My dear sister

episode 39

I've been here a week , at my mother Maria's house.

The days felt so boring, too many rules and prohibitions.

I really can go crazy if I keep doing this.

Stev always escorts me wherever I go.

Mama was so scared that I ran away from her side again.

This morning the lawyer came to hand me a power of attorney,

like I'm a thing that has no heart.

Now I officially have to stay here forever.

"take this. "a voice breaks my daydream.

I stared at the plate with the peel of fruit in front of my face, Stev ..he was loving and so considerate.

But I think it's too harsh and authoritarian.

Cut the plate and put it on the table in front of me.

Stev looked at me sharply, I don't care

"eat.".

I took the fork and threw the fruit away with anxiety.

No appetite at all, though,

I bribed lazily.

Just to avoid a debate with Stev.

Stev sat in front of me, watching me.

Makes me nervous and uncomfortable.

"liatin what sihhh." grumbled.

"you ...." Stev crossed his legs.

"i'm why, "I looked at Stev back

"May I ask , something ?"

I nodded

"why don't you want to be with us so much .."

I was stunned, I almost choked.

I breathe and I don't answer right away.

After a few minutes I saw Stev still faithfully waiting for my answer.

"may I not answer it.."

I said, Stev shrug.

"whatever .. "whispers

"Is it important for you to know whether I'm happy or not ? Have you and your mom ever cared about me ?"

I said loud.

Stev is silent

"have you ever thought about my feelings,

You never thought I existed, did you ? why do you care so much about me now ?"

I felt so light after saying all this.

Stev sat up straight and picked up the fruit on my side,

he ate some.

His expression was flat, though,

I thought he had no heart.Just talk to rich gini, my inner man.

I stood up, Stev looked at me

"where are you going, you finished your question?"

said ..

"i want to go to the room, it's free to talk to you." I said

"I'll answer all that, sit down."

I was a little surprised ,,

then sit back.

Stev looked at me, he was silent for a moment.

"do you remember your birthday was celebrated at school when you were a kid?

Do you remember ever having a blue bike ? you remember getting a mysterious gift

on every birthday?"

I looked at Stev with a clueless look.

"that's all the mama gave you, and never once did you force your mother to tell you if

that's the mama that sent for you."

Mama ,,?? Why didn't you say ??

I know why mom,

I must have not known about my mother.

Yes, in the letter of the agreement I cannot know before I am 17 years old.

I felt like I was being played with by destiny.

Stev's words continued to flow one by one nonstop, nonstop,

it makes me feel cornered by circumstances that I want to or should not be able to accept.

Stev approached me, the first time he gently wiped my hair, he embraced me.

"listen, we love you.Mama is your real mother, there's no way mama doesn't love you.Even so much you outweigh me.You should know that.Mama needs you next to her "persuade Stev

I just kept quiet, so I still don't feel like I'm ready for any of this.

Sooner or later I have to accept all of this.

Maybe it's time.

Lord, please give me a strong heart to see and accept all of this.

I can't hate anyone, it's all written down by my destiny.

"don't cry." whispered Stev.

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After that day I felt so guilty with my mother, I was too hard-hearted.

I would love to see my mom and apologize, but she hasn't come home from her business trip yet.

I got out of the room and immediately went to find Stev.

But he's not everywhere.

Where's the kid, maybe in his room.

I'm going to Stev's room, I'm going to slow down.

There's no answer.

Is he sleeping ? it's not usual for Stev to leave without telling me.

I can't possibly look for him, though,

even out of the yard I never.

The house is always locked by Stev,huft.

I turned around and was about to pass,

when I heard Stev inside there was a loud noise.

It means Stev's inside, but why don't you say.

Knock the door again,,

still not validated.Maybe not locked.

I tried to open it and it was unlocked.

I pushed the door slowly.

Day ..