
Prince Riana got off his horse. Walk quickly towards us. His jaw is sealed up in the meeting. Without saying much He immediately smashed a fist at the Dalto Nobles. Dalto's nobility fell down, Our hands were off. My reflexes are screaming. The Prince again approached the Dalto Nobles, He slammed the fist back into his face. I hugged Prince Riana, pulled her back to release the Dalto Nobles.
"Stop....Princes....I beg...stop" I plead.
The prince brushed my hand aside, pushing me away. I got up and pulled him back. I held his arm tightly. Prevent him from hitting the Dalto Nobles again. "It's my fault...I'm the one who ran away, it has nothing to do with him. I'm the one who should be the Prince of the law, not Him" cried again.
"Detach Me Yuki" The Prince ordered coldly. I shook my head in refusal, My hands are getting tighter and tighter hugging Prince Riana's arms.
Behind us the nobleman Voldermon appeared with Reverend Serfa. They immediately got off the horse and ran to us to break up. The nobleman Voldermon instantly pulled Prince Riana to his feet.
"Riana has had enough." Pinta Nobles Voldermon with a reminiscent tone. The prince was silent for a while, while the Dalto Nobles were already lying with bloody mouths. He coughed, There was a bruise on his cheek.
Prince Riana stood up while pulling me to stand up. His hand was holding my hand like a steel shackle that was hard to let go. "One more time you touch my woman, I'll send you to jail without mercy" the Prince sounded angry.
The Dalto nobleman coughed back. He stood with great difficulty, When He was finally able to balance his body, He looked at the Prince with an unfathomable Look. "The woman belongs to the Prince, It's even obvious that she doesn't want to be your woman. But the Prince forced him to use power. Is that what the Prince meant by that woman of yours ?" Said Duke Dalto with a mocking smile. I do not understand how He had the courage to respond to the words of the Prince. All this time this kind of courage that I expected was on him if there was someone who bullied him. But I obviously didn't expect that now He showed me this situation.
"You.." The prince came back. Luckily the nobleman Voldermon confronted him. I hold the Prince strong. Looking at the full plea to the Dalto Nobles so as not to be rash. The prince was very angry, He was lucky to get only injuries. If He continues to lure the Prince, I'm afraid the Prince will hang him right now.
"Stop it, I'm guilty. I ran away from the train when I had the chance. He had nothing to do with my escape. I just met him" I said clearly.
"Don't think I won't take care of you after this" the Prince turned back to me. Staring coldly.
"You go, let Me and Serfa take care of it" said the nobleman Voldermon. This is the first time I'm grateful He's here to help put a damper on the situation.
The prince did not say much. He immediately pulled my hand to follow her. My foot steps offset his steps.
I was raised on a horse. He immediately drove his horse away. Horse's pace offset the chill tonight. I know, I'm in big trouble.
We arrived at the palace. I saw Rena and some servants peeking in the distance. Rena's face was like the other servants, they looked terrified. No one dared to approach us. Everyone chose to avoid looking for Aman. The prince remained silent. I said nothing along the way. I walked in front of him while He followed me from behind. We have arrived at the room. The prince closed the door. Walking past me who stood looking at me without looking at me. He was acting mute like this from earlier, his current attitude was actually very frightening. He's more creepy than usual.
He sat on his study couch, poured Wine in a glass and drank it all in one gulp. I don't know how to deal with it this time. I just kept looking at her while standing in the corner of the room. I wish he had forgotten my presence.
"Happy dating Dalto ?" He asked coldly without looking at me.
"I told you I just met her before you came. He has nothing to do with this escape" I replied softly.
"Oh yeah, Then why did I see you two hugging so fondly ?"
"We..." I knew what to say. "It's not what you think it is"
"Think what ?. Or you want to tell me that you disappeared from being with Sera all day"
"It's not like it happened" I argued quickly.
"Why when you disappeared he wasn't found anywhere. Isn't that a coincidence" urged the Prince dissatisfied.
"Why are you, your attitude now is like that of a jealous person"
The prince came straight to me. Pushing me violently against the wall behind me . I felt pain in my back when I hit the wall.
