Morning Dew's

Morning Dew's
18



"He's gone, these roses are going to die. There are no more memories left if all die. Everything will fade like snow melting with time. Prince Sera looked at me with a sad look. He took off his robe and wrapped me up in such a way. Snow grains increasingly meet the view, Soon the color this season will be replaced with white color that dominates.


"It won't die if we hurry to put it inside" he said making me look up. "Sit down and calm your mind first, If you're ready, help me get things done" the Prince led me to sit on the porch of the hut. He then removed his clothes. He painstakingly carried one rose after another, after all the roses were carried He put a long net in another part of the garden. Tie the rope and put the peg on the ground one by one. He didn't ask anything to see my condition. She was kind enough to pretend I didn't know what I was going through. This atmosphere is quite strange considering He is my fiancee.


I woke up when my feelings were much calmer, approached her and helped secure the remaining roses. We spent almost an hour in the rose garden. Prince Sera looked just as skilled as the Dalto Nobles when taking care of flowers, as opposed to me being reckless.


We sat in the hut, watching the snow fall rapidly. All the roses were in a safe place.We finished just in time, strong winds were heard wiggling the branches of the tree outside, causing a rustling sound that was quite loud.The storm has not yet come, but unfortunately we can not just go back to school with this weather. I'm afraid there'll be a big enough storm if we're reckless to walk home. We can get lost or freeze to death in the forest.


"I've told people to take care of his body and give him a proper funeral" Prince Sera said as he poured the freshly boiled warm water in a furnace. Disperse my reverie. We sat around the stove looking for warmth.


"Thank you..." I said lirih. I was so late in my grief that I didn't think about his funeral. She had no family at all, her aunt betrayed her. I'm sure no one would bother to take care of the body. I'm ashamed that Prince Sera has given it all a thought, if he thinks he has no obligation to help with his funeral. But He did, even He would listen to my story about the Dalto Nobles without getting bored. I'm a little relieved to have taken my teats out. My burden is a little reduced.


The prince handed me a glass of ginger tea. "Sum while warm"


I accept Prince Sera's advice. My feet are frozen. I sipped a little, feeling the warmth spreading in my throat. The prince sat near me, busy maintaining the fire to keep it burning to keep the room warm.


The window-like glass is knocked from the outside by the wind. The Prince stood up and put up the lock of the window, holding the Wind from going inside.


"What do you want to do now ?" asked Prince Sera softly.


I fell silent


Outside there was a roaring wind, indicating that a storm had arrived. The view from the window I was in did not look beautiful. White color spread throughout the eye. Piling up enveloping whatever is there.


"I want to go back to my old world" I whispered at last. I dare not look at it. This wish of mine, He will not give. Like Prince Riana didn't she intend to marry me. So returning me to my world is not the goal.


Silent prince. "Give Me a Reason why I should help you get back into that world again ?" he said after thinking for a long time.


I looked at the prince in surprise. "Can the prince do it ?"


Prince Sera silently did not answer. He scavenged the embers with a dry wood. Put the bulbs on it. The look in his eyes said clearly that He could do it. Both of his jaws were tightly clenched.


I let out a breath. Staring at the teacup on my lap as if it was the most interesting thing right now. "I need time to myself". It seems ridiculous. But that's what I really need. I toyed with the spoon in the cup, still lowered my head not daring to look at Prince Sera.


I want to be alone. That's how I feel. Recovering all my feelings that are now shattered. I need to reassemble pieces of myself one by one so that I alone can not find a way. Everyone seemed to understand my situation, but they didn't actually understand. I didn't want them to see me cry and then look at me pity. I don't want anything like that. It won't be of any use to me, who is, I feel like a very miserable person instead. Right now what can save me from this destruction is myself, not anyone else.


It hurts to know that the person I love has to die that way, and it hurts more the fact that I have no power to help him. If He killed the man who tortured him, maybe I can understand why He did it, but the Dalto Nobles have killed many innocent people. Even most of the people who have no share will suffer. He must accept punishment for the justice of his innocent victims.


