
Diandra was still staring at the middle-aged woman who was also staring at him with eyes that had been wet with tears.
"Diandra.honeyang.." Seeing the woman who gave birth to him about to embrace him, Diandra took a few steps back to make the mother's hand that was ready to embrace him hang in the air.
"What do you need to find me??". Asked Diandra after successfully mastering himself.
" Dear.." The tears of Dita's mother flowed more and more to see how cold her little daughter was towards her.
Yes, he was aware that even the wounds they had inflicted on Diandra's heart were so soft it was too deep.
"I'm sorry dear mama.forgive me the mistake of mama and papa". Dita cuba, but not a little make Diandra waver.
" What other need are you looking for me for?". Diandra again raised a question that increasingly made Dita sobbing.
"Please don't torture us like this. Please listen to your mother's explanation first.." Dita is getting closer but Diandra is also rewinding his steps.
"Nothing I need to hear anymore.."
"Please don't be like this, son.mama and papa have been looking for you all this time". Dita crunched forward and forced her to hold her two children's hands.
" We're sorry.forgive us our mistakes dear". Dita has even hugged Diandra who rebels want to break away.
Longing after months of not being able to see his son, even his voice Dita could not hear him. Today, the mother of two very young children channeled all her feelings of longing to the daughter she so longed for.
"Please let me go". Diandra's cold voice was like a dagger that was raining right in his heart. Apparently the disappointment and hatred of the daughter he was born with was so great towards her.
" Mama misses you so much Di.." Dita tightened her embrace. If you can be honest, Diandra also misses the warm embrace of the woman who has given birth to him. But his feelings of disappointment still overpowered his common sense.
"You can get out if there's nothing more to talk about". After letting the mother hold her for a while, Diandra brushed her away subtly by pointing at the exit.
" Don't be like this at.mama please". Indeed Diandra felt to be the most ungodly child to let the mother who gave birth to him pray and plead like this. But what power, the pain of his heart over their lies completely overpowered him.
Dita had even squabbled in front of her son. Whatever he would do to make Diandra willing to forgive and come home with him.
Diandra who saw the mother rest so surprised by what Dita did. He even took his foot a few steps back. What her mother should not do.
"What are you doing!". Diandra's voice really indicates that she does not like what her mother is doing at this time.
" Mommy will do whatever you want to forgive us, baby". Dita is still at home. But it seems like everything is in vain. Diandra did not waver in the least with what Dita did.
"Wakeup. You don't deserve to humble yourself before a human like me". Not willing, yes maybe that's what Diandra feels. He was not willing to see his mother humble herself before himself.
" It seems like your wounds are so deep, dear.forgive us who have incised such a deep wound in your heart that is so soft, son.seems like you are also happy without us.." Dita forced her smile even though her heart was slashed, it felt sore.
"I'm sorry that mom's arrival makes you uncomfortable, baby.." Slowly Dita rose from her impact. He looked at his loving daughter who stared back at him coldly and flatly expressionlessly.
" In addition to missing you so much.mama just wanted to say if your sister Dea. He's gone away from us forever". Dita's tears flowed again considering that one of her daughters had gone home.
While Diandra sculpted, his brain still could not digest well the news that his mother conveyed.
"Mama hope you'll come to see your sister's grave, baby.." Dita hugged Diandra before leaving her daughter's apartment with tears. Apparently his arrival did not change the situation that had already happened.
Diandra's body slid to the floor after the door closed, her persistence and arrogance perished instantly. Tears flowed without being able to stand it anymore.
Brother died?? The woman he had thought of as an angel in his life was gone forever?? Isn't this what he wanted?? But why does her heart feel torn?? Even his breathing was choked, as if the oxygen supply in his lungs had run out unceasingly.
Long he was silent with tears that increasingly rushing through his father's face. The cry grew louder and louder, even Diandra roared lamenting how fate was toying with her life.
" Why is Nay..why are they so cruel!!". Shouted Diandra hitting his chest many times.
"Ssttt.calm In". Naya hugged Diandra who was still sitting on the floor.
" Sick Nay..sick". The Diandra cry is getting more and more bitter. Naya had even cried since she saw Diandra's condition.
"What's up?? Story In.." Naya stroked the back of Diandra who was up and down due to her crying.
"aaaaaakkh..Why are you guys!!". Diandra shouted without breaking away from Naya's embrace.
" Sstt..sstt.."
"You are calm, I am here..I'm here, there's me.." That's all Naya can say. He could only calm down and hug Diandra. This is not the right time to ask what problems Diandra is facing.
The two hugged on the floor for how long because Naya felt her legs cramp. He brought Diandra to sit on the sofa. Then he left Diandra and got some water for the chaotic-looking girl.
"Drink first.." Naya holds a glass of water in front of the already calmer Diandra.
"I should've gone for Nay.." Naya didn't understand what Diandra meant.
"Should I be happy if he died?". Diandra looked at Naya with eyes that were wet again by tears.
Naya was silent, now all Diandra needed was a good listener who did not interrupt her fragile expression.
" But why is it so sick here, Nay.." Diandra hit his chest many times.
"I should be happy. This is what I want.liat they suffer. Worrying about her death, but why do I feel sick to Nay.." Naya could only stroke Diandra's shoulder, hoping to reduce the tightness and burden of her friend.
"He has taken away my happiness----"
Diandra told me all the things he experienced so he could get to this town and work in Al's office. Many times Naya is surprised, even repeatedly the girl smothers her mouth when Diandra tells her everything she experienced.
"I don't know what to say. But I'm sure you're the most powerful woman I've ever met". Naya cupped Diandra's face and wiped away her best friend's tears. He hugged Diandra again.
" I'm sure you're capable of confronting them at. He's gone, don't keep your grudges for too long. Aren't you going to be able to continue living quietly if you still hold a grudge??". Naya gave her opinion on the side of her embrace with Diandra.
Through midnight the two just returned to the room and lay their bodies with minds that are still wandering somewhere.
I don't know what time the two fell asleep. To be sure, this morning both returned misfortune and late to the office.
" You don't have to go to the office. Later I cantain direct permission the same Sir Heru deh.." Persuade Naya. He could not bear to see Diandra who still looked beaten.
"Father Nay, you calm down". Diandra gave her smile. The slight smile he forced right to convince Naya.
" I'd like to ask Nay for leave.." Naya looked straight at me.
"You really can't keep running. He's gone, too, Nay.." Diandra smiled wryly
"I'll meet them. Finish what's not done, after that, I'll continue my life without their shadows". Naya widened her smile hearing Diandra willing to follow her advice.
" I was horrified at. I'm sure you can.." Naya hugged Diandra with enthusiasm until she did not realize that now both of them are becoming a spectacle of some people who are passing by in the office lobby.
"No need to embrace Nay. Ntar thinks we have something". Naya immediately took off her embrace and looked around. Sure enough, many eyes were staring at them with strange gazes.
Naya and Diandra can only grin and then run away in their respective rooms.