Mr. Bastard's Love Trap

Complicated Considerations

Aiden flipped Zura's body. Still holding it, with positions facing each other. Their bodies were so close that they almost touched. A very intimate position. And Zura's brain is already traveling imagining things. Damn, somehow it feels like Zura won't refuse if Aiden asks for sex.

Zura's face stiffened. Aiden's hands clenched his back. The man again gave a brief peck on the forehead, cheeks, lips, even ears. How heart-shattering it was when Zura did not reject him. Though as Aiden recalled, the last time Zura was still very cold. I don't know why this time it felt different. Zura's hatred, anger, disappointment, and sadness the girl felt were very faint. There are still, but only traces and remnants.

Aiden was silent for a moment, observing the beautiful face in front of him. The light and life seemed to shine again. Aiden was reminded of the figure of Zura who he had known all along. The figure that made his heart flutter and continued to want Zura.

“Can I kiss you?” ask Aiden hoarse.

Zura swallows saliva. Apparently, his body and heart missed Aiden. Has he fallen in love with this man? Since when? Wh why?

Late, Zura looked at Aiden. His heart and thoughts wander.

Ah, it turns out that way. It turned out that he had only denied his feelings. Zura recalled his statement to Aiden the morning after they passed the first night. Aiden was the first and only man who fascinated Zura in such a way. A long time ago, maybe even since their first meeting. Since that very long time, Zura had only dodged. From the beginning, he loved Aiden.

“Can't it?”

Aiden's hoarse voice spread out Zura's daydream. He looked at Aiden very closely. He wants to solve their problems first. Zura breathed out slowly. The gust that made Aiden close his eyes, felt a slow and warm wind. Soothing, thrilling, as well as intoxicating.

“Aiden.”

Zura put her hand around Aiden's neck. Aiden thought Zura gave him permission, in fact the woman looked up when Aiden intended to kiss and smear his lips. Refusing Aiden's fondling

“Sorry.” said Aiden later, he now thinks that Zura is deliberately torturing his turbulent mind because of desire. Intentionally toying with Aiden because he still has a grudge.

“What do you think about our next relationship, Aiden?” ask Zura to the point. He doesn't want to be stale. He wants to get everything straightened out quickly.

Zura has returned. Zura who addressed everything with a dinginging head. Zura who was not long-winded and immediately sought clarity. And Zura who firmly decided everything.

“I'll introduce you to mom. If necessary, to the whole world. I just want you. I will defend our marriage no matter what. I love you.”

Zura swallows saliva. Aiden's statement made his heart rustle. For the first time, Aiden said that he loved her. Oh, is this a dream? Even if this was a dream, Zura felt full. His heart trembled at Aiden's expression.

Not before, not yet. It's not finished yet. It is still not time for Zura to be happy with Aiden's love.

“What if the woman who made love to you yesterday comes and holds you accountable?”

“I don't remember anything that night, baby.. I really don't know what's going on. It was the first time I remembered nothing after making love to a woman. Moreover, she is a virgin. Even though I'm an asshole, I'm not one to dodge and not know myself.”

Aiden's face looked clear.

“Trust, dear. I even remember vaguely the night when I was tweaking.I'm sorry that night I did it so rudely. Ihurt you. We fuck in ways we shouldn't. But... I even remember it, even though I was very drunk.”

Aiden sighed with his face down.

“Because of that, I had no intention of being responsible to a woman that night. I'll tell him that I'm married, already have a wife that I love so much, and that the night was a mistake. I'll apologize to him. It doesn't matter if I'm an asshole again. It doesn't matter if my career has to be ruined. Provided that..

“As long as you stay with me.”

Ah, so mean. It was an evil Zura who even felt relieved when he heard it. It is an evil Zura who is increasingly convinced that Aiden is being framed. It was evil that Zura chose to believe in Aiden. He will keep finding out the truth. But still, Zura has been in his final decision. Let him be a very selfish person. Let it be if it destroys the life of one man. Nothing is perfect in this world. Including Zura. Including Aiden. Including that woman. Everyone must be fighting for their own life. Make the best decision according to their own perceptions.

And for Zura, maintaining a relationship with Aiden was his best decision. Because he knows, even taking Aiden off won't mean much.

“What if she is pregnant and it turns out that the child is really your flesh blood?” ask Zura again.

Zura is cruel. He who intends to defend Aiden is cruel. He had completely forgotten their marriage agreement. But if that innocent child is really Aiden's flesh and blood, I don't know. Perhaps Zura would choose to give up and give up at that time. If Aiden marries the woman for his son, Zura won't mind being divorced.

Only, until then it arrived. Let Zura endure until then.

Aiden still buried his head on Zura's shoulder.

“I intend to ask Varlos to seize custody of the boy. I'm so mean, aren't I?”

Zura gasped, pushing Aiden's body, making them back to meet.

“Me-grab custody?” ask Zura in disbelief. His ears must have heard wrong.

“Yes. I'll keep finding out the truth that night. But whatever the truth is, even if I am guilty, I will still take custody of the child.”

Zura sighed violently.

“That's too cruel, Aiden. Separating a mother with her child is too cruel.”

“Even if we get divorced, I still won't be able to marry that woman, Zura. And I still have to draw my flesh blood.”

“Why can't it? You can marry a woman –

“I won't get married unless that woman is you.”

Aiden stared hard. There was firmness and seriousness in the twinkle of his eyes. Zura again exhaled his breath violently. In one corner of his heart, he felt happy because of what Aiden said. Really, Zura is just a normal human being. A man who is selfish and evil, just because he wants happiness.

“Zura. Still is. I have no intention of changing my decision.”

In the future, Aiden may change his mind. But Zura knew, the current Aiden, was already very confident and steady with his decision.

Zura slowly came down from Aiden's lap and lay on the bed. Pain and pain in the corners of his lips and head back felt. The bruise on his cheeks was also becoming clearer. It might take a few days. Zura had forgotten all that. He even thought about the idea of making love to Aiden. But now, again Zura hesitated. It's better to heal first.

After all, their atmosphere was already no longer supportive.

Aiden who saw Zura's attitude of course thought that the girl was very disappointed with his decision. After all, since yesterday's troubles, Aiden knew that their relationship would be different even if they weren't divorced. Even Aiden was willing if he had to endure his desires, as long as Zura remained his wife.

“Sleep and rest..” Aiden said later, in a soft voice. He gave a light kiss on Zura's forehead, then went down. He has to meet his older brother Varlos to take care of Andre and Rebecca's problems.

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