My husband, my brother-in-law

true or just just justification

Diandra was still frozen in her standing even though Abi who had previously hugged her had left a while ago. Her tears rolled without stopping.

Her brain continued to twist sentence after sentence which slid smoothly from her husband's mouth although many times Diandra could feel a long sigh from Abi.

A few moments ago

"I hope you can forgive and forgive me just as you forgive Dea, dear.." Although Abi had loosened his embrace, but nothing moved between the two. They still stood not far from the door with Abi holding Diandra position even though not as tight as before.

Abi let out a long sigh before starting his story on Diandra. Remembering that is the same as scraping back his wounds for betraying his woman.

"That night.." Even just saying two words, Diandra had already re-sensed Abi sighing long.

"I'm attending the wedding of my business partner.."

"There wasn't anything strange that night in. Even Papa Herman was there with mom".

" It's only Dea that's not there.." Abi paused his words, leaning his head on his wife's shoulder. His eyes had turned red but as much as possible he was holding back his tears.

"I. I met a lot of my business associates there, baby.."

"Until the call from Dea made me leave the party immediately". There was no response from Diandra but Abi knew that his wife listened well to every word he said.

" That night Dea just asked me to help her, her voice was really alarming. I deliberately kept quiet and didn't tell papa and mama".

"I just asked where Dea was. And mama's answer made my concern for her even bigger, baby.."

"It's not because I like it". Abi again tightened his embrace.

" I know he's the best brother to you.and you're my world. I don't want my world to be destroyed because the people he loves are hurt". Ever since that sentence slid, Abi felt a clear droplet hitting his hand. But he let it, it means his Diandra did listen well.

"Dea only mentioned the name of a club before the call was interrupted.."

"I chose to leave first and immediately to the club that Diandra mentioned even though that night I felt something strange with my body".

Abi felt more and more the tears of Diandra. Remembering that night would not only hurt Diandra, but she was also hurt so deeply.

" I got to the club and asked for security to help me find Dea. I'm sure it won't be easy to find it myself".

"That night I saw Dea--" Abi seemed unable to continue the story.

Unknowingly Diandra tightly grasped Abi's hand which hugged her body. She would not let Abi out before finishing what she had started to make Diandra even more curious about what the truth was according to her husband.

"Dea's.." Abi breathed as much as he could. Because Diandra would have been very surprised.

"He barely even wore a shirt when I walked in". Abi felt the grip on his arm getting stronger. Even so, not a word came out of Diandra's mouth.

" There.there are men baj*ngan who no longer wear his clothes"

Abi told me how he beat up the man and covered his first wife's body.

"But there was something strange about Dea that night.she looked uneasy and kept getting rid of whatever I was using to cover her up".

" He kept saying that his body was hot and didn't want to wear anything. And I'm.."

In his silence Diandra began to think, whether what Abi told was true or just a justification for what they had both done to him.

" I'm not forcing you to believe in me, baby.I know it's too hard to trust a traitor like me". Diandra was slightly stunned as Abi understood the direction of his mind.

"But at least listen until I'm done. After that, all the decisions I'm handing over are entirely the same to you". Diandra Abi's silence was seen as consent.

" I took Dea out, and left the baj*in that security there. I know that guy very well..She's your sister's lover. Abrams". Abi can feel the movement of Diandra's body when he heard the name of the man who had once proposed to her brother. Then where is he now? Ask Diandra to herself.

"My body was getting hotter back then baby, let alone Dea constantly trying to kiss me. I knew he was not aware of what he was doing. Because I'm sure that b*ingan gave Dea a stimulant. I wonder why my body is hot". Abi again threw his breath rough.

" I can't possibly bring Dea home. And that was the dumbest decision I've ever made in my entire life".

Abi looks bright before returning to tell the story. It's too hard to go back to picking up that poignant story.

"I forgot my body condition which is not much different from Dea. I dug my own grave by taking it to my apartment".

" No meaning whatsoever. I'm just afraid papa and mama are worried about seeing Dea's condition. But it just boomerangs for myself".

"And that night you did. That so?". Cut Diandra fast.

" Whatever your reasons, Mr. Abi. You guys keep betraying me". Abi smiled wryly, he had expected his love would cut his story.

"Yes.i know. We are guilty, however it may be our fault".

" But it's completely out of my control and Dea, Di. We really don't want that". Diandra screeched slowly. Between wanting to believe but afraid of being lied to again.

"Our life is not as good as it seems even though we try to live it normally. Our guilt for you is too great, baby".

" There is not a day that we go through without guilt. Trust me. We love you so much".

"Even you keep that reality a secret". Sambar Diandra's fast.

" If it were you. Would you be able to say this hurtful thing? We're afraid Di. is so afraid of hurting you and being hated by you".

"I wish I could turn back the clock until that night. I wouldn't do anything stupid to bring Dea into the apartment".

" Even now I don't know all your words to be true or just a justification". Lirih Diandra who made Abi again smiled bitterly.

"I know baby.if I were you I wouldn't believe that. Moreover, it was all told by the traitor himself. Too hard to believe, isn't it?". Abi chuckles bitterly.

" The one you should always remember, baby. I love you.very much love you. Whatever and whatever the circumstances. And until anytime"

"Now I surrender all decisions to you. I will not bother you anymore, my dear. Because I know you don't like it when I'm in your arms".

" One thing you should always remember is.." Abi let go of his embrace and cupped Diandra's tearful face.

"Whatever mistakes I made, my feelings never changed at all. In this heart only you exist. I love you so much Di". Abi kissed his wife's long forehead and kissed a glimpse of his wife's lips before passing away her abandonment.

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Love double up ya buibu all these days.doain hopefully can up routine..