My Idol Boyfriend's

12. Call

"The miss is like two sharp blades. On the one hand want to meet immediately to release the longing, on the other hand afraid to meet soon because it cannot bear the next longing"

Bilyana Athena Queen's

-----

What the hell miss is that?

Is longing a feeling of wanting to meet and wanting to meet?

Twenty years of her life, Yana was first tormented by her longing name. This feeling is different from the usual longing, this feeling is far stronger to be able to make Yana have a headache and can not sleep. Her eyes kept staring at her phone, for a second Yana would not turn away. Missing families in Indonesia well can be overcome, but miss this one there is no cure. Yes, Yana misses Max, the idol she was seeing on her hostel's television screen.

Yana subconsciously sheds a tear when the camera shoots Max's face. Yana's heart raged, like it had been decades without a face to face. It's only been a week that Max has been in America, but Yana feels like it's been a year. Fortunately Jieun had not come home from his time party at the bakery, if there was Jieun next to him Yana might not be able to explain why she was crying seeing a music concert instead.

Chequelek

The sound of the door opening. Yana quickly wiped her tears with tissue, she knew if the one who came was Jieun.

"Concert DAMN! huh uh?" Jieun's voice filled their simple room.

"Yes, in Los Angeles.." Answer Yana.

"Gee.. DAMN IT! that's remarkable. The concert was live. Even billboard boards on the streets also display it. They're true superstars.." Jiesun sat next to Yana and her hand grabbed a snack on the table.

"Hey wash your hands first.." Yana furrowed her brows. This roommate of his was indeed an indifferent person. I really don't like cleanliness. Although Yana is not a devotee of cleanliness but at least she knows if from outside our body must be exposed to bacteria.

"Hehehehe.I'm immune to disease.." Jieun chuckled without caring about Yana's words.

"DAMN! great indeed, he was the first boybond to be able to tour the United States, Los Angeles Yana, imagine. in hollywood.." Jieun blazingly said with his mouth full of potato chips.

"Yes.. Los Angeles, New York, and Florida, they're going around the United States.." Yana said unconsciously.

"Hey, you know where?" Jieun glared in disbelief, even she was a fan of DAMN! just don't know if the idol will be all three places.

"Huh?" Yana was surprised, her mouth could not be compromised. Yana knows DAMN tour schedule! from Max yesterday. Through a short message Max said if he was going to the three places. "So before the concert started the MC said it, how do I know. I don't idolize them.." Kelit Yana's. His eyes looked at Jieun anxiously, afraid that his lie might be exposed.

"Oh..." Jieun's mouth was perfectly rounded.

Yana breathed in the air deeply. His heart grieved his own indiscretions. Schedule DAMN! it has not been released from the agency, so Jieun does not know. Yana prayed in her heart that Jieun would not notice.

-----

Yana's life goes on as normal, despite making her stride gontai, Yana tries hard not to show it. Max never called him, only a few times sent a message containing his position while in America. Yana is quite happy that Max sent a message, but did not hear the man's voice, Yana like not even. Wanting to call Max but always saying, Max must be very busy there. Yana has promised to wait for a call from Max, there is no way Yana can openly show her feelings for Max.

Classes are completed faster because some lecturers have to follow them out of town. Today is not the weekend, so Yana does not need to leave part time.

Brucks

Yana threw her bag at just about anywhere. His body was crumbling in a mattress with his hands hugging his favorite bolster. Slowly but surely Yana's body flew into dreamland.

Cringe cring

Yana's sweet dreams are piqued by the sound of alarms. The clock shows the number ten, meaning Yana has slept approximately eman hours from home earlier.

"God, how long have I slept.." Chirp Yana with a raucous voice. His eyes were staring at the dark room. Jieun hadn't come home yet and she had fallen asleep from five this afternoon.

Slowly Yana walked towards the light switch and then turned it on. His eyes caught a flickering beam from his phone screen.

"Hello.." Sapa Yana without seeing the name on her phone screen.

"Where are you!!!" Shouted people across there who made Yana have to keep her phone away and read the name of the caller. Max, that name is on.

"I fell asleep back from college, what's the matter Max?" Yana said a little mixed happily. Max finally called. "Something? Your head hurts again? Or is the concert not going well?" Ask Yana without a pause.

"Do I have to call if there's a problem?!" Max asked back, with a high voice.

Yana was silent for a moment. Max's words are hard for his brain to digest. All this time Max did contact Yana if there was any difficulty, that's what Yana knew. If not yes about Yana's debt that he has not repaid.

"Then what's up?" Yana hesitates to ask, or maybe she mishandled Max's phone this time.

"I miss you.." Max's voice is weakening.

Yana's heart rippled. Yana didn't hear wrong, did she? Max misses him, can that statement be repeated?

"Don't you miss me?"

Jleb

Right on target Max. Your question is right through Yana's heart. Of course Yana misses you. Should Yana be honest?

"Where?" Max calls out Yana's name slowly, the question has not been answered by Yana.

"Yes Max?" Yana.

"Don't you miss me?" Reload Max.

"I miss you, Max.."

Get out that word too. Long-lasting longing, Yana is ready to bear all the consequences of missing a Max.

"What do you miss about me?"

"Mmm.your embrace.." Yana replied softly but still heard by Max.

"Have you really missed me?" Max repeated the question.

"Yes.." Answer Yana briefly.

"Wait for me, I'll come see you soon.."

"Huh? No need for Max. You just calling is enough for me.." Yana Obviously. Yana has been good at lying since she knew Max. Lying about her feelings, lying about her misses, and lying if now she doesn't want Max to come see her.

"Say you miss my embrace? If I miss my voice I call, but you say you miss my hug right? Then I'll have to see you.."

Max's words just made Yana get struck by nighttime lightning. How does Max know if Yana currently wants Max's presence.

"What do you mean Max? You're in America.."

"I can get on a plane now to Korea.."

"Max don't joke.."

"I'm not kidding Yana.."

"Max!!!"

"Well!!!"

"Stop! it's not funny.."

"Who's funny?"

"I'm sleepy I'm going to sleep. I turn the phone off.."

"So you said you missed me, why hang up now?"

"I don't want to argue with you!"

"That argument is not me, Yana who is not sure.."

"Max stop!"

"No!"

Huft. if it continues like this there will be no end. Max's childish nature makes Yana be herself. Yana secretly enjoys every debate she has with Max, be it meeting in person or over the phone.

"Why do you bother like this Max?"

"Because I miss you too.."

The last sentence made Yana's heart feel like it was being stabbed by a knife the second time.

Seriate...