My Lovely Office Girl's

Eps 148 (Arrival of Valter #2)

Randy quickly ran towards the entrance that was wide open, when he heard the cries of two women who were earthy with each other.

And sure enough, the mother and son were hugging each other, crying sobbing that they didn't notice Randy's arrival.

"What's wrong?" His face looked very panicked.

He immediately approached, then sat right beside Ayumi. The woman who immediately gave up her arms to her mother, and switched to hugging her husband.

"Something happened? He hurt you?" Randy looked at his mother-in-law.

Sumi wiped her tears with the back of her hand. Trying to calm down and stop her crying.

The woman shook her head.

"Why are you crying like this? It's night, your voice could scare people." Randy.

"We read that!" Ayumi pointed at a piece of paper with handwriting that was on the table.

Randy unravels Ayumi's arms, grabs the object and draws it closer for her to read.

To my sister; Sumi Larasati.

Hay how are you? It's a monotonous question, isn't it? But know if your brother is now confused and embarrassed. So it's okay if I'm stale isn't it? I hope your news is good, always good.

Ye know? Brother wrote this letter with trembling hands. The cancer is spreading, and there is no longer any hope for you to recover. A few months ago Brother asked Valter to come to Indonesia, asking him to look for you so Valter can bring you here.

But alas, he told me you were gone and not in the village. She even finds Mom and Dad's house broken, only one person she can meet until Valter finally escorts her to keep some silk in the house.

Maybe it's too late. But I apologize for everything I did. Truly Brother is blinded by love, until he steadfastly separates you from the little sinless Baby. Besides being jealous, I was also embarrassed. Some neighbors were gossiping, I was getting married but you were giving birth, and the anger was mounting, when the baby was really similar to my husband back then.

But you don't worry. God really punishes me. She didn't allow me to have children, and after that I was diagnosed with cervical cancer which was severe enough. Once again forgive me, I beg for the sincerity of your heart now, so that I can go home in peace. So also for father and mother, they are innocent, they are victims to my selfish, .. Sumi. So don't hate them.

I pray you find your daughter soon. A happier life than ever before.

One truth you should know. Valter and I have been divorced for a very long time, but he has kindly helped me with my treatment, helping me in every way. You know what he said when I asked? Valter said he did it because I was your sister, the woman he loved so much.

Here I learned, forcing something is not good either. Not everything we want goes as it should. I used to try to get you guys away, trying different ways to get Valter to love me.

But in fact, it cannot. She still loves you, even after what I did, she just did something out of fear for every threat I gave her. I always put a knife to myself so they don't leave.

Dad, Mom, Valter. I did it all for fear of my death. Even Valter persisted in order to avoid bloodshed. I'm crazy, I'm stupid, I'm a criminal, but will you forgive me? I'm begging right now, but I know it's not easy.

Ah my hand is getting weaker it feels :)

There's a lot I want to write, even I want to write a lot of apologies, ask for your forgiveness. But I'm not capable of it anymore.

If you have read this letter, then it means that I have given up on the disease that has been eating away at me for ten years. I tried to hold on, but finally now I have to give up.

I love you Sumi Larasati. You're my sister, I'm sorry if I'm drowning in jealousy. Sorry I ruined your life, sorry I was greedy, sorry sorry sorry. I-i'm sorry!

If you don't mind I'm asking you a little prayer. Ask God not to punish me anymore.

Your brother; Susilawati.

Randy put the paper down, then looked at Sumi's face carefully. The woman, who was almost 40 years old, was silent, occasionally wiping the corner of her eyes that kept on spitting out water.

Angry for sure, disappointed especially. But Susi is still his family, a person who was once very close, even a supporting figure when everything felt very difficult. And this time Sumi really regretted, because of her anger that never disappeared, she could not see Susi for the last time.

"May?" Ayumi returned to her mother.

"Mama's sorry, Ay. Why can't you forgive them early, why it's so hard to tell everything, .. even if we've met and gathered now." The woman spoke in a very soft voice.

"We pray for it. May Aunt Susi be calm there, at least Aunt Susi should not feel the pain anymore, .. Just imagine, ten years of fighting cancer is not easy, it is not easy, so maybe Aunt Susi's happy and not feeling pain anymore."

Sumi looked at her daughter.

"You don't hate? Why are you so good? Why is your heart so big?"

Ayumi shook her head.

