My Idol Boyfriend's

21. Worrying

If you have left it is difficult to return. That's an old saying.

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A few days have passed since Yana's decision to leave Max. At first her heart did not waver but after hearing the news Max canceled all his schedule for health reasons, Yana's heart was like electrocuted.

That afternoon, Yana relaxes at her boarding house. No part-time work this weekend. He's alone in the room. Jieun went home to her parents. His hands were agile holding the television remote. He's scrambling the show that's on play today. His eyes were fixed on a music showcase. MC says if DAMN! will perform. Yana's heart rippled. DAMN!? There is Max. Suddenly his heart that was empty these two days felt full. His eyes sparkled like a child looking at candy.

MC: This time there were only Antony and Gongmin. Max went on hiatus for health reasons. It's unfortunate, isn't it? Max may be healed soon. We are waiting for your appearance..

The words of the next MC were not able to be heard by Yana. His brain was filled with Max. What happens until the guy doesn't perform at the showcase? As hard as Yana thought, she couldn't get the answer.

The originally calm body suddenly stiffened. As severe as Max's condition until his management cancels all his schedule. Tears cannot bear Yana. The corner of his eye was hot. He's obviously worried about Max but doesn't know what to do. She has decided to stay away from the man, has yelled at him if he doesn't want to be with Max anymore. His heart was struggling with emotion.

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Trying hard to try to close your eyes if the heart and mind are no longer in place, the eyes do not want to sleep. Yana's mind was still wandering everywhere. Yana hesitated to contact Max. With all the courage she had, Yana took her jacket and walked towards Max's apartment.

Unknowingly, Yana's feet lead her to Max's apartment. Yana stared at the door of Max's apartment. He hesitated between hitting the bell or not. Not yet finished his inner struggle, the door was opened. Out a grown man with glasses.

Yana gasps.

"Hey.." Sapa Woon's. Max's private secretary sees Yana from the intercom. He knew the girl was close to Max. There's no secret between him and Max. As soon as the girl's pale face appeared on the screen and unobtrusively poked the bell, Seo Woon opened the door.

"Hi. good afternoon.." Say hello to Yana with clumsiness.

"Well right?" A smile on Woon's lips. He remembers Yana. That girl was the girl Max hit. Woon was the one who helped Max take care of Yana's condition at that time.

Yana nodded. Face lowered.

"Do you want to see Max?" Ask Woon. "Come in.." Further.

"No no. I'm just worried. It seems I unconsciously walked here.." Yana stutters.

Woon noticed Yana's movements. Clothes without a bag, only a cell phone in hand. Woon was sure that Yana was very worried.

"Huh?" Yana looks up.

"I have a sudden business. Can you accompany Max for a minute?" Woon Clear.

"Is he okay?" Ask Yana in a weak voice.

"She just went to sleep after taking the medicine.."

"What happened to her?" The worry was clearly reflected in Yana's eyes.

Woon smiled faintly. In his mind came many thoughts.

"Vertigo Max relapses.Because he did not eat properly these few days, his stomach is somewhat troubled.. Max has a fever right now.."

Yana's body was limp. Is it because of him? Vertigo is not a trivial disease. Yana often sees Max having an attack. Guilt infiltrated quickly in his heart.

"Wana would? I'll be right back.." Woon repeated his words.

Silent moment. Yana nodded.

"Thank God, thank you Yana.."

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Everything in Max's apartment is no stranger to Yana. I don't know why he feels so familiar with everything. His eyes were on Max's door. Heart's rustling.

Tears could not be held back by Yana when entering the room and caught the figure of Max drooping weakly on the mattress.

"I'm sorry. Is it because of me?" Yana's voice was weak in front of the closed Max. His hand rubbed Max's hair wet from sweat.

Yana carefully tidied Maz's messy hair so that it covered her face. This face that Yana misses. How foolish his mouth was when he said he would never see him again. Yana cursed herself.

Seriate..