mom without an exception. Thank you for bringing my mom into a better life."
Ayumi nodded.
"And thank you for always praying for me even though Mama was far away, unable to be with me until I was as big as I am now. But Mama's prayer made me a strong girl, and my present life, .. I'm sure this is from Mama as well, the prayers of Mother and Father."