"Jealous ?!" He gripped me strong. I tried to escape. "Yes I'm jealous, I'm jealous when I see you with Dalto, I'm jealous when I think of you with Sera. I am jealous of all the men who approach you. I feel like I want to kill you so that no one can take you. Are you satisfied now ?!" Shouted Prince Riana full of anger.
"Take me off" My request rebelled.
"What else do you want to know ?. What else do you want to know ?"
"Take me off..." I said I was now increasingly uncomfortable with the attitude that the Prince was addressing. "You're crazy.let me go". I kept rebelling but it felt like my strength meant nothing to him.
"unleashed...Don't dream. Even if I don't let you go"
The prince pulled me, forcing me to follow him. I tried to rebel. We went into his room. The door closed violently. I was thrown violently on the bed. When he turned around, the prince was already above me. His gaze was like an eagle that had caught its prey.
My heart is pounding. I smell danger. My situation is really unpleasant now.
"Why are you doing this to me ?" whispered restrained.
"I told you, you're my woman. Mine" he replied firmly without a doubt. He stroked my cheek, looking at me with a strange look that made me uncomfortable. Highlight an adult man to a woman in the most intimate context.
"That's not your reason for forcing me to be yours. I don't want this position. In fact...I don't love you at all" I said trying to ignore his sight.
I was silent to realize my mistake. I said something wrong. Something I shouldn't have said. Something I will regret for the rest of my life. The sirens of danger were roaring in my head. Told me to run away immediately. But it's time, it's wet. I have to tell the truth even if it hurts. He has to understand that.
"In my heart there is someone else. Ii'm Sorry. Please let me go"
Emotions were felt in the Prince's eyes. His grip on both of my wrists tightened. "I don't care who's in your heart right now. Is that Dalto or Sera or any other man you're going to." Said firmly. "Even though you have wings, I will gladly arrest you, I will break your wings and imprison you in my palace. If that time comes, I'll make sure you can't get a step out of there"
"Where is your conscience ?" I was horrified by his threat. I know it's not just an empty threat, he's very serious about what he's saying. My hair until it stands up.
The prince smiled mockingly.
"My patience is over. You've dared to play me and even spout nonsense about my feelings. Now, don't mind your feelings or anything else. I'll make you mine. You think I've been an asshole, haven't you ?. I'll show you what a real bastard looks like"
"Don'tk...I beg the Prince
..nok" I shook my head pleading when I saw the seriousness in his eyes.
I turned my face away as Prince Riana brought her face closer to me. He kissed my face and neck in turn.
"No.jangaann..Prince, you can't do that"
I keep fighting. My tears are flowing down my cheeks. There was the sound of my shirt being pulled by her.
But my resistance was not a problem for him. The Prince managed to forcefully open my entire outfit. Make it a meaningless splinter. Spreading on the floor and bed. My crying did not stop her, instead motivating her to continue to do her goal until it was over. He raised both my legs. Positioning himself between the two. I nodded in refusal. But both my legs were bent to the chest in such a way that I could not move freely.
"Don't..aaa..sa....sakitt"
I screamed loudly as something tried to enter me. The pain was unimaginable between my legs. The Prince did not care at all when I screamed in pain, shouting for his forgiveness. Sweat flooded us both. There were emotions and desires that fused in the Prince's eyes. I know this is the moment I fear the most. No one can stop him this time. There is no luck like before that makes me free from problems.
A jolt penetrated me. I gasped, realizing what was happening. The pain spreads. Unknowingly I clawed at the Prince's arm. My entire nerves stiffened, responding to the foreign object that had just tore me apart forcibly.
"sickness..." Whinekku hard. "It hurts so much..."
The prince pulled my hair to look at her. There was a glimmer of satisfaction emanated in his smile. I grimaced back when He entered me deeper. I'm trying to push him, but our bodies are fused together. My body feels sticky with sweat and tears. My breath was wheezing, My tears began to fill its sockets.
He gave me a pause to breathe. Then when He saw me he began to accept it in me. He positioned himself to prepare.
