My dear sister

episode 63

" Tell me what you want to say, listen to your heart and don't be afraid to make a decision "

I will always remember Will.

Last message from you before you really have to leave me here.

I'm still standing in the airport yard with Lay.

Hugged my shoulder as if to calm the turmoil I was feeling due to Will's departure.

I kept staring at the plane that had just left the airport, and took Will away from me.

I'm sorry Will.

Although I tried to hold him.

Lay stroked my shoulder, and kissed my forehead.

"let's go home." he asked.

I was led into the car.

I kept quiet not talking, it felt so sad for my heart.

Lay held my hand..

I can't be selfish, there's Lay's feelings I need to keep, too.

I looked at Lay's face, Lay was also looking at me.

He smiled a lot, even though I knew his smile was very stiff.

I leaned my head against his shoulder, why is there comfort when I do this.

I closed my eyes, enjoying this taste.

Lay rubbed my head, kissed my forehead.

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"want to walk..?" bring Lay

We were enjoying breakfast.

Mama is now sending someone to help with homework.

So now Lay is no longer busy cooking and I am free from cleaning the house.

But it was boring, because there was nothing else we could do.

Especially the rich gini semester holidays.

"maybe.." I replied

We continued the breakfast.

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"where the hell are we going...?" much

Lay is still focused on the wheel.

We're almost an hour away, but I don't know the direction of this trip yet.

Lay glanced at me, and smiled sweetly.

"patience later you also know." he replied.

I took my hand and held it.

I don't know why I've never rejected anything Lay did to me.

I don't even want to protest for anything.

I realize how I feel, I love, I love Lay.

Even though Lay and I have never said anything.

But I did not dare to ask and be frank.

I'm afraid Lay doesn't like our relationship.

Although Lay is nice to me, but I'm not sure he loves me.

"hi... why daydream..think what the hell ..?" ask Lay, take care of my hair.

Yes I'm proud to have it, although I may not necessarily have it.

"Lay.." I tried to ask.

"hemm.. yeah,,?" Lay looked at me seriously, and then focused again on the road.

I hesitated to ask, What is this not shy about...

Lay looked at me again seriously, squeezing my hands softly.

"we're silent, what's wrong?" ask Lay

"gpp.." I said.I dare not ask, I am ashamed.

Lay laughed, he laughed at me.

Kan, Widya you're really shy.

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I look around me,,

"how good, I often come here when I'm ready." said Lay.

The view in front of me is beautiful.

I didn't know there was such a beautiful place here.

I closed my eyes, I breathed deeply.

I'm enjoying all this, Lay is already standing behind me.

Makes me surprised, put my hand on it.

Until both hands are stuck to each other.

He lifted our hands to the level of the shoulders.

"brush your eyes again, and enjoy." whispered Lay.

I obeyed Lay's words, I closed my eyes again.

We were like going to fly, enjoying the afternoon weather, with a dim view.

And a cool breeze caressed our bodies.

Lay's face stuck to me, accidentally when I turned I kissed him on the cheek.

Well, how rich impressed me who ambition gini yes.

Lay still closed his eyes.

Look carefully, you are absolutely perfect.

Fine, soft and charming.

Lay suddenly opened his eyes and immediately looked at me.

Until our faces cling to each other.

It's very close, but I don't want to dodge.

Somehow at first, without realizing our lips were kissing each other.

And I don't want to refuse it.

"i love you." whispered Lay.

Didn't I hear wrong, I stared at Lay with a look of disbelief.

"i love you..Widya's.." Lay repeated his words.

Hugged my body and with a sense of sadness I returned his embrace.

"i love you too." I whispered.

Lord.

Thank you for my soul mate that you have set.

Thank ye.