
It had been a few days since Abi told her about her and Dea being able to get married. Since then, the tall man did not return home. Not because he did not miss his son and wife, but he was afraid that he would again force Diandra to live with him if he saw his wife's face.
From then on she lives in her apartment, a silent witness to the fateful night tragedy that led her and Dea to betray Diandra.
The atmosphere in his office was even more tense, during this time Abi was famous for being firm and cold. But since a few days ago, the state of the office is like a haunted house for its employees. How not, his big boss is in a bad condition. Many employees are affected by their personal problems.
"You can't actually work huh!!! Reports like this alone you made a mistake!!". The man who was standing in front of Abi could only look down afraid to see the anger of his boss.
While outside his room, Alvin and Tiara could only look at each other. Both were not separated from Abi's tantrums. Already several times in recent days both hit by spray boss and his best friend.
" Abi why Vin? The problem is not so. He's rampaging that the company's rich are losing billions". Tiara said because she heard Abi's curse and scream.
"PMS is a person. My stress for a long time. Stay back to the house hugging binnya kelar right ya. It's a rampage in the office. Sableng that's boss". Grutu Alvin who just got sprayed Abi.
" Repee your report before submission! I don't want to make the slightest mistake!".
"b-good sir. Excuse me". The man who served as the finance manager immediately walked quickly out of the room of his boss who lately like a raging lion.
Abi pinched his temple which felt dizzy. Already since he left home a few days ago, he had difficulty controlling his emotions. Longing and guilt for his wife makes him often out of control and berates anyone who makes mistakes, even the slightest.
The door opened from the outside without a knock. Only Alvin and Tiara dared to do it, Abi thought.
" When you come in, knock on the door!". Stingy Abi without seeing who came. Until suddenly his ears feel hot because of the pull of someone.
"Ma-mama??". Said Abi stammered, because the mother who came with a hostile face. In recent days Abi has avoided calls from both parents and even in-laws.
" What mama mama!! Bad boys don't know the rules!! Where have you not been home for days?!! Called can not, want to be crossed off from kk you huh?!!". Omel mom Ana.
"Udah made his wife cry and continued to run away from home. You want mama to curse to be handsome huh?!!". Mama was back nagging before Abi could defend himself.
" What do you do mama mama until all day crying hah?! You may not run away from responsibility". The twisting in his ears is getting hotter. The effect of the mother who sewot until unconscious if her hands are still twisting her son's ears.
"Ampun ma. I'll get off later". Pinta Abi with a face.
While two of his evil confidants just peek while stealing hear the conversation of the mother and child with a satisfied face because finally someone reciprocated Abi's arbitrary attitude towards them these few days.
" Same with mama!! Mama is not Arisan because of you!". Gerutu mama Ana while sitting in a sofa followed by Abi who sat next to him.
Abi took a long breath. Imagine the beautiful face of his wife with tears. He really b*heartless bastard, how can he say he loves his wife but it makes his beloved woman cry all day.
"Cock it up! Cepet speaking!! You are my mother!". Cecar mama Ana is impatient because Abi is daydreaming.
Abi told her everything, she told Ana's mom that she told Diandra about the night. He also told his mother if he said he would release Diandra if it made him happy.
" You!!!". Mom Angered Ana while hitting her son's arm quite hard.
"Can you say rich!! ?I don't want to lose my daughter-in-law!!". Mama Ana balked at what Abi was going to do.
" Ma-"
" Sir.." Abi clasped Ana's hand. He knew that his mother loved his second wife very much. Making Diandra a daughter-in-law is one of Mom Ana's biggest dreams. Abi knew how difficult it was to take Diandra off, because she also had trouble letting go.
"Diandra's not happy with me ma.."
."Yes you make happy dong!". Cut mama Ana fast.
"You can disappoint him when he can't make him happy". Mama Ana muttered which Abi could still hear.
If the term woman is always true, then it is true. If only Abi could, Abi would. To be happy with his wife without being asked by anyone is also his dream. But what power, everything he tried to do, but Diandra remained firm with his stance.
The barrier that his wife built was too high and strong so that he was difficult to pass and he destroyed. Not because he did not try, but his efforts were always hindered by his past mistakes.
" If I could.kalo I could definitely I lasain ma. Do you know how I've been trying all this time?". Abi asked the mother who remained silent.
"I beg ma..kasian Diandra if we force ma". Persuad Abi
" How is Gaara?". Ask mama Ana Lirih. It was certainly not only his granddaughter that he thought of, but also his son. Losing Diandra at that time was a heavy blow for Abi to the difficulty of getting up. Mama Ana is worried about what her son will be like if he loses Diandra a second time.
"We will take care of Gaara together. We can't be selfish and use Diandra to take care of Gaara". Abi stroked the back of Ana's mom's hand.
" Are you sure of your decision?". Asked mama Ana staring in her son's netra.
With doubt Abi nodded. If asked for confidence, of course he doubted his decision to release Diandra. But he still has to convince himself that this is the best for his woman.
"Mama hope you won't regret it for the umpteenth time, Abi. If taking off Diandra will make you like that time, better think again". Mama Ana let go of her hand and passed away leaving the pensive Abi to hear the mother's warning.
Elsewhere, Diandra was sitting in a city park accompanied by a young woman who was the same age as him. Who else if not Naya, his best friend.
Diandra has told everything, Abi's story and his doubts about all those stories. Both are still equally silent at the moment. Even Naya has not given any advice after a while hearing the story of her best friend.
" What am I supposed to do now, Nay?". Diandra asked with a hoarse voice holding back the cry.
Naya turned her head, looking at her best friend who looked worse than when she heard the news of her brother's death months ago.
"Why is my life so complicated". He muttered again and Naya still listened to him without interrupting.
To Naya, Diandra poured out all his complaints. Weaknesses and everything that is unknown to others, Naya knows all.
" Did I go rich again Nay? Is everything rich first?". Ask again
"Ask yourself at. Are you happy then?". Tanya Naya turned to make Diandra shut up.
His eyes stared at the stroller in front of him that housed the body of his little son who was asleep. Diandra thought back to himself, would he really be happy if it went away from everyone? From Abi? Of both his parents and in-laws? And from her son, Gaara??
Diandra again pensive, thinking what he should be and should be how now.