My Idol Boyfriend's

17. Without You

Twenty years of Yana's life without Max is fine, but now a day without a call from Max makes Yana's life feel less. His heart is incomplete. His steps were less than perfect and his day seemed bleak.

Many times Yana looked intently at her phone lying on the table. If Yana's eyes can remove the laser, maybe the phone has been split into two so long stared by Yana.

Max promised to call when he finished his concert in Florida. The concert took place last night, but until this morning Max had no call. The time difference between South Korea and the United States is 13 hours. Korea is 13 hours faster than America. If it's Wednesday at 11:00 AM in Korea, maybe in America it's Tuesday at 11:00 PM.

It seems Taejoon noticed a suspicious hoot from Yana. In front of a lecturer who was explaining online business strategy material but Yana's view did not turn away from her mobile phone since.

Srek

Taejoon shifted his position to get closer to Yana.

“Hey are you waiting for a call from someone?” Taejoon whispers to Yana's ears.

“Jeez Taejoon, why whisper?” Yana jumped in shock when Taejoon's whisper reached her ear. Fortunately, Yana did not scream, because the lecturer who is teaching is currently famous for killer lecturers.

“Do I have to scream at you? Sure Miss Kim didn't get us out of class if I didn't whisper?” Taejoon said with a smile.

“Huhhh ok.. focus ahead, later Miss Kim suspect the same we.” Obviously Yana switched the conversation. Yana obviously heard Taejoon's question earlier, but she was not in the mood to answer it.

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Yana threw her body just like that on her bed. Today Max reneges on his promise, or perhaps Yana who easily believes in Max. I don't know.. Yana doesn't want to think about Max. Max is a busy man, a job Max has to complete a lot, Yana is just a small handful in Max's life. It was like dust, very small.

Drrt drrt drtt

Yana's phone vibrated. It must be Max.. Yana rushed to pick up the phone without seeing the name of the caller.

“Halo.. Max?” Sapa Yana's.

“Max? Who's Max?” The voice across the street shocked Yana, so Yana moved the phone away from her ear and read the name of the person who called Kang-Tae-Joon.

“Hah? No one. just friends.” Yana answered Taejoon with a trembling voice. Foolish stupid fool, Yana hit her head slowly. “Taejoon what's up calling me?” Timpal Yana immediately switched their conversation. Twice in a day, Yana almost got caught waiting for a call from Max by Taejoon. The first one when he had nothing to stop looking at the phone then the second one just now. Yana subconsciously called out the name Max.

“Oh... Jieun didn't pick up my phone.” Obviously Taejoon doesn't mind who Max is.

Yana breathed a sigh of relief. Taejoon doesn't ask Max anymore. Taejoon's innocent personality is what makes Yana comfortable to be friends with Taejoon. Uh or maybe Taejoon was a phone? Hihihi.

“Jieun can new part-time work..why? I'll tell Jieun that he's home.”

Yana and Jieun are college students who have to pay for their own lives in Seoul. They both quickly became familiar during the college orientation period because they felt equally fateful. When first getting acquainted, Jieun was the one who first extended his hand. Not even Yana's mouthpiece friend would want to sit next to Yana because Yana was considered different, be it the face or the language Yana spoke. Only Jieun after that Taejoon extended his hand to Yana. Yana's cheerful personality in Indonesia does not apply in Korea, Yana becomes private closed after eating the salt acid of life in Seoul. It is as if the rigors of life require him to remain vigilant on anything and anyone.

“Why? Tell me Taejoon what's your complaint?” Yana lowered her tone.

“I don't like to see Jieun working hard like that.”

Yana's heart melos. How happy it is to have someone who is worried about us.

“Taejoon.. You will know. if Jieun is not... Who will pay his tuition?” Yana tried to give Taejoon some understanding.

“Yes I understand but still Yana.. You two must be in trouble huh? If only I had been more mature and could make money myself, I would have helped you both.”

Taejoon's words are sweet. How tender the man's heart is. Yana is grateful to meet Taejoon and Jieun in this country.

“Thanks..just give you that support is enough.”

“I'll always support you. Let me know if you guys need help ok?”

“Ok boss!” They laugh together.

Yana cut off the phone from Taejoon. His eyes looked up at the white roof of his room. Max I miss you..

"Max how are you? It's been a week since your promise to call me. But there is no short message you send. Do you know if I am waiting for you? Am I expecting too much from you?"

"What are you doing there, Max? Isn't tomorrow your concert in New York? Remember me waiting for you, Max?"

"If only you were Taejoon Max, how happy my heart is.. Taejoon was secretly worried about Jieun. But maybe Taejoon is like me who worries about you the way he does.."

"If you love you this sick. I should have avoided you from the beginning. I'm wrong Max, I have to bear it all myself for having dared to love a star that was shining up there.."

"I love you Max.."

Yana's struggle with her own mind ended with the closed eyes and body that had ventured into the dream realm.

It's a long night, baby, go to sleep..

Seriate...