My heart is not mine

My heart is not mine
Rejection of Love (part.1)



During the day at Rajawali High School, Reyna and her gang are gathering in the cafeteria.


" Seriously you Rey?, Wow your brother is cool to immediately deploy his men to nyariin you." Gio said with admiration


" Well, I'm his favorite sister, so I'm not ridho if he has a girlfriend, which is something I've forgotten again." With a pouting face.


" Therefore you have a boyfriend dong, want to until when you ngrecokin your brother's romantic relationship, pity to know." Miko said


Pleeeetaka……


" Sick to know Rey, the habit of playing with people's heads, pantesan ga da guys who want to be with you, so bar-bar girls anyway." While continuing to rub his aching head.


" Thank God, wek!" While sticking out his tongue, "eat him so the guy's mouth don't be slippery." With a cynical look.


" You're like Tom and Jerry fighting mute, you could be fooling lo." With a seductive smile


" It won't "reply with Miko and Reyna


" Don't fight anymore, Vla where haven't been together?" Ask Gio


" So he said he wanted to go to the toilet before coming here, it was late waiting for him we just eat this food is cold and not good." He began to feed his mouth with food.


" Hey, I am hungry too" said Miko


" Iiiiihhhhh..malah, on the ninggalin eat, Miko slide a little I want to sit " while pushing Miko's body.


" Rese very much Vla play push aja "with a look of annoyance


" You went to the toilet through the Eiffel Tower first huh?, long time right, don't know if we've starved waiting for you." Reyna ketus


" Sorry, just after coming from the toilet I met the mothers who asked to take her to the Principal's room, please, yes, because I am a good child and not arrogant and diligent in saving yaudah deh I between the mother, uh know that the mother does not want to register her child in this school lo " vla's story is long.


" What are we doing here?, it doesn't matter "with a cute face


" Ih you don't know Rey, his son is a handsome boy again, if noticed very similar to your idol the Captain America." Enthusiastically


" Why do you know where he is?, if his son is handsome?" Start curious


" That mother who loves to see her picture, and knows ga, her height is 183 guys, your brother lost tuh, all this time the tallest brother Reyhan with 178cm now there is already a rival." Tell a story with excitement.


So curious guy is really tall and handsome like the captain of America, well have not yet met a new dream has made my heart deg.degan ., Damn like I eat the same words Vla.


" No, you can't " close your eyes and shake your head


" Reyna why are you?, by the way pack the show head bobbles again, lest you fantasize again huh?, Come on ngaku " while pointing towards Reyna


" Apaan anyway, who else fantasized" blushed shyly and made his cheeks turn pink.


" Liar, that's your cheek so red that's "god Gio


" That's enough, we better eat "try to divert the conversation


" Yes right, my stomach is already a concert" said Vla


Derrrttt …


" Attended my phone the sound I picked up first "to get out of his seat and go to the corner of the canteen away from his friends.


" Who is Reyna on the same phone?, Keliatan tense up very ", said Vla while continuing to pay attention to her best friend.


" I have a bad feeling" said Miko


Finished with the phone business, Reyna again approached her friends.


" Where are you going?" Ask Vla curiously


" I have some important business to do, bye" while leaving his three friends with curious feelings.


" What the hell is it, we just follow "take Gio


" Good idea, let's "vla said enthusiastically


" Wait, we'd better not interfere with what's going on - we can have a tantrum, would you like to?"  Miko tries to warn her two friends who start getting possessed by a curious virus.


Elsewhere Reyna began to step foot into a building that was in front of her door stood several guards dressed in all-black complete with sunglasses as well.


" Please miss, enter " while opening the door


" Secretary Kim, where's the man who killed Lusi?" Reyna asked with a serious look.


Plok..plok...plok .(applause sound).


" Bring here "secretary Kim's orders to his men.


Two men dressed in black brought a man with their hands tied.


" Let go of the tie, and leave us both here" Reyna ordered


" Young lady, if there's anything please call us, we're outside this door." Secretary Kim said


" Okay "answe Reyna replied briefly


After the departure of secretary Kim and his men, Reyna tries to get close to the man before her.


" Why are you trying to kill Lusi, what grudge are you with him?" Initiate interrogation


" I have no grudge against Lusi, instead I grudge against you "in a tone full of emphasis


" I'm " pointing at her face, "huh, don't be silly, don't be "A little grin


" Do you remember Lukman?, He is my brother who died because of you" shouting


" Sister Lukman, he's dead?, isn't he now studying in London?" Make sure


" He never went to college, he committed suicide shortly after you publicly humiliated him "his voice grew louder with hateful eyes.


" Shameful brother Lukman, what do you mean? " Riya was confused


" You're either pretending to forget or intentionally forgetting, huh?, Okay let me remind you again " while grinning.


" It started during the PENSI event one year ago, exactly when Lukman was still in class XII and you were still in class X, at that time he painstakingly planned the process of a love statement in the middle of the PENSI event, he was very sure if you would accept it considering your relationship in a few months is very close, very close, but all is not according to your plan to reject the brother Lukman by throwing flowers on his face and passing without thinking about the feelings of the brother Lukman at that time. Do you remember it?" He pointed towards Reyna


" Well, isn't it possible, brother Lukman died because of me?" Grumbled as his head lowered and the legs slowly retreated backwards. " You must have lied "Yelling


" You take a good look at this videotape, it was taken by Lukman shortly before he ended his life." Handing over the phone to Reyna


Hi Faiz, maybe you saw this video after big brother is no longer in this world, sorry big brother can not be someone to be proud of, brother feels frustrated when the brother who loves rejects sister just like that, maybe this is a little naive but the brother is really embarrassed already rejected in front of many people, he said, brother feels the pride of his brother is harassed but yes already love can not be forced. Please take good care of our parents and be a person to be proud of, brother advised please your brother's death is a secret from many people, especially Reyna, tell everyone that you are now continuing your studies in London, thank you for being the best sister, bye.


" Hiks.hiks.i did not expect my rejection a year ago to incise a deep wound in the heart of Lukman's brother." While crying a mouthful.


Thank you for reading my novel


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