
I opened my eyes slowly, I must have fallen asleep.
It was dark and I woke up soon.
I'm out of the room, Lay's shoes are in front of his room.
Berati Lay has returned home.
I was about to knock on Lay's room but I paled.
I heard Will's voice.
The boy's here, I'm trying to get closer to the door
"o.so that, "Lay's voice
"yes you already know about us." - Will.
What they're talking about, and why they're familiar now.
I was too close to the door until subconsciously the slightly opened door was pushed by my hand and opened.
They looked at me.
I stood sculpting, and could only grin.
"hehehehe.. sorry, I .. I'm disturbing" I said.
Soon I turned around to leave.
"Widya. you're awake." said Will.
He stood up and so did Lay.
"ehm.iyaa," I said as I glanced at Lay.
I'm still angry with this kid.
Lay looks awkward as well as his eyes.She daritadi silent only.
"i'm ready for dinner" Lay said and was about to pass.
Will's preventing Lay,
"we should not eat outside, once celebrating Widya's return"
Will tried to make some advice.
I shut up, I stared at Lay sharply.
"it's up to you guys that way." Lay said.
"i'm not in the mood to get out, I'm full anyway." I said.
I immediately walked towards my room.
Somehow it still feels sad and angry over Lay's attitude.
Will tried to follow me,
"why the hell are you, is there anyone still sick?" ask Will.
"gpp, I'm just still limp.Not want to go anywhere." I replied.
Will followed me into my room,
"want what...?" much
"no. I just want to see your room." said Will.He casually fell asleep in my bed.
Things Lay never did while with me.
Their nature makes a lot of difference.
Lay knows how to appreciate women.
Lay is always soft and kind.
Comprehensive and sometimes even he can make others happy even if he is hurt.
Hi, where's Lay.
Disappear again the boy.
Without me knowing Will was standing behind me, he hugged me from behind.
I tried to escape.
"let's go, let's put it this way for a moment.Tomorrow I'm home.." whispered Will.
I'm silent, tomorrow Will will return to Indo*****.
Hearing that suddenly my chest felt tight.
Now we're going to split up again, I close my eyes.My heart drops and hits Will's hand.
Will immediately turned my back and hugged me from the front.
"what's up..?why are you crying. ?"
Kissing my forehead, I looked down.
"Don't cry dong," hugged him again I'm tighter.
I can't say anything.I feel claustrophobic.
I cried, sobbing releasing all the stifled feelings in my chest.
"may I ask you something?"Will said shrewdly.
I try to nod
" do you like Lay?"ask Will.
I took Will's embrace slowly.
I'm silent not answering, I don't want to hurt Will.
I know Will loves me very much, but I can't lie with my feelings anymore.
I'm really in a dilemma, but I realize I can't be selfish.
I sit on the bedside.
Will walked over to me and sat down next to me.
"please answer Widya honestly, do you like her?" will said more emphatically.
I dare not look Will in the eye.
I can only duck.
"i .. I don't know.." I replied slowly.
Will grabbed my hand and held it tightly.
"that's the answer for me, thank you." said Will.
Will stepped out of my room.
There was a sense of being thrown away as if I would never see Will again.
I don't want to lose Will, I love him too despite his different affections.
I can only cry resignedly.Nobody knows my feelings.I touched someone, I touched someone,
"why are you crying..? can you tell me, what problem do you have..?" lay's voice mimicked the voice of a finger puppet.
I stared at the finger puppet in Lay's hand.
This kid always shows up to cheer me up.
"princess, let's tell you what's going on..?" again he tried to hide.
I laughed a little at it..
"that's dong, smile is beautiful"
I hit the finger puppet slowly..
"oh.kok I was beaten anyway.sir fierce princess.."
I'm watching my tears
"you are also evil." I said
"i'm evil.?evil why my daughter's master..?"
I'm pouting
"you don't want to see me in the hospital, where are you." I said as I looked at Lay, let him feel.
Lay let out a long sigh, he knew I needed an explanation.
The finger puppet was released and he sat beside me.
"here." he said, telling me to come closer and lean in his arms.I obediently, he said,
"what do you think it is..?" ask Lay softly
I just kept quiet, and enjoyed this warm embrace.
It felt so good to hear Lay's voice.