
"Thank you, .. uhuk .. uhuk!" Ayumi coughed quite hard, making the woman who was sleeping very fast was a little disturbed by the itching in her throat.
Slowly Ayumi opened her eyes, staring at the dark room, as the light outside the house began to dim.
The cold wind continued to sweep the skin of his hands as well as his face. He immediately grabbed the remote located above the nightstand, pressed the 'off' button then changed its position to sit.
Ayumi yawned several times, rubbed both eyes, which then immediately came down from the top of the bed there, approached the door to exit and closed it back.
Ayumi's eyes pinched, trying to adjust the light entering her eyes. He walked up to the dispenser, filling the glass with warm water, as his throat felt so itchy and a little uncomfortable. For some reason lately he is very sensitive to the cold, even though he wears a thick blanket though. However, that was not the case when Randy continued to hold his tiny body to keep warm.
Faintly the sound of the television on could be heard from one of the rooms that Maria had made her private room.
Then Ayumi circulated her gaze, looking for some people who were somewhere, until the atmosphere of the house felt so quiet.
"So late in the afternoon, it's still on the outside!" Ayumi said as she walked towards the back garden door that looked slightly open.
The voices of Randy, Ali and Tutih were heard talking quietly.
Ayumi pulled the door open completely, popping her head outwards, looking at her husband and her parents who looked so serious.
He began to sharpen his hearing.
"Why didn't you tell Ayumi? While he was the one who had the most right to know this, before saying it to us!" Said Tutih with a very serious facial expression.
"Maybe Om Al has his own reasons why he hasn't said it yet. Moreover, I am still confused, how to say about the hit-and-run that the culprit is myself. Randy was afraid Ayumi would get angry, Mom. Maybe I'll pass it on one by one." Randy explained to her worries.
"Ayumi will forgive you, she will understand if you are telling the truth." Clearly Ali, then rubbed his daughter-in-law's back to feel a little calm.
They spoke in a soft voice, but Ayumi was able to hear that very clearly.
Ayumi felt her chest rumble. Her eyes were heating up, her body was shaking, even she was about to collapse, but as hard as Ayumi's strength held on.
Entitled? What do they mean? And the brother hit and ran? Are they hiding everything? First about my situation, then what else now.
Inner Ayumi spoke.
Then someone patted him on the shoulder from behind, making him turn the body to look at it.
"Lho! Why is Ayumi standing here? Why not join them?" The voice made Randy, Tutih and Ali turn their heads.
Ayumi was silent, she looked at Maria fixedly, and after that she looked back at the three humans who were already standing with a panicked look.
Even Randy's face looked crimson, he actually looked so shocked when he found Ayumi standing in the doorway there.
"Aye!?" Randy's voice was screaming.
Her heart melted, she immediately walked quickly to Ayumi who was still silent, trying to understand every word that her parents and husband were talking about.
"Are you awake?" He smiled nervously.
While Ayumi was silent, she looked at her husband's face, looking at the beautiful net, trying to find the answer she needed.
"Emmm, .. I can explain!" Randy holds Ayumi's shoulder.
"Right? What do I deserve? Or what do I deserve to know? All this time I've never known anything." Ayumi said to her husband.
Randy gave a smile, he grabbed Ayumi's hands and held them.
"We talk okay? But try to keep yourself calm."
Randy looked at that face. A reddened face with a million question marks and sadness. He looked at Ayumi's bead, dived in it and he regained a sense of disappointment.
Randy was getting scared.
"Your secret is so much yah!?" Ayumi said slowly.
Ali and Tutih began to approach, although they also looked a little hesitant and afraid. But there was no other option to help explain it to Ayumi.
"We talk firstwell, there is a reason in every reality that we cover from you. Moreover, your condition has just recovered, and improved .. we cannot carelessly speak." Ali approached his daughter.
Ayumi was just speechless, she was like a dazed person who just kept looking at her interlocutor blankly.
"Let's talk about it now, everyone. Until there's nothing more we cover from you! But promise to stay calm, and control everything in your mind."
Randy immediately pulls Ayumi towards the sofa, followed by Ayumi's parents, as well as Maria who looks a little anxious, when she begins to understand if she accidentally hears something that is still trying to cover up.
The man let Ayumi sit on the sofa, while he rested, right in front of his wife.
"Dear?" His gaze looked up, looking at him the expressionless look on his face with his heart pounding.
Ayumi did not reply, the woman was silent with a drop of tears falling down.
"I'm sorry, I don't intend to hide this. I'm just looking for the right time, so that whatever I say will never change our relationship." Randy pleaded.
"You're hiding a lot from me!" Ayumi said slowly.
Randy shook his head.
"No, I didn't mean to. Same with Mom, and Om Al. I explained I was just looking for the right time."
Ayumi's gaze that had been straight ahead, now began to look down, looking at the face of her husband who continued to be full of requests.
"Om Al?"
Randy nodded again, then turned his gaze to the old men who continued to stand watching.
"Let us explain one by one." Ali opened her voice, she sat right in front of Ayumi, followed by Tutih and Maria afterwards.
Ayumi silence. The contents of his head felt swirling, trying to understand his current state.
Ali started to explain. How Randy can tell the truth about events in the past that caused his left leg to break. Then after that Ali began to say about a few days ago, where Alvaro told an even greater secret.
"You hid everything from me." Ayumi's voice sounded soft.
