My dear Siomay

Back again

This happened so fast. After speaking like that, my heart actually regretted. But what can I do, circumstances force me to do that. Who are they really?all I know is that Mas Zein's parents are dead. Without saying much more, I immediately left the room full of sadness.

"Isna, we can talk first!", Mas Zein tried to block me, but I didn't care about the call. I'll go to the bathroom immediately. Luckily there was no one, so I could cry as much as I could.

"Goodbye my first love, maybe we're not a match!", the word made me even more sad.

A week later....

I'm trying to avoid Mas Zein. It's all for our good, even if it's actually sick. I also feel like I'm not the right person for him. I feel like I'm not the person he's worth, too much of an advantage he has that I can't keep up with. It hurts a lot, but he deserves someone better than me.

I plan to stop working at Mas Zein's house and now I have started selling with Tio, from afternoon until night. Thank God, after a few days sales increased every day. I will pay the debt from my sale. It's time for me to start being independent.

Today I'm going to Mas Zein's house to say goodbye. His secretary said he had a day off. I press the bell on the right side of the door. This house looks empty.

"Assalamu'alaikum!!!", I say hello.

No answer from inside the house. Maybe there's no one at home?or maybe he's out?usually the Misses will welcome me immediately.

I decided to come back tomorrow. I turned around to go home from there. Suddenly there was the sound of a car, it turned out that there were Pak Yanto and Mba Wulan who went straight out after the car stopped. They look rushed. Mba Wulan just smiled at me and went straight into the house. When I saw him, Mr. Yanto immediately said

"Grandpa is loved, pampun arrives, fortunately you come here Isna,ayo get in the car, we leave, but wait for Wulan first yes".

"But sir, I want to go home.I want to meet Mr. Zein but the house is empty, where did Mr Zein go?".

"That's why you come with me first, you'll know".Mr. Yanto led me straight into the car.

"But sir." I refused, but I got into the car.

"Wulan,ayo, don't be long" Pak Yanto shouted.

Mba Wulan finally came out with a bag and went straight into the car in the front seat. Looks like the bag contains clothes, Mba Wulan where to take clothes?

"Mba, can't I bring a bag?where are you going?", I asked innocently.

"It's a long story, you'll be in the hospital!?all of us also have a question with you!", Mba Wulan answered enigmaticly, making me feel strange. What are they gonna ask me?am I wrong?the infirmary?I'm getting confused.

The car quickly rolled. Our goal is the hospital. Why go to the hospital?was there an accident?who was the accident?or someone gave birth?but who gave birth?my mind kept asking strange questions.

It only took 20 minutes to get to the hospital, we finally got there. Mba Wulan immediately held my hand.

"Where am I going to take you, Mba?", I'm like a prisoner to be taken to prison.

"Just don't ask too many questions, just follow!", Ms. Wulan did not answer my curiosity.

I'm asking more and more. Mba Wulan took me to the 3rd floor by elevator. After exiting the elevator, I was led to a VIP room. One room for one patient, very exclusive. It was seen that the Miss gathered in the room with worry. In my bed I saw Mas Zein lying weak. I was immediately shocked.

"Mba Wulan didn't tell me Mr Zein was sick?", I immediately protested.

"Because you already know, now is the time for you to take responsibility", Mba Wulan brought me near Mas Zein.

"What responsibility?", I still don't understand.

"Isna's....Isna.....Isna ....Isna....!!", Mas Zein's voice shocked me.

I'm more confused. Finally the Miss took me outside the room.

"You've seen how Mr. Zein is doing. Body's hot. He's been delirious for 3 days and 3 nights and hasn't stopped saying your name. Actually what happened between the two of you?", the eyes of the Miss were on me.

"I ...I also don't know why it could be like this", I didn't expect, that's how much Mas Zein loved me, I was so flattered as if I wanted to fly into space.

"Do you have a special relationship?", one of the Miss investigates.

"No. I have no special relationship with Mr. Zein", indeed there is no relationship between us, our hearts adrift without clarity.

"Sir Zein actually.", I ended up telling you everything that happened, and the Misses just laughed with excitement.

"Eat him Isna, don't sell expensive, just say if you like, don't think about what people say, anyway, forward tetus!!!!", Miss Vera is full of enthusiasm.

"But I feel mismatched when juxtaposed with Mr. Zein", my inferiority still dominates, I do not want greed, want someone more, whereas I am only full of shortcomings.

"What's not compatible?", Miss Valencia asked.

"I'm a poor girl who is less beautiful and less smart", I grinned.

"Oh, if the problem, leave it to us, we are experts at turning people into extraordinary people" Kiss Valencia was excited.

"In that case, please help me become a woman worthy of Mr. Zein!", I bowed.

"Assiaap!!!", the Misses answered compactly.

"Now Mr. Zein is your responsibility, please take care until healed, because if we take care of him, the wounds in his heart will not heal, if you take care of him, if you take care of him,hopefully Mr. Zein will be healed and inner as ever, become a happy person", Miss Valencia asked me to take care of Mas Zein.

"Well, I'll take care of it and take care of it, but the stuff I need I haven't taken".

"Casual, Mr. Zein's house still has your stuff, right?", Kiss Tuti asked.

I just nodded.

"We will take care of it and ask Mr. Yanto to deliver it here" the Misses smiled.

"Thank you for everything!!!".

"Same, we also thank you, take care of Mr. Zein well yes, we go home first!", the Miss say goodbye.

Me and Mas Zein are both in this room.

"Isna's...Isna....!!!", back Mas Zein delirious.

"Mas Zein, this isna, Mas Zein why?", I answered Mas Zein's call.

Mas Zein opened his eyes, he looked at me while crying.

"Excuse Mas Isna, do not again shy away from Mas!", his eyes while glazed.

"Mas Zein is not wrong, what I need to forgive, now Mas Zein eat yes, after that take medicine and rest. If Mas Zein does that, I'll be here" I'll take care of him again.

Mas Zein replied with a nod.

Soon I grab the food on the table and start feeding it. It's like having a child who would whine if left behind. Mas Zein, you really amazed me with your determination. Liking someone like me is not easy. You get mocked when people find out that you like people like me. Thank you for liking me. I'm so happy today.