My dear Siomay

The rain ......

Tio usually comes to me. Now I have to try to get to him. He was always there when I needed him, but now he's gone missing like he's lost and hasn't found his way home. His lost memory has not returned. It was the cold attitude he showed. The rain came down, pounding my body. This rain fell so hard, along with the tears that were dripping down my cheeks. I sat down and bowed, remembering what happened to me.

A few moments before....

"Take this woman out!", the woman sent a bodyguard who then took me by force. The small plate containing siomay that I brought for Tio fell and broke.

"Let go!I can walk by myself!", I let go of the guard's grip and walk by myself. They took me out of the hotel. In the garden among the blooming flowers, there we stopped.

"Tio is my girlfriend", I am full of confidence.

"There's something you should know, we were engaged when we were babies, if now you claim to be his girlfriend, then you're the guy's girlfriend" she looked at me.

"But he likes me" I'm still stubborn.

"Then let's prove whether she'll recognize you and still like you" she looks confident.

Suddenly Tio looked like he was looking for someone and headed to where we were. The woman immediately waved her hand at Tio and it made her come closer to this place.

"You turned out to be here, I'm looking for you where" Tio spoke to her fiance.

"Darling, this woman claims to know you, even saying she's your boyfriend, really no?", she smiled.

"You who?I don't know you, my girlfriend and my fiance are Renata Prayoga, we're getting married" Tio looked at the woman he called Renata. The woman was happy, maybe she was like being in the clouds being treated like that by Tio.

"Rena, don't mind this woman, Aunt Ralin's waiting for us, but we're coming in", Rio's only looking after Rena and not me. It broke my heart. They went to the room where the wedding was held.

Just a few days ago, Tio had completely changed 360 degrees. It was like we never knew each other. Was it so hard that he lost me in his mind?should I cut his head off again for him to remember?such an incident I often see in movies also in soap operas. He said the person who lost his memory had to be banged again in order for his memory to return.

"Tio, my dear Siomay!", I shouted that word as a way to bash back his memories. He finally fell silent, his steps restrained by my words. Anywhere approaching me.

"Your name is Isna right?", suddenly Tio asked.

"Yes, my name isna, do you remember?", I feel good not being a bitch, maybe the idea of 'banging' it works?. Tio grabbed my hand, then he took the pen out of his pocket and wrote something down.

"This is my signature, you're one of my fans aren't you?!so don't be sad because I've already given you this signature", Tio smiled and left after writing his signature on my sleeve. I can only be silent and do not know what to say, laugh or cry.Funny but once the pain hits my heart, my side is difficult to say a word. Tio was gone and I was left alone.

The rain came. I cry while sitting. What else do I have to do so that Tio can get to know me?should I remove him from my heart like Tio's memory loss of me?but getting rid of the feelings we have for someone is not an easy thing and is not like turning a palm. It takes a long time to get rid of it can even make us sick to birth and inner if not able to control it. What am I supposed to do?I bowed my head while feeling the cold as the rain water had soaked all over my body. What was warm at that time were only my tears that came out without feeling. I stayed there long enough. As if already desperate, it feels lazy to step and walk.

"Tio, do you remember who I am?", my tears grew, in vain I expected a miracle that finally happened.

"Sorry, I don't remember who you are yet. But I wanted to ask you about what my siomay means, baby. But before, 'cause we got in my car", Tio took me to his car.

With a wet body, I began to feel the cold. My entire body trembled withstanding the piercing cold. Finally Tio parked his car in the parking lot of his hotel downstairs. He immediately took me into a hotel room and asked his workers to bring a change of clothes and a thick blanket. Don't forget he asked to send food to my room.

After I change clothes. I lay my body on the bed and covered myself with a thick blanket earlier.Tio left after dropping me off and asked someone to help me change clothes.

I have hope again. After it almost went out. Tio might not remember, but those memories could definitely be there again if I kept reminding him. Evidently he still remembers my dear siomay after he ate siomay, his favorite food. It must be that in his heart there was still a desire to search for his lost memories after I mentioned that word.

Suddenly the sound of my phone in the bag rang. My bag was wet, fortunately my phone was only slightly wet because it was at the bottom. Apparently Erna called, she must be worried because I disappeared. There were 20 missed calls. While in the park earlier maybe the sound of my phone was not heard because of the heavy rain. Immediately I picked up my phone which kept ringing.

"Erna, I'm sorry I didn't tell you before I left. Brother is fine. You go home first, you still have to", I lied so that Erna would not worry. Ernapun. After that, he hung up the phone.

Back to the silence. I was alone in that hotel room. Tio hasn't been seen coming. He said he wanted to know more about my dear siomay. I began to sleepy, rather than the dreamy boss mending me rest and nap. Finally I fell asleep, after a long time not taking a nap because it worked to slam the bones for my life.

Tio already remembered me, we joked and laughed together. It was happy then, but my heart still felt heavy, when we were together. And it turns out I was dreaming. I opened my eyes and someone touched my cheek. Ku

put those hands away reflexively.

"You're up?", Rio apparently tried to hold my cheek.

"What are you doing?", I don't accept Tio's treatment.

I feel like there's liquid in my mouth. I immediately got it out of my mouth.

"I.iya, that's what I want to clean", Tio with a smile. There was a tissue in his hand.

"Why are you cleaning it?", I'm actually embarrassed, so I'm angry.

"Sorry, this hotel must always be clean, as well as the pillow that is here, so to avoid getting dirty, I try to clean it", Tio so innocently.

"Oh, so it's because I'm afraid your pillowcase is dirty and smelly, okay, now that I open it and take this glove, I'll wash it at home" I'll open the pillowcase and go to the bathroom. I wash my face immediately. Well, I'm so embarrassed, want to be kept where my face is.