"It's not. I didn't mean to!" Randy immediately grabbed Ayumi's waist, then hugged her tightly.
"I'm sorry, .. for what you've been through, and about Ms. Sumi we're still hiding, I'm sorry, please don't get angry!"
"The problem is not that. But why didn't you guys try to be honest from the beginning, I won't get angry, I won't take issue with this because it's different? Why don't Mom and Dad try to say this slowly."
Ayumi felt her heart hurt so much. She was very disappointed, sad and wanted to cry. But she can't, for some reason, but Ayumi really doesn't understand her own feelings.
"We just want what's best for you, son." Maria approached, turned to sit right beside Ayumi, then rubbed her daughter-in-law's back slowly.
"I'm confused. Why did Om Al know everything so early, he delivered it all to your heads, but didn't want to give it to me!"
"Because you said you never wanted to know where you came from. And Om Al chose to keep his mouth shut, he just said this to us, so that you wouldn't be too surprised by the presence of Bu Sumi in our house."
"Actually who are you?" Ayumi looked at her husband's face.
Randy's forehead shriveled, he looked a little confused by the question.
"That's my husband. But maybe you conspired and covered everything, maybe if you were straight honest, I wouldn't feel this disappointed .. I really feel insignificant right now, all I hear now is only partially, part of it, I don't know what big secret in the future will reopen."
They were all silent, letting Ayumi express the annoyance in her heart.
"Did you have children before we got married?" And that question just escaped from Ayumi's mouth.
Makes Randy widen his eyes.
"City …"
"It's no secret anymore. You fuck a lot of women, and that doesn't rule out the possibility if you must have offspring, intentionally or not." His heart felt increasingly squeezed, making his chest feel so tight.
"I didn't go that far." Randy.
"But what evidence? My mind is completely broken. I can't trust anyone right now, too many lies in our family."
"Jasmine. Not so you mean Mom and Dad!" The tutih sitting next to Ali began to tear.
"Then what? Mom, Dad, Brother, Om Al. You all ..." She did not continue her words, Ayumi was really disappointed.
Ayumi finally cried. How much the world has condemned it in such a way. He never felt lucky in anything.
The memory fragments in the past turned back inside his brain. How he who had an accident to make his life a little trouble, the words of the closest people, who always cursed him with the name of the child of pesky bearer, who was only able to make the lives of his parents in trouble, not to mention Amar who always shouted at him as a child collected from both parents.
At first Ayumi felt that every speech was a lie, and she did not want to care, although it could not be denied that the pain was true.
Then the incident brought him back to memory, where he read a story that is so similar to the life story of Sumi. At first Ayumi only thought it was a coincidence of some similarities.
However, after what he heard at this moment, he began to connect every memory he had.
From Sumi who only lived a year, never married, and had a brother far away in Germany there. Then he remembered the figure of Laras, who had so much in common with Sumi.
"Germany, not getting married, .. and I ..." Ayumi looked into the teary eyes of her husband's.
"I'm a fucking son of a bitch!" He laughed bitterly.
"I'm a son of a bitch, so I'm dumped." Ayumi continued to laugh, with tears continuing to pour out.
"Yes!" Randy scooped his wife's face.
"What's? I was so. I was banished because I was a son of Zinah, My mother did it with Kakanya's own husband."
He keeps laughing.
Ya Ayumi was laughing at her complicated life story.
"It's just a story, don't be too believable."
"I'm sorry, dear Mother." The mouse got up, he was intending to get closer.
But Ayumi held out one finger, asking Tutih to stop.
"Don't!" Ayumi yells.
Maria ran to get some water to drink. Her circumstances begin to spiral out of control, and she must help calm Ayumi down.
"Ah you should also immediately throw me away! Or your life would be very unlucky." Ayumi banged on Randy's chest, who kept trying to calm down.
"Son!" Ali's approaching.
"Don't!" She also forbade her father from approaching.
"Stop Ayumi. Control your mind." Randy hugged Ayumi.
"Don't be too hard, let Ayumi let out her disappointment." Maria arrives, pushes Randy's body and delivers bottled water to his son-in-law.
"Father and Mother should calm down first, Ayumi let me handle it, after being both calm then we should not discuss anything else, except Ayumi who asks." Mary clearly to her besan.
"Drink first, don't be like this okay?" Maria smile.
"Let's have a drink, a little bit is okay." Maria said again when Ayumi did not respond to anything but crying.
"You're evil!"
"Yes, I know you're evil, .. I'm sorry, yeah!." He blamed himself.
Maria tries to calm down, although she also feels afraid of being rejected, as Ayumi rejects Randy and his parents.
Ayumi grabbed the bottle of drinking water that Maria gave her, sipped it a little and came back crying.
"We'll rest again, well, let's go with you."
Ayumi nodded, she immediately got up, left to enter Maria's room, leaving Randy who currently looked a little messy.
Randy reached into his pants pocket, pulled out his cell phone, then called someone.
"Om is busy? Looks like we should talk seriously." Randy said, as soon as the phone was connected.
" …. "
"So we talked about Om, who said something at the dinner to Tutih and Ali."
" …. "
"Without Ayumi intentionally hearing, she looked so disappointed that she rejected the three of us, and she was only willing to obey my current mother.
" …. "
"I'm going there now!"
After that Randy kept his phone away from the earlobe, stared at the screen when the phone connection was cut off, then ran over to the outside, running away, after bringing the car keys to meet Alvaro who is currently in his house.