I've been trying to fix his heart, I think I can, but I can't. I failed to save him. His heart was too broken for the deaths of his parents which was then aggravated by the bullyian from the surroundings. He has too long to hold grievances and grudges. Satan knows his weaknesses and uses them to achieve his goals. The noble Dalto was too weak of heart that the Devil could easily obtain his heart. However, In his last moment He still saved me. If He did not thwart the Devil then, I would die and the world would be on the verge of a very severe destruction.


I know the Dalto Nobles loved both his parents very much, especially his mother. This rose was her mother's favorite flower. Her only memory is being with her mother in the garden caring for her mother's favorite collection of roses. Now I imagine He is with his mother, there is no pain, there is no loneliness, there is only peace. They were together in the rose garden. Laughing as a family.


"After this storm is over, I'll return you home" I looked at the prince in surprise. Not sure about my hearing. Is he serious ?. "I promise you" he said reassuringly. Like understanding the doubt within me.


Our eyes were looking at us for quite a while.


"Thank you" that's the only word I can think of.


"Now eat, you must have a lot of energy for your trip later"


I received the yam barbecue that the Prince made. The prince had opened his skin, making it not too difficult for me to eat it. This sweet potato makes my stomach warmer than before. My stomach does feel bloated, I didn't eat anything from last night. Now I feel so hungry and feel able to spend it all alone. We ate it in silence. In a short time I've finished my meal.


An hour later the storm had begun to subside. The prince wrapped my body in his coat. After making sure the cottage was properly locked and all the roses were safe we walked hand in hand leaving the hut.


I put my feet up carefully. If it's rash, I could fall slipping into the river. I can't imagine the cold water. The prince held my hand, occasionally helping me to step.


I turned around when we were up the river. Looking towards the hut as if this was the last time I would be able to see it. I had to hold back my tears so as not to spill. I could see all the moments when We laughed, cried and quarreled there. The hut now looks hollow without its owner. Maybe it's just my feeling, I kind of saw someone there. Hiding behind the roses, looking at us from a distance. It was as if we were delivering our departure and expecting us to come again later.


I immediately shook my mind.


It's just my imagination. There can't be any Dalto Nobles there. He's already gone.


"What's Yuki doing ?" Asked Prince Sera patting my shoulder from the side, I regained my senses from my daydream. He looked back at the empty hut. Looking for the whereabouts of the people I think I saw. But I found nothing. It turns out to be true, I was just imagining. There's no one there. I just mislooked.


"It's okay"


"Are you okay ?" The prince looked at me probing as if there was something strange about my attitude.


"Yes..." I turned around to continue my steps. Snow blotted out our footsteps. I hold my chest tightly.


Goodbye goodbye...I won't forget you...


I closed the book meeting that told me about us. Keep it in a special room in my heart. This is not the first time I have had a broken heart. My days are long. I have a lot of things to do, things to do. But one thing is certain, wherever I am. If I see a rose I'll remember it.


Prince Sera took me to an empty room in the school building. School is starting to normal. Students who previously refused to attend school for fear of becoming victims returned to their activities. By the time we arrive at school, the lesson is beginning. There was the sound of the teacher along the corridors of the classroom that we passed. As if there had never been a problem before, everything returned to normal. We sneaked easily, I covered my hair with Prince Sera's coat so that no one would recognize me.


I sat waiting, hiding from Prince Riana who was looking for my whereabouts.


"I'll get everything ready, whatever happens don't get out of here, can you do it ?" I nodded my head understanding. Prince Sera exited the room. Leaving me alone.


I took off Prince Sera's coat. Fold it neatly and put it on the table. The melted snow drips wet my shoes. The air here is pretty cold without heating.


I sat in the corner, avoiding the window as much as possible. My breath to let out a puff of smoke so cold air here. I don't dare turn on the cooler, afraid someone will find me here.


I'm going home. Back to my world. I thank Prince Sera for helping me.


From my place, I can see the work force is busy to and fro. It seems they're looking for me. They're headed for the woods behind the school. I looked at them. Will they ever find the rose cottage of the Dalto Nobles ?.I hope if they find it, they don't destroy the roses.


