My husband, my brother-in-law

dilemmas

The company's condition has stabilized after being ignored because of insiders. Diandra was again busy with his daily life taking care of Gaara.

"You want to go to the tomb again?". Ask Mama Dita who saw Diandra was neat with a black veil draped in her head.

" Hm.." Diandra just dehem responded.

This is a mandatory routine for Diandra every Thursday. He's going to his brother's grave with Gaara. Diandra did not want Gaara to forget about who gave birth to him in this world.

"Gaara coming??". Asked Mama Dita again and answered a nod of the head by Diandra.

" It's very hot outside.are you sure you want to take Gaara??". Diandra glanced out the window. Today's weather is indeed hot, even though the clock has shown the number 3.

"If today Gaara and mama at home how?". Mama Dita offered herself. Normally Ana's mom would help her convince Diandra. But it has been almost a week this mama Ana accompanied papa Ihsan to go out of town for business.

" Yes son.kasian your son if the heat. He might be sick". Newly arrived Papa Herman helped his wife convince her daughter.

What his parents said was true. It would be very selfish if he forced himself by bringing Gaara. Let his son stay home with his oma and his opa today. He will go to the grave alone.

"Titip Gaara, ma'am.." Mama Dita nodded happily.

With a light step he stepped foot toward the funeral which was only a few 5 minutes from home if Diandra walk as it is today.

But his steps stopped when he had stayed a few steps up to the tomb of the brother. He saw a man he knew very well praying in the tomb of his brother.

Yes, that man is Abi. The man who had been her husband for several months.

"Have you calmed down there??". Diandra abandoned her intention to visit her sister's grave. He wanted to hear what Abi had told his brother.

" Surely you are calm and happy". Although he did not see his face, Diandra could imagine how the handsome man's face was when he said that.

"Your sister's not fair, De..." Diandra further sharpened his hearing when Abi mentioned about him. Not fair?? What part of Diandra is unfair??

"He forgives you.." Diandra could clearly hear her husband sighing many times. It was as if a heavy weight was squeezing his chest and making it difficult for him to speak.

"He loved our son very much.."

"But why didn't he give me a chance.." His voice sounded like a desperate man.

"Even to explain the real events, he didn't give me a chance, De.." Diandra became quiet. During this time he always avoided when everyone tried to reopen the story of his brother Deanita and Abi, who was still his girlfriend at that time.

"Did I also have to catch up with you so I could get her sorry?". Diandra gasped, as if there was a sharp object scratching his heart hearing Abi's words.

" I know my mistake may not even be worth forgiving.but can I not explain it De??". Abi continued to speak without knowing if Diandra continued to listen to everything that was said from her lips.

"At least he knows what reason made me marry you.."

"It's my fault, De.."

"Had I dared to be honest with him back then, it probably wouldn't have been like this. I'm too afraid of her hatred, but now..." Again and again, Abi let out a long sigh.

"Even if his hatred for me grew even greater.perhaps if there was no Gaara, I'd already caught up with you so that he would also apologize to me.." Diandra chose to leave, no longer able to hear Abi who was like he was confessing all his sins.

Along the way home, Diandra kept thinking. Should he now begin to find out about the reason that made everyone betray his trust?? Or it should stay as it is now. He is still too afraid if later the reason is as painful as the current reality.

" Huh?". Diandra.

"Oh.gappa. I'll go in for some cleaning.." Diandra passed by, leaving both of her parents looking confused.

"Why Diandra pa??". Ask Mama Dita who answered the headband by her husband.

" Tumben cepet home..not even half an hour right??". Mama Dita knows exactly what Diandra's habits have been like these few months. The girl will spend at least an hour in impeachment of her brother.

"And papa and mama.ya where papa knows why he came home". Mama Herman is back busy playing with her granddaughter who is increasingly looking adorable.

Shortly after Diandra returned home, Abi's car also entered the yard of the house. Abi lived in his mother-in-law's house after she married Dea. And now when he married Diandra, Abi stayed there. His parents did not care about where the two lived. Because the distance of both houses is only a few meters.

" Asalamualaikum's.. "

"Wa'alaikum..." Reply mama and papa in unison, Abi smiled at his son. He touched both of his in-laws. But he frowned when he did not see Diandra. Usually if Diandra heard the roar of his car, the girl would come out and greet him even with a sour face.

"Tumben's home, Bi". Ask Papa Herman who was surprised because his son-in-law had come home when it was still afternoon.

" Oh.iya pa. Go to the tomb of Dea first. I haven't been there for a long time.." The two in-laws looked at each other.

"Why didn't he go home with Diandra?". Now replace Abi who looks confused to hear the question of her mother-in-law.

" Where are you going?". Abi asked back.

"Yes, just go back to his house.Barusan Diandra also to the tomb.." From the look on Abi's face was clearly confused.

"But I didn't see Diandra, ma.." Could it be that Diandra came home quickly because there was Abi impeached Dea? Mom and Dad seemed to think.

"Ah yasudahlah.ayo we just go in". Mama Dita tried to divert the conversation. She brought her granddaughter into the house, followed by her husband.

While Abi is still sculpting in the house. Is Diandra really into the tomb?? But why didn't he meet Diandra?

" Are you back because I'm at Dea's tomb.." Lirih Abi who felt her chest getting sicker. His wife was not at one place with him. Until at the tomb Diandra avoid himself.

Inside the room Diandra was laying down his body after cleaning himself. His memory again twisted all Abi's words while in the tomb of his brother some time ago.

"What really happened to you?"

"What reason would you betray my trust?". Diandra asked as if asking herself.

" Do I have to figure out your reasons?".

"But what if it all hurts more when I know your reason for breaking my heart like this.." Diandra kept at war with his mind.

He was in a dilemma, wanting to find out what reason they hurt him but fearing that it would further add to his still-unripened heartache if he knew the reason behind the betrayal of his loved ones.

The sound of his phone shifted all his fret, the name of the friend who plastered made his smile beautifully.

He immediately shifted his phone screen and stuck the flat object into his ear.

"Assalamualaikum Nay's.."