My Destiny You

Part 9's

Aish brought a stack of taaruf CV files to the room, placed them on the dresser. For some time he refused to touch her. There was nothing wrong with them, only that he was already too lazy to deal with things like this anymore.

But because of Abi's advice who asked him to sort out first, well he complied. The woman read and examined one by one the papers containing the biodata, vision and mission of the marriage of the brothers.

Up to one-third of the files Aish had read, but nothing had touched his heart. Maybe because I'm too tired to hope to be met with the right man. To make her heart freeze and hard to touch.

He did not want to feel disappointed because of humans anymore. So more to resignedly waiting for the arrival of a soul mate. His weapon only increased prayer, when he had given up on the earth.

Aishabella is just an ordinary human being, who has a sense of tiredness. Until the peak he chose to quit the thing that made him depressed himself. Yes, seeing these taaruf files creates an inner pressure on her life.

A heavy sigh escaped from Aish's mouth. The thirty-two-year-old woman turned a blind eye after finishing a quick read of dozens of taaruf CVs. His hand held one of the envelopes he picked up most recently.

There was no way he would have told Abi that nothing interested his heart. After all, if not fooled God will have his own way to thwart. And vice versa, right now all he thinks about is Abi's happiness. Yes, even in the wrong way for sacrificing himself.

With Bismillah he will establish the heart to start this longest service. People say love will come because it is used to it. I hope that happens to him too.

Whatever he'll do for Abi's happiness. As long as Abi is still healthy and can be happy. I don't know when God will separate them. Imagining it made Aish shudder in horror. How will his life be if Abi no one accompanies his days.

Just the matter of a soul mate alone made him overthinking everywhere. To be honest, he was afraid that people would be forced to marry him just because they looked respectfully at Abi. He was afraid that the person who married him was holding another name in his heart.

It seemed like past events created a memory of its own in his head. Makes Aish more protective of her heart so as not to get hurt again.

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Forced or not Aish will still do it for Abi. For now the business of his heart becomes the umpteenth. The woman smiled in a knot shaking her head, still wrapped in a mukena. They had just returned to dawn prayers at the mosque.

"Abi doesn't want you to be forced to do this" he said, inviting Aish to sit down. "Marriage is the longest worship that the devil hates the most. Of course there will be many tests in it, need physical and mental readiness. If you are forced to do it could be a boomerang for yourself," Abi Zayid's advice was followed by a swipe at the top of Aish's head.

Aish was unable to answer, because everything Abi said was indeed the thing that scared her.

"Abi doesn't want to scare you. Abi just wants you to be sure of your choice and there's no regret there."

"Aish knows Abi, everything Aish has thought of." Aish smiled reassuringly to the abi, although there were still doubts in the recesses of his heart. But he did not reveal. People know enough that he is okay, about the heart let him take care of himself.

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Geo massaged his throbbing temple, his eyes sore because he could not sleep all night. Her life is always haunted by Ara's shadow. It's hard to forget that girl.

Repeatedly reminded himself that his girl was happy with another man. But still, his heart was too stupid to be advised. Prefer to be hurt rather than open your heart to new people.

The man paused for a moment to sit on the edge of the sidewalk, burying his dizzy head to his knees. Lack of sleep and not eating since last night makes his body not powered.

Today he is not jogging around the park, but rather trying another route to the residential complex area. The garden always reminded him of Ara. But he often visited the place to kill his longing.

The pat on the back made Geo lift his paled face. His eyes twitched could not see clearly who was in front of him. He was never this weak to live life. But now he couldn't pretend to be strong.