"Because I'm Mama's son. Very remarkable woman, facing the storm of her own life and never feeling afraid."

"Oh my dear daughter."

Sumi hugged Ayumi again, even tighter this time, not infrequently also Sumi gave a kiss on Ayumi's cheek.

"Don't keep feeling sad. There's me, there's Brother. We can be together now, .. so don't feel alone." Ayumi said, then she turned towards her husband who continued to be silent. "Well, right, baby? We're there for Mama."

Randy smiled, he nodded.

"Then what were they talking about? I mean, ... What did Ayumi's father say? Does she know Ayumi has met Mama by now?" Ask Randy.

Sumi was silent, with her head starting to slowly bow.

"Mama still does not want to bring Ayumi to her father? I'm not defending anyone, but wouldn't it be a regret if one day he couldn't meet his biological son?"

"So Ayumi had a panic attack. Mama asked him to stay in the room."

Randy looked at his wife.

The man stared fixedly at his wife, trying to convince Ayumi. Because Randy thinks if he is the only hope to immediately break this tangled thread, so that the problem does not get protracted, so that the problem will not be, and there was no longer any grudge between Sumi as well as the man she loved first.

Ayumi did not answer. He looked at his mother as if he were asking for permission.

"You want to meet Valter?" Sumi asked while holding back tears.

Finally, after a long time, he was able to show his beautiful son. Sumi just wants to prove if her love power is able to bring Ayumi back by itself.

"If Mama doesn't allow it, I won't see her. Mama's had enough, no need for anyone else." Ayumi.

"If you want to. Then there's no more reason for Mama to hold you back. Then we meet him, the man who drains his blood in your body."

Hearing that Randy smiled. His hand moved, then touched Ayumi's stomach.

"I hope after this everything improves. Every relationship goes back to how it was. Ye know? Every child needs a father." Randy said, his eyes glazed over. "Maybe I feel as if I'm supporting you to meet him, .. one thing you should know, I'm happy to be able to bring someone I love so much to see his father."

Ayumi's eyes twitched. Stare at her husband's face, and of course she feels the same way.

"You want to too?" Ask Ayumi.

Randy smiled.

"No need, I don't want to know who my father is. But I promise to be a good father to our son, I won't let him down later."

Ayumi's smile broke, and she slid back into Randy's arms.

"You must be a really great Daddy." Ayumi.

"You've been raiding lately." He chuckled when he heard his wife's words.

"You want to meet Valter now? He's still here, and it's still a long time. You can spend some time together later."

Sumi immediately got up, she picked up a piece of paper earlier, put it back in the envelope, and hugged it so tightly.

"The only last memory of my family. And Mama will keep it, if someday miss Mama will read it back." Sumi.

The woman walked towards the room.

"Prepare, we'll see your father today, Ayumi. Meet him, and do whatever you want. Slap, kick or whatever it is, blow away all your disappointment."

After that Sumi enters, letting Ayumi and Randy sit there.

The two looked at each other.

"I just found out your father's identity. He came here first." Randy laughed.

"really?" Ayumi's face shone.

He looks so enthusiastic.

"Hemmm, .. and what surprised me the most was …"

Randy hung up his words, then he smiled again and again.

"What?" Ayumi shook her husband's arm.

"He, .. is very similar to you. I was surprised to see my wife another version, a mature man."

"really? He handsome?"

Randy nodded again.

"Means I'm pretty?"

"Yes, even after crying like this. Red nose, puffy face, but why do you look so pretty, huh? I'm even more proud now, to marry a German woman of Indonesian blood."

"I also thought, .. You are a crossbreed. Don't you realize that?"

"I'm handsome, right?" Randy believed himself.

Ayumi sniffed both of her shoulders, holding a smile when she heard the confident words of her husband. His sadness seemed to just disappear. Randy's existence makes Ayumi smile back, after crying for quite a long time.

"We're leaving now?"

Sumi came back out from inside her room.

"Yes. Mama take a change of clothes, we stay there too, I'll tell the others." Said Randy.

"Ah, Mama just drove Ayumi to see her father."

"This time I don't want to be denied. Sorry not to be presumptuous, but get used to receiving a little gift from me? I'm making the parents happy, by getting together." Randy's assertive.

"Alright well, it turns out that Ayumi imitates every word you say. If Mama refuses she must be talking like that."

Randy just smiled. While Sumi re-enters her room to bring the change of clothes Randy asked for.