
Sumi exhaled with a sad feeling. Even his eyes were closed as his regret continued to seethe into him. And it happened because Ayumi who suddenly decided her phone without listening to the usual farewell Sumi said.
"Why!?" Valter immediately approached when Sumi placed the phone on a bedside nightstand.
Sumi looked at her husband with a soft look. Then he sat himself on the edge of the bed, side by side with his wife.
"Something happened? But it seems Ayumi just sounded cheerful." Valter immediately calmed down in front of Sumi.
Grabbing Sumi's hand which is located on top of the thigh. Valter's eyes twitched, staring at his wife's current bead, which seemed like every time he remembered Ayumi would feel sad.
"Yumy." Her voice is soft.
"Yes, why my daughter?" Valter's voice sounded so soft.
"He's angry, Valter. Even he hung up his phone before listening to my good-bye." He looked at the man who was very close to him.
"Anged?" Rancau Valter's.
Sumi nodded her head.
"He asked us to come home next month. She is having a baby shower party, .. when she is 7 months old. But I'm saying if it looks like we can't promise, your efforts are going up a lot, then you're doing renovations. Not to mention the weather now that will make all the process a little bit longer."
Sumi spills the anxiety that continues to haunt her head, until it continues to be heard shouting blame for the anger of Ayumi, her daughter.
The woman leaned over, face down on both her hands, and after that switched to fraying the still wet, tight hair.
"I am useless. I wanted him, but after that I just left him." Sumi said in a frustrated tone.
"City, …"
"No Valter. I'm a very bad mother."
"Why talk like that?"
Valter immediately got up, sat down and pulled Sumi until she was in his arms.
"What will Ayumi think after this? She must have thought I was abandoning her again, but before that I tried to get close and was well received by my own daughter." Sumi really looks frustrated.
"When did Ayumi ask you to come home?" Valter rubbed his wife's back.
"Next month. I don't know what date Ayumi didn't say. He was instantly moody as I explained your busyness!" Sumi said to her husband.
Valter nodded.
"Later get the ticket. But now stop saying bad things to yourself, .. You are a great mother! You know why?"
Sumi slightly broke her embrace, looked up, then shook her head.
"Because you keep being patient, waiting for your time to be able to meet Ayumi. 20 years is not a short time, but you can go through everything alone, even I think you are better than me. If at that time you stand strong, while I'm down with all the rules and threats Susi." He remembered some events.
The man tried to make Sumi stop saying and calling her a very bad mother. Because the reality is not like that, even though Sumi did not raise Ayumi directly, but her persistence has now paid off.
"But you?"
"Don't think about me, I'm fine. I understand the current state of you and Ayumi. While Ayumi she only thinks of you her mother, and she misses you now."
Sumi stared at Valter's face fixedly.
"Tell me when you want to go home, I'll get you a ticket right away."
"Ahh, ..it is not wrong if my heart chooses you, it turns out you are this good!" Sumi again hugged Valter, placed her cheek on her chest, with a twisting of Sumi's hand on Valter's waist that felt tighter.
"Don't grieve. I don't like to see your tears keep flowing, just first. Now let me make you happy, .. Although maybe Ayumi is not fully able to love me, but at least I have tried. Because you could say Randy's job is more potential than his Papa job, .. who is only a small Cafe owner." Valter
"Ah you always humble yourself. You are the same, have enough effort and money to support each wife's children." Sumi Say.
While Valter only gave a smile when he heard his wife say that.
***
Randy immediately entered the room after returning from the bus stop after dropping off Mom and her two-in-law. But how surprised Randy when he heard a slow stuffing behind a thick blanket on the bed there.
"Why are you?" Randy immediately ran over to the bed, then revealed the blanket that Ayumi was wearing to hide her face.
Her crying sounded so bitter, even the sobbing was now more domineering, and it proved that Ayumi was crying really with a very sad feeling.
"Why?" The man immediately grabbed the body and clasped in lovingly and affectionately.
"Mom and Dad should go home, Ay!" He tried to suppress his wife's cries, when he felt that Ayumi was crying because she did not allow the parents to go back to the village.
