My dear Siomay

A hot heart

The news of the accusation that I was an actor, gradually died down. But what now comes to the surface is the news about my relationship with Tio, a handsome young man, the descendants of the rich as well as the leader of a famous company. They began to compare our social status.Various comments netizens berliweran in the virtual world. Some say that I am lucky to be able to be like Cinderella because it managed to steal the heart of a handsome rich prince, some say I am not suitable because only a handyman and poor, he said,there are also those who do not care about our relationship. But most of them, especially young women, do not like and do not support our relationship. Tio does have a charm that can make women clamps. Girls may be fascinated by her good looks and wealth. But because she's the cutie type, she doesn't really care about the girls who keep quiet making her an idol and instead fall for me, just ordinary girls. I used to think of him as a friend,

because I liked Mas Zein. But because of the loyalty he showed by always being beside me no matter what my circumstances, my heart was broken.

Siomay fans who also like the siomaynya. That is probably the picture of our relationship.

"Where is it?he said he wanted to help me, was he overtime on Sundays?", I looked at the clock on the wall.

I waited but I didn't come. Until the time came home, there was no visible trunk of his nose. Today, sales have increased. Perhaps the wisdom of yesterday's events. Now that the customers of 'My dear Siomay' are increasing, the reporters are coming back to buy and want to feel again the siomay taste they ate yesterday. Today there is an additional menu, namely batagor and siomay contents. I also added juice to the drink. Actually I need help today and Tio promised to help me, but apparently until the time passed never existed. Because the buyer is quite a lot, my siomay quickly runs out, eat it I go home when it is still afternoon, usually my shop closes at 9 pm.

-are you sick?

He has not read and replied to her. I got worried. Afraid that something might not be right, I decided to go to his house with a serving of siomay, he would definitely like it. On the way many ugly thoughts about Tio approached, but soon I was satisfied by asking for protection from the Almighty.

I was finally at Tio's. When I was about to enter, I heard the voices of women and men joking while laughing. The male voice must be Tio's, while for the female I don't know. Who is the woman in Tio's house?as long as I knew him he never had a girl friend, let alone get invited to his house. I pushed the door, apparently not locked. I opened the door slowly and I entered by settling on the precipitate like a burrow. I ventured to enter out of curiosity to see what Tio was doing until I forgot his promise to help me. I also wonder who the woman who was with Tio was. I saw from a distance, Tio was in the pool. He was with the woman by the pool. They don't swim, just sit with both feet in the water. They looked familiar, the woman's hand was on Tio's shoulder. She was so beautiful, she joked with laughter. Ugly thoughts began to enter my head, was Tio cheating behind my back?if that's true, why would he play me?I want to run them over, but I hold it, I don't want to make a fuss in people's homes. I took a picture of them with my phone as proof when I would question this to Tio. My heart was hot, as hot as the volcano that was emitting lava, I wanted to shake this house and throw it deep into the sea. But it was impossible, and all I could do was leave that place with a feeling of anger and annoyance at Tio. I left the house with sadness and jealousy. All the way down the road I did was cry. "That's Tio's work to me", I muttered in my heart.

Arriving at home, Bibi looks not yet home from studies.I open the siomay that I was going to give to Tio and then I eat with greed. As I imagined the incident earlier, I input one by one and I chew with a chew full of frustration. I open the phone with a mouth full of siomay, I see my message that I sent, whether in reply or not. It still hasn't been read. My anger is growing along with the chewing

in my mouth that was getting stronger, ripped the siomay shred until soft and swallowed into the esophagus. Why hasn't he read my message?is that how she was with that woman?this could all drive me crazy.

It's already night time. I couldn't sleep, Tio's shadow and the woman kept spinning in my head. Wanted to confide in Aunt but surely Auntie was asleep. I need to get the unek out. Want to write, but I don't have a diary, I find an empty book in the stack of books and can only find a book collection of my debt that I had forgotten. I try to write there.

(dear the debt book, I.....

Until there I did not continue because of the words I felt bad.

Then without a second thought I took ablution water and prayed. I realized that there was no place to complain but to complain to Him. At the end of the do'a, I complained and cried and told her everything that happened and what I felt. At that moment I asked for guidance and strength, so that I would know what to do.

The next day there was still no news from Tio. The message from him did not go to read and reply. My heart was sad to say something. Maybe he would choose that woman. She is more beautiful physically. But will it be that easy for Tio to give up on me?.

"Isna!!, you siomay dong!", Tio casually.

"Out!", I answered tightly.

"Lho, are we done?time anyway?", Tio while looking for. I was still angry and just looked at him with a sullen face.

"It's still there?", Tio saw a lot of siomay that was in the steamed pot.

"If you run out, I'm angry with you, so don't bother" I'm honest.

"angry?me me?why?", Tio asked himself a question and remembered his mistake.

"Oh, that time when I promised to come, I didn't come?!I'm sorry I was busy at the time, so I haven't had time to tell", Tio with a innocent face and a sinless face.

"What are you so busy as to forget that you promised to help me?", I began to ask.

"There was an important guest at the time, so I forgot to send you a message", Tio continued to explain, but it made me even more annoyed.

"That means the guest is more important than me?", I was in an annoyed tone.

"I..iy...oh,ti.ti.dak, of course you are more important, but that person wants to hold an important event in my hotel, that's why I immediately meet him. Isna, you don't usually like this?you are jealous?", Tio replied with a sigh.

Immediately I open my phone and I send you the photos I took at his house.

"Open a message from me, I'm sending you something, please explain it!", I'm serious and a little glassy.