The prince clasped my face away from her, a demanding kiss directed at me. I was silent neither to retaliate nor to fight. My decapitated breath endured the pain and strange feeling that seemed to tickle my uterus. Prince suddenly***my arm is strong. A long groan followed by a warm feeling that gushed out spread in my womb. After that he collapsed on me. The sigh of satisfaction sounded in my ears. The prince did not escape his position. His weight was put on me. My breath has been decapitated. My entire energy seemed to be sucked out unceremoniously. The prince kissed my cheek satisfied. There is no regret there is only victory over me that he showed.
After a moment of silence, He got up and pulled the blanket to cover the bodies of the two of us. Feellessly He lay beside me and fell asleep.
I closed my eyes. I felt tears begin to fall on my cheeks. The pain all over my body. I hope this nightmare ends soon.
The prince just came out of the bathroom. Sunlight penetrated through the nets of windows. I turned my body away not wanting to see it. A very tired feeling surrounded me. He did not let me sleep at all last night, forcing me to continue serving him until morning. My strength was weak, sucked out of my body. I felt him walking towards me from behind.
"I don't regret doing it. Now dislike it You've become all mine" The Prince sits beside me. "Even I don't care if you act cold like this to me" My body was forcibly turned to face him.
"You bastard" I mean angry. The prince clasped both my hands on the bed, dampening my refusal.
"You can rest now, take good care of your body because now it's your job to serve my bed and give birth to my son"
The prince stood up releasing his grip. He walked open the door.
"What.wouldn't I be here !" he asked someone cynically. Door's closed. I heard small footsteps approaching me.
"Princess Yuki" I turned around to find Rena looking at me sadly. Looks like He found out what happened between Me and the Prince last night.
I hugged Rena tightly.
"Rena.." I said. Cry broke.
I sat daydreaming on the balcony of the room when Rena came to bring me a tray of ginseng tea. "Daughter, the air is not so good, we better go inside"
"I'm tired of being in my room. From here at least I can see the view outside"
Dusk began to show its color in the sky. Orange color is implied like the work of a famous painter. A breeze swept through my hair. I sat back enjoying the softness.
The prince locked me in my room. He added strict guarding. I haven't seen him since that night and I'm grateful. I didn't want to see his face. The shadow of the rape stuck in my memory. Now besides the dreams of the dead nobles and princesses I also had a nightmare on the night of the rape. Maybe because of the pressure I was under and the incident I got sick. My body temperature is rising dramatically. According to Rena who takes care of me, every night I will feel the heat of my body.
The entire palace already knew that Me and Prince Riana had gone through the night together. Since then they gave me drugs and herbs that he said could nourish the womb. All those drugs and potions I threw out the window of the room. I don't care if the Prince finds out. Looks like they're desperate for me to conceive the Prince's child soon.
From Rena I got word that the night the Prince raped me, there was a clash that almost triggered a battle at the palace of Prince Riana. Prince Sera tried to go inside, He looked very angry. Luckily Reverend Naru and the Nobles of Voldermon came to ease the tension. From Prince Sera's attitude I'm sure He has seen Us through the mirror like He used to. Therefore, He came here to try to prevent. But unfortunately, the entire kingdom strongly supports Prince Riana and I can unite. With the union of Us, it is hoped that Prince Sera will undo the intention to make me his wife.
Who wants to marry a woman who has been touched ?
I close my clothes. Shivering cold.
"Princess we better go in" said Rena again. I didn't realize that he was watching me.
"I'm fine" I refused quickly. I leaned back on the couch again, raising my feet on the cushion of the chair in front of me. Received a cup of tea that Rena gave. He sat next to me, waiting faithfully for me.
Prince Sera knew this. It's good for him if he steps down. I don't want Him to be involved in unnecessary things. The conflict of the kingdom can not only be resolved with an apology. I've been realising this since I lived here. I don't want him to get into trouble or even lose his life. If anything happens to him in this country, a great battle will ensue. Prince Sera is the regent of the kingdom. They wouldn't be silent if anyone hurt their Prince.
I don't want any more fighting. Enough lives have been lost because of me. I'm determined to solve Dad's problem and find a way back to my world there. I no longer wish to be involved in any matters of government and ***** its whining.
