
Love is magical to me.
It was magical to come suddenly.
Here, along with Lay.I feel perfect and be the happiest woman.
***
3 Months later
I came home from college alone.Lay was not feeling well.So he asked permission.
I think there's a guest at home.
I'll be right inside the house.
I saw in the guest room, a woman crying.
Beside him was a boy my age.
And Lay was sitting there, too.
He smiled at me and immediately approached me.
"here he is, meet him.He's my fiancee, Widya."
lay proudly introduced me to them.
I bowed to pay my respects.
I immediately looked at Lay, trying to inquire about the guest.
Lay smiled and took me to sit down.
"Widya, this is Catherin's mother and this is her sister."
I looked at the two men.
Yeah, I haven't seen Cath in a long time.
I looked at Lay back.
But Lay remained silent not to say anything.
I looked at Cath's sister and her mother in turn.
Mother Cath approached me and held both of my hands.
"Please help us, please,"
He tried to bend at me.
I immediately grabbed her shoulder and told her to stand up.
I stood up and embraced this aunt's body.
"Auntie, what's this?" my question is not to understand.
The aunt cried again.
I tried to calm him down and told him to sit down.
After a bit of calm I tried to ask back.
"aunty, can aunty explain what this is?" my many.
The aunt looked at me, holding my hand tightly.
"Cath, Math is now in a bad state.Only Lay can help him."
The aunt told me a long story about Cath's current state.
I shut my mouth, surprised.
Cath is sick and she keeps delirious calling Lay's name.
The disease can't even be detected.
Maybe it was because of the feelings he felt for himself.
And now Cath's mom is here to ask Lay to be by Cath's side until Cath gets well.
I looked at Lay with an imploring look.
"I can't." Lay said with confidence and passed away.
He went into his room.
"Tante, I'll persuade him" I said.
"Auntie beg Widya, please persuade Lay."
I'm nodding.
****
From this afternoon Lay did not come out of his room.
He hasn't even touched his dinner yet.
Knock on Lay's bedroom door, no answer.
I tried to open Lay's room door.
Unlocked, I'll open it soon.
I saw Lay standing looking out the window of his room.
His hand was put in his pants pocket.
I hesitated to enter, but I had to enter.
I walked slowly
"If you're here to persuade me, forget it. It's a waste"
Lay suddenly spoke, I hesitated for a moment to beg.
But that was the purpose of my arrival.
I immediately approached Lay, and stood behind him.
"Please, don't be stubborn Lay.Cath is currently sick.
Don't you feel sorry for his family?" I tried to persuade Lay.
Lay turned around and looked at me sharply
"do you know what you were talking about?"
I lowered my gaze.
"I know." I replied.
Yeah, I know Lay, this means I'm gonna have to let you get close to Cath for a while.
"You know, why are you trying to persuade me!" lay's voice sounded loud.
He sat down on his bed.
I approached Lay and squatted under his knees.
I held Lay's hand tightly.
"Lay, this is only for a while.I know you love me so much.
I can't share my feelings with other women, but we're doing this just for Cath's recovery."
I put my head on Lay's thigh.
Lay stroked my head gently.
I actually realized, there was a painful feeling as I tried to be sincere.
I'm not actually willing.
But I realized, from the beginning Cath really liked Lay.
It turns out that the two of them grew up together since childhood and Cath idolized Lay since childhood.
****
"I'm doing all this just for you."
Lay kissed my forehead.
I'm nodding.
I closed my eyes.
"be careful" I whispered
Lay nodded and immediately got into the car that picked him up.
I took off with a look.
Lord..
Is this a right or wrong decision.
I feel like something is missing.
I feel a great sadness in my heart.