My husband, my brother-in-law

undecided

With Tun followed, Diandra walked out of her room. It was impossible for him to hide in his room. After all, he is not a person who has made mistakes so he must avoid everyone.

His face did not show the slightest change in expression, remaining flat and cold without a smile. He will only smile when with mbok Tun only.

Hearing the clattering of steps down the stairs made everyone switch to staring at the origin of the sound. Diandra could clearly see the shock from the look in everyone's eyes. In his heart he smiled cynically seeing how his parents and his brother-in-law and their parents reacted.

"Diandra.. dear". Mama Dita even got up to welcome Diandra. After the incident a few months ago, even to dream of being at a dining table with Diandra alone the mother did not dare. But now everything seems to be back to how it used to be, Diandra wants to eat with them.

" Here baby.mama has cooked your favorite roasted chicken". Mama Dita quickly picked up the dishes and filled them with rice and side dishes that her daughter liked. While Diandra remained silent did not answer.

"Eat a lot of ya.." Mama Dita put the plate that was filled with rice and side dishes in front of Diandra who immediately began to eat it regardless of the gaze of everyone.

Mbok Tun smiled to see Diandra, he knew as hard as the girl, but his heart was still as soft as silk. Mbok Tun believes that.

"Non Diandra has given a name to the baby adek loh sir, ma'am.." Seeing the silent Diandra, mbok Tun helped her open the chat.

"Oh yeah?? What's his name, son??". Mama Dita and Mama Ana look very enthusiastic. Finally after a wait of almost a month, the little baby will be named as well.

" Yes..what's his name, son??". Papa Herman asked the question. To be honest, she wanted to hug her daughter, and longing had been tormenting her for months. Usually almost every day he heard the cheerful voice of his youngest daughter, but now even to see her a little.Smiling was very difficult. And it managed to make his heart ache unspeakably.

"Who was his name non? Duh.shimbok is old. That's why senile like this.." Actually mbok Tun remembered. But as much as possible he wanted to make his own Diandra who mentioned the name of the baby.

"Gaara's. Sagaara Argantara's". Diandra replied after being silent for a while.

Abi smiled happily hearing that. Consider him the most selfish of men. But for whatever sake, he was happy to hear that Diandra was willing to give a name to her son after all the pain they had given her. Even the girl pinned her last name behind her son's name.

" Thank you dear.thank you for giving your sister a name". Mama Dita clasped Diandra's hand on the table. But slowly Diandra let go of the hand of the mother.

"I'm done". Without saying anything more, Diandra left the dining table to create an atmosphere that was cheerful because the name of the Dea child became cloudy again after the departure of Diandra.

" Are we not too evil to carry out Dea's last request?". Mama Ana opened her voice.

"I think so too mbak". Mama Dita could not hide her sadness.

" How to do..Dea just wants Diandra to be the next mother to her son". Imbuh mama Dita worried. She no longer wants to make her daughter feel like she is born, but on the other hand, her grandson also needs a mother figure.

"Now what should we do?". Mama Ana looked at Papa Ihsan who looked just as confused. After Diandra's departure, no one else continued to eat. All focused on Diandra and the innocent little baby who had just been named Gaara by Diandra.

" Be patient ma. with Diandra want to give our grandchildren's name is beyond our expectations". Papa Herman stroked his wife's shoulder.

"Yes ma.we can't force him. Even if Diandra refuses, we can't do anything". Abi raised his voice after silence. To be honest, his heart desperately wanted Diandra to accept Dea's request to be his wife and the mother of his son. But given the injuries they had sustained, Abi could only wait for Diandra's decision.

While in the dining room there is discussion about it, Diandra is now sitting while looking at the handsome face of Gaara who slept on the mattress. Diandra deliberately did not put Gaara in the box.

Two days after reading a letter that Diandra thought looked more like a diary from Dea, she could never sleep well. Every time he closed his eyes, the shadow of Dea smiling at him haunted him every night. Even with the calm face of baby Gaara that makes it even more unsettled.

"Why is your mother so bad. He broke my heart.Then why do I become like a criminal if I refuse his last wish??". Diandra continued to talk to Gaara even though the baby would not understand.

Until without Diandra realized, he fell asleep by hugging Gaara. His sleep tonight was restful with a hug on Gaara's tiny body.

" I'm sorry Di.if only that time could I have prevented myself. Maybe we won't be like this.." Abi who had been standing at the door and heard all the complaints of Diandra finally entered after making sure Diandra slept.

"You must have suffered a lot because of this.."

"But did you know Di.I also suffered the same. Even Dea suffered the same. We suffered so much for hurting women as good and gentle as you.."

Abi sobbed, recalling his story and Diandra who used to be so colorful. If only he could restrain himself, if that night he did not come to fetch Dea, if only. Many if Abi imagined. But ultimately all if it can't change anything.

With great care, Abi landed a soft kiss on Diandra before exiting her son's room and returning to her study.

*****

It has been a week, never a day Diandra missed without visiting the tomb of the brother. Every day he complained to his brother, complaining about what his brother's last request felt so burdensome.

The more days Gaara clung to her. Even the baby can't sleep if it's not him who's carrying.

"How are you, brother? Is brother happy there?". Diandra stroked the sister's headstone. He also pulled out the grass that began to grow in his brother's grave.

" Sister knows..Gaara's as annoying as you". Diandra began to sprinkle the flowers he was carrying.

"Have you conspired to set me back here?".

" It's too hard, brother.it's too heavy for me". Diandra started sobbing. This is what he has been doing for the past week. Complaining and crying in the navel of the brother. Because that's the safest place for her to cry. When he gets home, he will return to being a cold and flat Diandra. Even this week there has been no progress in her relationship and her parents.

"Why does my sister ask for such a difficult thing? I was trying to forget about you when mom came and brought news of your departure".

" Sister must be tired of hearing me complain about the same thing every day".

"I've been asking for a clue, brother, every night I prostrate to find an answer to my concerns. But until now I haven't even found the slightest clue". Diandra slapped her face while sobbing.

It's too heavy for him. Living as the wife of a man who is now his sister-in-law and the mother of a child. Diandra Takit can't handle it. He was afraid that he would make his heart wound never heal.

Even this week he deliberately turned off his phone so that Naya and Dimas do not contact him. He was not ready to tell his two friends. I don't know what Dimas and Naya's reaction will be like.

*****

Give up extra ya manteman all..

Hope you don't read it..