Prince Sera returned shortly afterwards. He brought Reverend Naru to enter the room. Reverend Naru's face was sour, it seemed like He did not agree I was back in my world again. But he cannot go against Prince Sera's orders.


"I will prepare everything" Reverend Naru said flatly. He had a big box in his hand. Take them out one by one, and put them on the table. I stood up and watched everything from the corner of the room.


The prince helped Reverend Naru to slide the table and chair to the edge of the room. Leave a fairly large empty room.


Reverend Naru took some kind of chalk. Start carving strange symbols on the floor. He's pretty painstaking doing it. Prince Sera sprinkled ashes over the chalk carvings, he sprinkled until the symbols were perfectly formed. After which Naru raised the table in front of her and then arranged the objects in the box in such a way.


"It's over" he said to both of us. The prince got up from his seat and approached me. "Come on Yuki" he said as he extended his hand gently. I accept it doubt. Is it true now that I can go back ?. The question kept filling my mind. But Prince Sera could not possibly lie.


The prince led me to walk past the symbol. "Let nothing be erased, watch your step" The Prince's orders were firm. I looked down to see my every step. I was led to be at the center of the symbol.


"Please pardon the Prince I hope the Prince immediately steps down, I'll start immediately" Reverend Naru's orders riled up. "If not, the Prince can be carried away to another world. I can't return it at any time. I hope the Prince understands"


"Whatever happens, don't move from here before you're told to. Otherwise, you can be carried away to another world, a world that is not your goal" whispered the Prince "Naru will not be able to return you as soon as possible if something goes wrong". She held my hand firmly, As if I wasn't willing to leave. His eyes looked sad. But my decision is already unanimous. I gotta get out of here. I must save myself from the destruction within me that eats away at the mind. I don't know until when I can maintain this sanity if I stay here.


"All right, I get it" I said at last.


"Prince, I'll start it soon or we won't be able to do it at all. I beg the Prince to step aside immediately" Pinta Reverend Naru again this time with an urgent tone.


I looked up, Tip to kiss Prince Sera's cheek. "Thank you" I whispered sincerely. The prince accepted my kiss.


Without him I would not have survived until now. It could be, If He hadn't found me in the rose-hut, I would have gone mad and froze to death there in my attempt to save the roses of the Dalto Nobles. This kindness of his, I will not forget for a lifetime. I know I'm being too selfish right now. I only attach importance to my feelings without caring about my surroundings. It must be unpleasant for Prince Sera to return me, considering I am his fiancee. He should be disappointed to see me now, lamenting the fate of another man. He ignores his love only to be able to return to his world. To recover from another man. I don't know where his heart was made. He can be very patient with me. As if what I'm doing is normal. She didn't mind that Prince Riana had fucked me. He doesn't mind if now my heart isn't on him. If it wasn't Prince Sera, surely, from the very beginning He knew my relationship with Prince Riana, He would have thrown me away, don't look me in the face he wouldn't even want to know me anymore.


Did you already know this was going to happen from the beginning, so He agreed to this engagement ?. I found a lot of good in him. His love is not kidding. He's like an oasis in the desert. Always giving me peace at the right time, makes me feel meaningful when I feel myself useless. He did not turn away even though I did not look at him. Able to muffle all the sadness and negative emotions that are in my heart. If I had met him first, I would have fallen in love with him.


"Go and reconcile your heart, when the time comes I will take you back."


The prince closed my lips to protest. "You're my fiancee, you don't like it You have to come back here for me. Please understand Yuki"


I clenched my lips tightly. He did not dare to dispute or make promises to her. I don't want to go back. Not now or later. I just want to come back to being a normal girl I've been living with for 15 years. Forgetting everything that happened and thinking of it as just a dream flower in my sleep. But I'd better not argue with him now or he'll change his mind and not help me get back to my world again. I don't know what to do if He changes his mind. I can't imagine it.


"Prince, please step away from the symbol immediately" Reverend Naru again warned in a more resolute tone. Worries were evident from the look on his face. He looks tense. Prince Sera let go of my hand slowly. Turn around and carefully skip the symbols.


