
Mbok Tun still continues to stroke Diandra's head because Diandra has not asked him anything since.
"Groundtock.."
"Yes, non.." Ask mbok Tun. He knew what his employer's son wanted to ask because Diandra had been hesitant ever since.
"That night.." Diandra's throat seemed choked, unable to continue what he wanted to ask even though it felt very wanted.
"Simbok understand what non Diandra want to ask". Diandra looked up at the netra shade mbok Tun.
Mbok Tun looked straight ahead. His memory again revolves around events that have occurred 2 years ago.
" Simbok does not know what the actual events are non.but sure non Dea simbok mas Abi may not intentionally do it on non Diandra. Especially deliberately hurt non Di's heart". Diandra silently listened while enjoying the gentle touch on her head.
"It must have made non Diandra sick.." Simbok looked at Diandra whose eyes had turned red.
"Simbok is sick too. Imagine a time when non Di will know if mas Abi married the same non Dea". Mbok Tun wiped the water that pooled at the end of his eyes.
" It must be very difficult in his position non Diandra.. " Elusan was getting softer in Diandra's head.
"But it is also not easy for non Dea same mas Abi non.." Mbok Tun let out a long sigh as if the air around him quickly ran out.
"Life witness of non Dea struggle as well as Abi to rise after the terrible incident".
" What do you mean by symb?". Ask Diandra curiously.
Mbok Tun smiled gently at his employer's son who was already like a real child for him.
"Maybe non Diandra think mas Abi and non Dea can live a quiet life after the incident that night, but not non".
" It takes months to make non Dea live a normal life. Abi also did not lose.."
"Not enough one month for Mas Abi to continue leading the company after the fateful incident".
There was no sound from Diandra but he really listened well to every word Tun said.
" By eating ya.simbok bribe". Mbok Tun offers Diandra but Diandra shakes his head.
"Let's get sick if you don't eat.." The mbok Tun
"I ate the same meal earlier mbok". Obviously Diandra made mbok Tun nod and continued his story. The story that made two daughters of his employer equally devastated and difficult to live life.
" Non Dea has even attempted suicide several times". Diandra who initially broke down immediately sat down to hear the story mbok Tun.
The girl nodded in disbelief at what she heard. But he believes Tun will not make up such a horrible story just to make him believe.
"Lucky mas Abi both father and mother caught him non. From there mas Abi rose, because after all the baby in the womb non Dea is innocent and needs mas Abi as his father". Clearly mbok Tun made Diandra speechless.
" Non Dea had depression, until many times the same father called the mother psychologist. Non Dea always blames himself for seizing the Abi mas from his own sister".
"Every day hurts himself. Hit the head with her hair until it falls out. Especially every look at non Diandra photos. Non Dea will be hysterical and cry loudly". I don't know what Diandra's facial expression is like right now. Everything was completely out of his estimation. He thought his brother and his lover were living happily after successfully destroying him. But truth? Their lives were much more ruined than her.
"When hearing Gaara's heartbeat for the first time, non Dea seemed to be pulled from his pseudo-world all along. Non Dea so had a reason to survive even after everything was revealed, non Dea again had to visit a psychiatrist often". Diandra quickly wiped away the tears that had flowed in his smooth cheeks.
" Is that how hard you were at the time?". Inner hurts.
"Simbok was also angry when he found out that Abi and non Dea were getting married. Guess they betrayed non Di..But all is not as symbok kira". The old woman gently stroked Diandra's face and wiped her tears away.
" Simbok knows that the non Diandra pass must be very difficult. It must make the heart hurt just as sad. Simbok is also sad.." Mbok Tun hugged Diandra and stroked her back.
"But the happy symbol when he saw non Diandra again smiling fitting Den Gaara".
Long Diandra cried in his caretaker's arms until finally fell asleep because he was too tired to cry.
"Sister?". The beautiful lady in the flower patterned dress turned around. Diandra's not wrong, it's her brother, Deanita. Diandra ran over and hugged the sister she missed.
" Sister is big.." Diandra enjoys a hug she doesn't feel for a long time.
"You're more beautiful, deck. Big brother happy look at you now".
" But you have to go". Dea let go of his embrace.
"Where are you going?". Diandra asked as Dea took off her embrace.
" Sister needs a sister. Don't stay with him". His hand was again holding Dea's.
"He had a very good mother. Very dear to her.I can't calm down, deck". Diandra shook her head strongly, it felt too heavy to carry out the task as a mother.
" Let go of it all, baby. Brother is already happy because you forgave brother".
"Now you ask, be happy.."
"Abi loves you Di. Lovingly loves you".
" He's looking after my brother because of this kid.."
"Now you are together. Don't let anything separate you like your brother". Dea was seen smiling gently even though Diandra kept shaking her head.
I don't know, Diandra felt his tongue was muffled so that he could not speak even though it felt like he wanted to reject the wishes of his brother.
" No brother.don't. Not brother, don't...Don't go".
"Sister!!!!". Diandra opened his eyes with sweat soaking his face, he felt chasing Dea who was walking slowly but he could not reach.
Apparently he dreamed of meeting his sister who was gone. Diandra sat down and rested his back on the head of the bed. A face soaked with sweat.
He looked around and found his son nowhere. In a panic he got out of bed and searched all over his room. But the result is nil.
" Where are you, baby?". Murmured Diandra while going down the stairs with a little running.
His steps stopped when he saw his son was already with his two grandmothers in the family room. Diandra breathed a sigh of relief to find Gaara with his two grandmothers.
He glanced at the wall clock, apparently sleeping long enough. Diandra spread his gaze, he saw his father and father-in-law playing chess. His eyes saw the sekililing. I don't know, but Diandra's hoping to see Abi right now.
"You're not going home yet?". Mumbled slowly
" Well.that's mama's awake, baby". Excited mama Ana who saw Diandra in the middle of the stairs.
Diandra smiled faintly then walked slowly down the stairs to approach her son who was seen calling her.
"Momamama.." With a step still low, Gaara walked quickly to the mother.
"Eits got hit.don't run dong. The nutmeg is benjol". Diandra caught Gaara's tiny body that almost fell because the boy was still learning to walk.
" Fatherin.." Gaara's rant succeeded in making Diandra speechless.
"Papa work dear.seek a lot of money for your child. Gaara kangen's?". Gaara continued to babble because he did not understand the meaning of Diandra's question.
" Mommy misses papa too, baby". His impression, but of course he only dared to speak in his heart.