"Aye. Alas, pity her Baby if you continue to cry, she must also be sad, .. again come home Mother and Father came home to see the state of Amar. Maybe they're worried about what Amar's eating if they stay here. Instant noodles? A day two days can, but if for weeks does not breed, pity Amar, but I'm also a human who has a heart that's so fragile when I hear things like this." Randy kept talking.
While Ayumi began to stop her crying, the sobbing continued to sound several times.
"It's open about Mom and Dad."
"Then? Your crying like this really makes me nervous you know? Loneliness always makes you like this, doesn't it? So I let Una and Aira play or stay over, .. Whatever you're not sad about." He rubbed Ayumi's head, then gave a few kisses on her face.
Ayumi rubbed both cheeks using the back of her hand.
"It's about Ma-mah!" His voice was blocked by the still remaining sobs.
"Why with your Mom? Something happened until you cried like this? You said you were going to sleep, I came home crying like this!"
"Mama didn't come home, but I really hope Mama is present at our event, .. event grandson." Ayumi.
The woman slid her face back on the husband's chest, then cried in a loud voice.
"Yes!"
Randy's gaze lowered, looking at Ayumi's face that looked very damp, not to mention a reddened nose, making the man feel unbearable to see it.
"Why can't it? Don't have tickets? You will be the news that you bought!" Randy rubbed Ayumi's cheek very gently.
Ayumi shook her head.
"Papa's business can't stay. Besides many are now in the renovation stage, .. snowstorms make the process a little slow. So there's a chance Mama and Papa can't attend." Obviously, while continuing to cry.
Randy's speechless. He looked at Ayumi's face carefully. Such a sad face, such a deep cry, indicates that his wife really can't be far from Sumi, his biological mother. The togetherness that once disappeared, or even did not exist at all, made Ayumi a little more spoiled to Sumi, because the woman was doing the right thing. Spoiling her daughter with affection.
Maybe Ayumi should have stayed away, hated Sumi and her father Valter. But his wife is different, he has so much love, that he can accept Sumi without a compelling reason that his parents have to give.
"Calm down, I'll try to get your mom and dad to come."
Randy dorsed Ayumi's shoulders, looked at the pretty face, and then wiped every tear that fell with his fingers.
"Here, don't be like this. The sound of your cry sounded so pitiful, I didn't hear it until the heart." Said Randy again.
Ayumi nodded, obeying what Randy said.
"You tired?" Ask Randy.
Ayumi nodded again.
Randy lay on his side, then patted his arm, asking Ayumi to lie down, with the arm that Randy made as his wife's headstool. Again Ayumi complied with her husband, she lay down right next to Randy, and hugged him back.
Ayumi's face sank on her chest, while Randy rubbed Ayumi's head, looking at the woman with an erratic feeling.
"Here, don't cry anymore. There's me here who's always there for you."
"No. There are only Saturdays-Sundays! The rest of the morning work home in the afternoon, .. if a lot of work yes malem to find before going to bed, or fitting wake up because I slept first." Tukas Ayumi's.
"Hemmmm, .. and I'm doing this for you, for you. So that my children and my wife are not lacking, you can buy what you want, I want you to live a decent life." His hand continued to rub Ayumi's head.
"Now it's worth it."
"Yet. It's still less! I want to buy a house for you, provide a business that you can manage later. You know what not? I always thought, I'm a lot older than you, and if I had to go home first, then I wouldn't be afraid of you guys being lacking, I wanted to leave you guys in the absence of enough."
The words made Ayumi distance herself, and looked at Randy with a frightened look.
"No! Don't leave me. I can't if it's not with you." He said he hugged Randy.
Even now tighter, like really scared if Randy was going to leave.
"It's just a parable, baby!" The man chuckled loudly.
"Your parable is ugly. I don't like it, I don't want it anymore! It is enough that I feel really lonely since childhood, so now I do not want to feel it, .. Brother must remain the same me until anytime, until the big children, he said, if you could have a lot of grandchildren."
"Alright, we'll be together until we become grandparents." The man laughed softly.
The cup!!
Randy kissed the top of his wife's head.
"Already, now let's go to sleep. If you sleepy like fussy rich Dede baby!"
Randy pours his head over Ayumi's head, starts to close his eyes, and tries to get close to a dream this afternoon, with the woman he loves most of course.