After arriving outside the symbol, He continued to stand looking at me with the same look. There was sadness in his eyes that he tried to hide. Does He know I have no intention of returning ?. Questions ran through my head. Reverend Naru begins his ritual. He muttered the incantations quickly. His voice sounded like the buzzing of bees surrounding his hive. His eyes closed quietly with both hands clenched tightly at chest level. My heart was pounding loudly watching everything. My heart says to run but my brain forbids it. The prince had already warned me not to move recklessly and damage the symbol. It will be fatal as a result. I could be stranded in another dimension and they wouldn't be able to take me this fast. I continue to strengthen my heart so as not to run away and mess up everything that Prince Sera has fought for me. If the Kingdom of Garduete knew of this, He would be in a difficult position.


Naru opened her eyes suddenly after shouting her incantation loudly. He then took a jug from the gold. Pouring water into the powder that Prince Sera had spread on the symbol. Miraculously, Fire appeared and instantly burned forming a symbol.


"Stay calm and focused Yuki" Prince Sera said from his place when he noticed my panic. I remembered the bad experience of being in the demon temple. The shadow when it happened made my sense almost disappear. I'm sure if the Prince hadn't yelled at me I would have run away.


"It's okay, you'll be fine"


Prince's right. Before long, the Flame licked into a symbol and then surprisingly turned into a golden light shard. It looks like a firefly flying around me.


As I was stunned to witness this change, the Door opened violently. His voice made me aghast. Prince Riana came in with a face I could hardly describe. He's very angry. The soldiers of Prince Sera gathered trying to restrain him.


"Yuki.back" The order is tight. "Get out of the symbol right now" he said again when he saw me not moving from my place in the slightest. I just looked at him with fear.


Prince Riana continued to rebel trying to release the grip of five soldiers who held him. Meanwhile the fireflies began to slowly gather together to form something abstract in front of me.


"Yuki....Get out now.." Prince Riana's orders fiercely make nyaliku ciut.


I clenched my hands together in my chest trying to gather back all my broken determination and courage.


Prince Riana kept trying to rebel while the Soldiers kept trying to hold her back.


"Take me off...Yukiiii"


In contrast to Prince Riana, Prince Sera looked calm. He continued to stand looking at me as if Prince Riana was not there. "Stay focused Yuki...Don't be affected by anything" Prince Sera's order was no less resolute. I looked at Prince Sera and Prince Riana alternately. My heart is a little shaky. I'm worried about Prince Sera, if this is the case he'll get into serious trouble. "Yuki..." Calling Prince Sera gently jolts me. He looked straight at me. A soft smile was etched on his lips. It was as if I saw him as an angel. Full light.


"It's okay, everything's gonna be fine. You don't have to worry" Prince Sera kept looking straight at me. "Go..settle your heart...".


The door of the firefly light was already perfectly formed.a thick fog was on that door. I can't see anything behind it. "It's time, the Princess quickly entered I can't hold it for too long" Reverend Naru's orders in a loud voice..


"Yukii's back..."


Prince Riana's army with the Xasfir Nobles appeared. "Daughter Yuki..." Call Nobles Xasfir surprised. The soldiers of Prince Riana attacked the Warrior Prince Sera.


"Quick Yuki..." Prince Sera's orders.


I looked at him for the last time. I don't know if I'll be able to see him back or not. But I will not forget his kindness today. I nodded my head, gave a code of thanks and said goodbye to Prince Sera. with steady steps I stepped my Feet into the firefly door. It felt like it was piercing through a layer of plastic that was stretched firmly to all sides. I feel like my skin is drawn here and there.


"Yukiii "I still had time to hear Prince Riana's angry roar before finally falling into the bottomless pit. Dizziness and nausea hit me immediately. I closed my eyes, holding back the feeling that seemed to stir my stomach.


I'm back home....


Forget everything I left there. Indeed, even though my world is there, I feel it is not my world. I'll keep that memory tight in my memory.


I keep floating. Through endless dimensions.