
Along the way Diandra cried in silence. As strong as his body, in fact, the heart he has is not as strong as when he was in front of Deanita and Abi and his parents.
His heart still did not accept if the people he trusted so much and loved so much could do something like this. Killing his heart slowly with all the lies they created. Are they really the same people as before. Diandra.
"Why.why do you. At least you cut off our relationship first. Maybe I won't get too hurt like this.." Diandra muttered the rough tears that continued to flow without her being able to prevent.
His freshness and arrogance before Abi disappeared without a trace. Now only leaving the fragile and injured Diandra.
"Sorry mbak.this is right to the airport huh?". The taxi driver's voice rattled him. In a hurry he wiped away the trace of tears on his cheeks.
" Yes sir.." Sahut Diandra.
"I'm going to go. Gone forever from you guys I don't know anymore. I hope I will never see you again and meet you. The relationship between us is over here. I no longer have a family, you're just strangers to me". Diandra steadied his heart. He could not continue to lament his fate and destruction. He had to move on with his life, just like those who remained happy after successfully lying to him.
Diandra decided to go to the city where the new company was opening a massive job vacancy. The money he had was more than enough to rent a place to live and eat for the next few months while waiting for a work call from the company he was after.
Diandra has really prepared everything, he has been looking for a boarding place before he was actually accepted to work. At least a few days later, he could calm himself down.
Diandra blocked all social media people who did not want him to meet and no longer want him to know the situation. His cell phone number was changed. He completely cut off all ties with his family.
*****
This one week Diandra really spent to calm herself down. The girl will only go out to feed and meet her daily needs.
Diandra's phone rang, signaling an incoming call. Diandra swiftly picked up his phone and immediately shifted his screen to pick up the phone call. Hopes are high if it's a call to her job interview.
".............."
"Yes, good day.."
"..............."
"Yes with me.."
"..............."
"Well, I'll be there tomorrow. Thank you good day.."
"Yesss!!!!". Pekik Diandra. Finally after a week of waiting, he got a call for an interview.
" Come on In. You can definitely". Diandra dashed his spirit. It was enough time for one week he spent mourning and sad and alone. It is time for himself to rise.
The next morning, Diandra prepared to go for an interview. He believes he can get through it and become part of the growing food company.
And thanks to his intelligent brain, the job interview he lived felt so easy. He was accepted to work in the company. Even the company facilitates it with an apartment. Although simple at least he can still save because there is no need to spend money to rent a place to live.
Diandra is already standing in front of the door of an apartment, the environment is quite comfortable according to Diandra. He just needs to adjust himself again.
"Passion In.you must live what you have chosen". Diandra clenched her hands, revealing a smile that seemed to have not adorned her thin lips for a long time.
He had been told that he would have a friend who both lived in the apartment. And Diandra doesn't mind. Doesn't he need friends, too.
" So said my roommate hasn't come yet. I'll take a shirt first.." Diandra again busied himself arranging clothes into a closet that was also available in the apartment.
"May he be a friend to compromise with. Hopefully the guy doesn't get co". Murmured Diandra who had laid himself on the mattress. It is not a mattress at his father's house, but here is better for his heart.
Ah talking about her house made Diandra remember her mother. How is the woman who gave birth to him. Is it healed? Been home? Or still being treated?
Diandra immediately shook her head, throwing all her curiosity away. Re-emphasized on his heart and mind to no longer be curious about those people.
" Stop On!!! Not again!! Don't think of them if you want your heart to heal and be fine". Diandra advised himself. Tired of his activities, that night Diandra fell asleep, asleep in a place far from the family and no one he knew. He will start life as a new Diandra.
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Diandra stared at the door of the room when his eyes collided with the beautiful eyes of a foreign girl who was suddenly in the apartment he lived in.
The girl smiled so much that Diandra also smiled.
"Ehm.introduce. I'm Kanaya.you can call me Naya.." Diandra looked at the girl named Naya who was going to be her roommate. Looks like the good girl from the family is. Thought Diandra.
"Hi.i'm Diandra. It's good to see you.." Diandra introduces herself to Naya.
After some warm time with his new friend, Diandra showed him the room that the girl would occupy.
"I'll be right over here.you're there. What don't mind??". Diandra's voice made Naya turn. He nodded and smiled kindly at the girl.
" Where it doesn't matter.just the same". Diandra nodded.
"Ehmm.I'll rest first. We'll talk again.." Diandra laid his body on the mattress that became part of it.
"Alright.I'll clean myself up first". Naya went into the bathroom.
After Naya Diandra closed both eyes, hoping to fall asleep. But it was difficult to close his eyes the greatness of the shadow of events some time ago still controlled his entire mind.
" Come on Di.you can't keep gini". Inner Diandra held back the cries.
Diandra still heard the bathroom door open, maybe Naya had finished her bath, she thought. But he had no intention of opening his eyes.
Just as he was about to fall asleep, the sound of the phone made him re-conscious. He heard footsteps coming out of the room. Apparently Naya's phone is ringing.
Faintly Diandra heard Naya chatting with no one. Although it is not clear, but Diandra is sure if it is a man.
There was no intention to eavesdrop, but his legs moved automatically. Moreover, the door of the room is not closed perfectly. From the door, Diandra saw Naya sitting behind him at the table eating. The girl was talking to a man. From his attention Diandra guessed if the man was Naya's lover.
The thought of the word lover again made his heart melt. How lucky the other woman is. While he was so unlucky. When he has entrusted his heart and future to a man, it is precisely the man who destroys all his hopes and dreams.
"Maybe my sins are too many.until the test given to me is like I can't get through". Diandra chuckled slowly realizing his thoughts. Perhaps true, he had committed a great sin until now God punished him so painfully.