My dear sister

episode 66

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Let my eyes out at the door of my room.

Who the hell, I'd be lazy out of the room.

I don't have a strong heart to face their togetherness.

So I decided to lock myself in the room.

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Again, do I just shut up and pretend to sleep.

But this is cowardice, sooner or later I still have to deal with it.

I rubbed my face repeatedly.

Widya,ayo face it.Don't be a coward.

I walked towards the door of my room, I took a deep breath.

I opened the door and stood Lay in front of me.

I was quickly pushed into the room and closed the door again.

I stared not understanding.

Lay hugged me tightly.

I just kept quiet not to return Lay's embrace.

"Lay..."

Lay didn't say he kept hugging me without speaking.

This is the child why, not usually nyosor gini deh.

Lay took off his embrace slowly.

He looked at my face with a tight.

"you know what, I miss you so much" he kissed my forehead.

I close my eyes.

God, it turns out Lay thought of me.

But immediately a short shadow as the hospital and the events of this afternoon flashed through my mind.

I'd take my eyes off him.

And soon I tried to get away from Lay.

"Sorry Lay, I .I don't feel good about Cath.You better get out soon"

Lay looked at me not understanding.

He stood looking at me.

Widya, what the hell are you saying.

You hurt yourself.

Isn't this a chance for you to let go of your longing.

"what.." That's all Lay said.

I immediately realized the situation.

"ehm.I mean.I ..I just don't feel good.

If Cath thinks we're too far away" I err.

Lay approached me, holding both of my shoulders.

He stared at me sharply.

I saw his eyes filled with questions.

I'm afraid she'll find my dislike for Cath.

I'm subduing my view.

"Why have you changed?" whispered

Well, I have to answer what.

"Why did you turn out this way.You know, I did all this for you.But why is it that even now you're giving me up for him"

Shaken my body.

I just leave without being able to answer.

I didn't mean it that way before.

But I'm also hurt by what happened.

It seems that my heart is not as strong as I thought.

I thought I wouldn't be jealous.

But now I feel hurt.

"My answer, what's wrong with you?" again Lay tried to ask.

I tried to escape from his grip.

Lay was too strong to hold me.

"Take off Lay, it hurts" I said

Lay's never been like this before.

He was always gentle, I felt like I was facing the other side of Lay.

"ill? sick you say.Terus this?Have you ever thought about this?"ask Lay while pointing towards his heart.

I just shut up, I took a deep breath.

Lay hugged me again.

I kept quiet, I didn't know what to do.

" Please, don't be like this.You're really hurting me if you're like this"

Lay's voice sounded hoarse.

Lay crying?I don't seem to believe.

But right, I hurt Lay.

Soon I return Lay's embrace, I'll take his back slowly.

Lay took off his arms and rubbed his cheeks.

I nodded, trying not to cry.

"I'm sorry." I said

Lay smiled knot.

He kissed both my hands.

"You're innocent, it's wrong"

Lay tried to encourage me.

I hugged Lay warmly.

Lay rubbed my back and he kissed my crown.

I have long since missed this warmth.

Lay took off his embrace and looked at my face fixedly.

I looked back at him.

I miss this face, the figure that these few months always warms my heart.

Lay brought his face closer, closer, and closer.

I know, this kid wants to kiss me.

It doesn't feel right for me to refuse at this time.

So I let him kiss my lips.

I closed my eyes, trying to enjoy all this.

Our breaths become one.

Lay's embrace of my body grew tighter.

My breath is running out.

I tried to end Lay's kiss.

Lay understood, releasing his lips.

I was looking for fresh air.

"You're funny, don't hold your breath during dong's kiss" Lay chuckled.

Maybe my face is red right now, out of shame.

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The sound of knocking at the door.

Lay and I looked at each other.

That must be Cath.

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"Widya" Cath's voice called out to me.

I immediately pushed Lay's body.

"Lay,cepaf gagged" I whispered.

Lay was silent, drawing his hands to hide.

I want to hide where this is.

Don't let Cath see Lay in my room.

Underneath, don't.Later dirty.

I pull it in front of the closet.

I opened the closet door.

It's too full, can't.

I closed it back.

I held my head.

"Widya" call Cath again.

I looked at Lay begging.

Lay smiled

"Just open the door, don't be afraid" Lay whispered.

I looked at Lay not understanding.

He kissed my forehead, and he went right to the window.

Open it and get out of there.

Why not think about it.

I'll lock my window right away.

And walk open the door.

Cath was standing at my door.

He seemed worried and tried to research into my room.

"yes.." I said.

"ehm..I thought you were asleep.Sorry to bother you.I'm looking for Lay, do you know where he is?"

I lifted my shoulder, and shook my head.

"i don't know" I replied briefly.

Cath smiled

"yes, I'm sorry.Please continue your rest"

I nodded and immediately closed the door.

I breathed a sigh of relief, Huft almost.

Sorry Cath, maybe I'm too sniffy with you

I can't hide my jealousy.

I can't accept you being among us.