My dear Siomay

Lika liquefied life

"His husband, you still want to chase after my husband, Isna!, realize, now he is a husband and father of my son!", Sophia continues to attack blindly. I don't understand what I have to say.

"Sofia, Isna came here because she wanted to deliver our siomay order, in exchange for the siomay she dropped at that time", Mas Zein defended me.

"Oh, that means you deliberately dropped it in order to get close to my husband?", Sophia was full of suspicion. I just kept quiet and couldn't say a word, confused as to what to say.

"He was unintentionally!", Mas Zein kept defending me.

"Mas, why do you keep defending her in front of me, I am your wife that you should defend, not her!",Sofia was filled with disappointment.

"I'm not defending Isna, I'm telling the truth, she's innocent and doesn't know what our problem is, don't attack her!", Mas Zein stood up in pairs.

"Mas, once to me, in front of others you keep cornering me, I don't like it!", Sophia took the cutter in her husband's desk drawer and tried to threaten suicide.

"Sofia what are you doing!", Mas Zein shouted.

"This is all because of Mas, I continue to suffer, why my own husband cannot love me, even though I have given everything for you, but still less", Sophia with tears. I was more confused, the same incident as when Rossana was jealous of her brother's treatment of me. Actually what they should fear from me, I don't have what I should boast about. The Sofia I knew back then had changed drastically, unlike the Sofia I knew. She used to be this strong and not so gentle type of woman. His love for Mas Zein that has changed everything, so that I as his best friend willingly he pawns on criminals to get his love.This drama is like entertainment in soap operas. I'm tired and don't want to be in a situation like this. I advanced forward towards Sofia, I slapped her cheek to resuscitate her. Sofi also speechless, then I took the cutter in his hand.

"Be aware Sofia, I'm not who here, so don't suspect me!", I open the siomay I brought and put it in her mouth.

"Eat and enjoy!this is the siomay made by your best friend who used to want you to burn life!", I was annoyed by his treatment first and it was time to remind him. I don't want to be the one he keeps blaming, whereas his own mistakes he never realizes. After that, I immediately left that place. I left those two lovebirds, in silence. I let them solve their own problems. Finally there is a sense of satisfaction, I can do things that I used to want to do. Such a beautiful friendship must run aground because love is so deep and out of control.

I open my phone and I call Tio.

"Tio, let's eat siomay with me!", I'm happy.

"Of course, I'll slide right away!!", Tio without thinking for long.

I wanted to share siomay with Tio, to celebrate my satisfaction as if I had defeated Sofia. After all, Tio has not eaten my siomay for a long time. Siomay's son will love it.

When I entered my place, apparently there were many people waiting in line, I immediately prepared the siomay they wanted. Don't forget I apologized for letting them wait. Not long after, my favorite Siomay boy appeared. He helped me without needing me to ask. That's what I like about Tio. We were late in the rush to serve the customers in Siomayku Darling, to the point of forgetting to eat siomay together. After the customers were reduced, we took a break.

"You called me on purpose so I could help you?", Tio was half-hearted.

"Oh, so you're not sincere?", I'm preparing siomay for Tio.

"Ti..no, I just want to quickly eat siomay!", Tio with a frown.

"This is a special siomay for, for whom?", I'm embarrassed to continue the word.

"For your dear beloved isn't it?", Tio continued flirting.

"Oh, I'm for that, to go to..., to you", I still find it difficult to realize and admit that Tio is already my lover.

"Isna, tomorrow my parents will come from America, we meet them, you want?", Tio with a heart.

"Your parents?", I remember what happened before, and I feel traumatized until cold sweat comes out of my body and I feel tightness.

"Isna, why are you?", Tio was shocked.

I couldn't answer, just a glimpse of the frightening events between me and Tio's father were imagined.

"I'll drop ya!", Tio was worried.

"No, I can do it myself", I'll leave immediately.

My chest feels tight. I took a deep breath so that my body would feel relaxed. What am I supposed to do?considering about Tio's parents alone I've been like this let alone meeting them. I feel a dilemma. Tio was already there and began to fill my heart, but still not completely, because the events that happened between me and his father still continue to shadow and become things that I fear very much, far beyond my conscious. What am I supposed to do?do I have to break up with Tio, whereas we've just been in a relationship.

I looked at the withered flowers that someone sent me on my birthday. The flower slightly distracted my mind. I'm starting to think who the person who sent flowers is also happy birthday to me. While I was thinking about it, Tio came to me.

"Still tight?", Tio asked.

"Oh, no, this flower makes me not crowded anymore" I looked at the flower.

"I'm sorry, Isna, I don't understand that

I'm not supposed to talk about my parents", Tio realized.

"I'm not ready to meet your parents yet, Tio, forgive me!", I'm being frank so that there's no misunderstanding between us.

"Yes, we're ahead, there's a buyer" I immediately avoided that we should not talk about Tio's parents.

I put on a cheerful face when the buyers entered my shop. I forgot for a moment that feeling of tightness.

"Siomay here is delicious yes!", a buyer said while eating siomay.

"Yes, it feels very distinctive, in contrast to the other siomay siomay", a friend responded.

"Eh, I see there is a race for the most delicious siomay championship in Indonesia, about this siomay can not yes?".

"We can also tell the owner of this shop, let him join the race!".

They both approached me.

"Sir, I see there is a leaflet about the most delicious siomay championship in Indonesia, Kakakak can come with tuh", the first girl gave an idea.

"The leaflets are there?", I wonder.

"I saw it in front of the baso, it was on the wall" the girl gave a hint.

"Oh, I'll be there later, there's no reward?", I joked.

"There is, if it is not wrong to gift a place to sell siomay that is in a strategic place", the girl recalled.

"Well, that's interesting too!", I'm getting interested.

After the store closed, I planned to find out where the leaflet was stuck. They mentioned it was near the baso, so I had to get there.

Tio looked tired after helping me. I prepared siomay for the moodbooster. He really likes siomay. Maybe that's also why he likes me. Instead of buying siomaynya just mending siomaynya who married so that it can make siomay and provide siomay every day. Ha...ha..this is just my estimation, but hopefully not, Tio sincerely loves me without any such motive. Although it feels steep to like and live a relationship with Tio, but maybe this is my struggle to love him.