My dear sister

episode 42

All that I have lived in my life, dreams.This is indeed life, we cannot choose everything that has been outlined by God.

But still we must be grateful and live it sincerely.

"honey.you why, kok daydreaming"

My mother's soft voice surprised me

I smiled a little, and looked at my mom

This is my real mama, why even though I have started to accept it,but honestly from the bottom of my heart can not be close like mother.What because mother who from childhood always take care of me so I can only consider mother like my real mother.

"gapapa ma." I said, Mama took her seat and sat down beside me.

I held my hand gently.It felt so warm.

"honey, mama wants to say something to you.Will you...?" said mama softly.

I nodded in agreement.

"can ma.." what's up. I said.

Mama shut up and looked me in the eye..

The hair that covers my eyes.

"honey, eehm.."

I looked at my mother with a sharp look, this problem again.

Mama silently looked at the gaze of my eyes that look protested.She held my hand tighter.I lowered my gaze.

"honey.no, mama didn't mean to ruin our mood, we just got to know each other."

I'm switching my eyes.

"honey. don't be mad.." persuaded mama.

I'm back down..

I breathe deeply.

Then I put myself back to look at my mom.

"ma. can I ask for something." I said.

Mama looked at me carefully..

"of course.certain ..sayang," he said.

I looked into my mama's eyes.

"ma... please cancel my matchmaking" I said.

Mama looks surprised, she's stunned for a while.

"Ma. I don't want any matchmaking,"my neighbor.

My mother remained silent and did not answer.

I was reluctant to say more.I can only hope that my mother will grant my request.

" mom can't refuse, dear.."

I'm back down.

"Your late father who used to have this plan.Mama only did what your father wanted", explained mama.

" but ma. I don't know him, and I'm not ready either." I explained.

Mama held my cheek and stroked it gently.

"yeah already.we talk another time dear.Don't think about it." mama smiled, but I know it was a fake smile.

Mama must be disappointed in me.

But I'm not ready for this match either.

And after all this is modern times, why should there be all matchmaking.

I'm happy to hear, finally I can go to school again.Bored I feel at home continue.

No friends, boring.

"really ma. oh, thank you ma.." I said.

I hugged my mom, my mom returned my arms.

I kissed my forehead gently.

"i'm so happy to go to school again" I said.

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The day I finally arrived.Today I was able to go back to school.

Everything really has mama prepared carefully.

Unlike at Lilian's mother's house, here I set out alone just escorted a driver.

If there I leave with Will.

Will who likes jail, who nyebelin, but good.

My school is the best school in my city.

The building is so nice, I was stunned to see every corner of this school.

His indifferent students, who are busy with their respective activities, so as not to pay attention to the surrounding.

I kept walking to find my class.

It feels like all the hallways I've explored, but I haven't found my class yet.

My feet are tired of walking up and down stairs.

Eitts, I'm lost.What room is this....?

The room was empty with only a few seats,

maybe this is unused space.

Hufft, I need to find my class soon.

Don't let my first day get in trouble, I thought.

When I was about to turn around, from behind the door I saw smoke billowing.

The fires?? danger, I must see it.

Quickly I came to the direction of the smoke, the atmosphere was so quiet.Kukira this place is rarely passed by people.

Why is there smoke?

I pushed open the door to be more open.

And how surprised I was, there appeared a male student sitting relaxed while smoking.

Both of his legs he put on the table.

Seeing me coming he immediately threw away his cigarette and stood up.

"fuck it. I thought teacher.."his partner.

I looked at him with anger.

" Why look at me like that, you don't know who I am yet.Quick get out of here" he said.

Huft.

Who wants to stay here long, my inner self.

Immediately I turned around, and was about to pass.

"eeissz , wait a minute.Awas ya don't talk about anything." he threatened

I didn't say anything, I left that place immediately.