My world is not here. I found nothing but misfortune and loss. If I hadn't remembered my promise to my parents, I'd have thought of ending my life when the prince raped me. Elber once said that it was not important. She lost her virginity when she was just 15. But I don't think it's important. If indeed I wish to give up my chastity, I would like to be equally fond. Not like this.
I walked towards the Hall in Prince Riana's palace. The king suddenly sent a messenger to call me there. The guards did not dare to refuse. Rena in an instant had already changed my clothes and dressed me up in such a way. I don't care about my appearance at all. But Rena doesn't want me to get in trouble again just because of how I looked when I met Her Majesty.
I walked with a strict escort.I entered the hall room where the King was waiting. But it was not the king there. The Prince of Sera. I looked at him confused. What is this...?.
The prince looked pale and messy. I don't like his current appearance at all.
"King Garduete has allowed me to meet you." He said before I could ask about his presence in the Palace Hall of Prince Riana. "I heard you're sick, Are you well ?"
He asked me so gently. As if nothing happened. My heart trembled at his kindness.
"I should have asked so, the Prince seemed to be unwell. Is Prince okay ?" I said awkwardly. I try not to let my voice shake.
Prince smiles. "I'm fine".
The prince slowly approached me. He looked cautious as if a slight misstep I was about to die of fright.
I gasped when he was right in front of me. Shame is running inside me. I no longer have any face to meet him.
"Why come here" I'm stuck.
"Am I wrong if I want to see my fiancee ?" His whisper in my ear. He stroked my cheek gently. There was so much love in his eyes. I turned to reject that fact.
"The Prince shouldn't be here" I said riled. "The prince has seen me. Better the Prince go home now" I turned to leave. But his hand prevented me.
My heart is beating unbecoming. I don't know how to deal with it. My feelings are mixed.
"Let me go prince" I said, refusing the check. But the Prince was gripping my arm tightly. I'm trying to get away, but the power is bigger than it looks. "What the Prince expected, What the Prince did not hear what had happened. Why is the Prince still acting this way" I said annoyedly. "I'm not..." I stammered. Can't continue my sentence. He already knows the incident between Me and Prince Riana. He knows I'm no longer holy. But He acted as if nothing had happened, making me feel guilty and ashamed.
"Why the Prince tortured me like this, Do you know the Prince even now I have absolutely no face to meet the Prince" I said again, my voice trembling with the cry.
"I'm already broken...I don't deserve the Prince. Please understand"
The prince pulled my hand and immediately kissed my lips. I rebelled the more I tried to resist it. If anyone sees us there will be greater trouble for the Prince.
"I will close my eyes and ears to the bad things about you. It doesn't matter what you're like now or what happens to you. Even if you don't have legs and arms, I'll still choose you as my only wife. I love you Yuki.. Can you see this love of mine ?"
I retreated, stunned by the love shown to her. His love is no joke. I've been aware of it for a long time, but I'm trying to make a run for it.
"I just wanted to tell you this. Don't be troubled. Whatever happens won't change how I feel about you"
"But I can't accept myself" I said restrained. I jerked my hand until the clutches came off. Without turning around I ran towards the door. Prince Sera is not after me. He just stood looking at me with a sad expression. When he opened the door of the hall, Prince Riana was already standing there with an unfriendly face. I was silent for a moment. Since when was he there ? Did He hear our talk ?.
I dare to ignore it. Passed through without looking at him. I ran down the palace hallway. The sound of my footsteps echoed along the wall. Turn towards a quiet park. I sat down there.
mom what should I do to her ?. The man you chose was a good man. I know I'd be happy if I was with her. But my heart....
I gripped my chest tightly.
my heart is not his. He's late enough to come. And again.the situation is not what you thought Mama was. The two princes forced me to vote for him, preparing to fight at any time for me. I really don't know what makes them both this way. They do not ask where my heart is and only impose their desires. I don't want to see anyone killed because of me anymore. Please give me a hint.Where should I step my foot Mama...
My tears flowed down both cheeks. I wept.
I can't choose any of them. I don't want to be the cause of someone else's death either. The world is not as beautiful as it seems. I miss Aunt Sheira, I miss Phil. I want to go back to my world and forget about life here. I have no reason to stay.