My Destiny You

The Part 64

Aish spent the whole day in the room. After cleaning up this morning, he returned. Just waking up when prayer time came, his mood had not improved.

Although Geo said various kinds of sweet words. But it entered his heart just like a falsehood, not sincerity.

Aish certainly knows for sure, her husband's heart was still filled with other women. If he used to be able to accept all that, but now it is different. It felt so stifling to the chest considering there was another name that filled the space of her husband's heart.

"Madam, this is a snack you sent." Rena knocks on the door, but Aish refuses to open it.

"Come in" said Aish without rising from the bed.

Rena opened the door slowly, usually they were forbidden to enter the room. "Mrs sick?" The panic saw the master still wrapped in a blanket.

Aish replied with a headband, "again lazy to get up."

"This is try first, Mr. Pandu who drove him directly." Tell Rena, put the pea seasoning pegs on the nightstand.

Looking at the food Aish let out a long sigh, "it's a lick not a snack." She muttered fussingly, somehow her husband was cravings for a lick. And who was forced to eat all that himself.

"That's edible for one village Ma'am," Aish commented on a plate filled with pegs.

"Later if we don't finish sharing, Madam will make food or warm drinks." Bargain Rena to her uninspired employer.

"I don't have appetite, Mommy."

"Where if we take a walk to the park behind Madam, let's not spare. Later his body hurts all if only lying down," asked Rena.

Aish nodded in agreement, carrying the tray containing the cilok along. Rena offers to take her, but the pregnant woman wants to take her alone.

They were sitting in one of the gazebos, the afternoon sky was still bright. Accompanied by the wind that greeted him coldly, Aish stuffed one by one the pegs into her mouth. Rena refused to eat the round food, so she ate it alone.

There was no talk between them for long. Until Aish asks first, "Bak is married?"

"We married because we were betrothed, not in love with each other. After I gave birth, I was banished and my son was taken away. He's back to the woman he loves."

Rena's story makes Aish hold the game strong. Will Geo later also throw it like that.

"But that's the past, there's been a lot of people who have arranged it. So I can't go against the will of fate" he continued with a bitter smile. His eyes were so dewy that he remembered all the bad memories he had.

"Master loves Madam very much yes, Madam is a very lucky woman. Your love, care and affection are for the Madam."

Aish smiled, not knowing that her husband had never loved her.

"What is seen is not what it is" replied Aish bitterly.

"Maybe," Rena looked up at the sky. "Sometimes people can smile to cover their wounds. Likewise with feelings, people behave as if they love but in fact only a falsehood. But one grip we have. Allah is All-Good, for all his plans. Did not what happened today not escape God's planning."

Rena's words that make Aish jerk. All this time he felt he understood religion, but in fact it was a big zero in mengikhlaskan destiny that God chose.

"Even if the reality is as the Madam thinks. But believe me, it takes a great effort to fight your own feelings. And the Master did that for Madam, still the Madam became a very lucky woman. Many men who he said loved but were irresponsible to his son and wife, abandoned their own families."

Again Aish was slapped with what Rena said. He never thought of getting there, even though he did not love him Geo was always responsible. Fulfill all the needs of his birth and mind. Always prioritize his comfort, to the point of sacrificing his own feelings.

"I don't justify what you're doing. But at least that's how you look at him. It must mean living with people who don't love us." Rena clasped Aish's hand to strengthen.

"It takes a big heart to accept all reality. You just need to be open to each other to know each other's feelings, so as not to hold on to disappointment. And being patient, opening your heart takes time, doesn't it?"

"They need a happy mother and a father who is always by her mother's side." Rena ventured to rub Aish's stomach with a sincere smile.

"Bring yourself up, hurt yourself, don't solve the Madam's problems. Even the Madam's head feels fuller."

That afternoon Rena talked a lot and Aish could not deny every word that came out of the woman's mouth.