Missing You: David
Memories Together
Memories Together
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ZEA POVS
I looked at David who asked me. The look of his face looks unsettled, tangled and faint. Maybe David was disappointed that I didn't keep my word in time. I kept David waiting for quite a long time, especially he couldn't reach me either. “Pity,” my inner self in heart.
“So really, after eating we go. Sorry yes,” my words.
David was still silent without an answer, maybe he felt my words were just a tranquilizer or what it was. Seconds later, he just nodded his head. The atmosphere in the car came back awkward and silent.
“David, sorry yes you waited a long time and I also did not give news but instead block it I have opened hihi.”
David looked at me, and the car stopped because of the red light. His eyes stared at me like they were looking, wanting to ask but not continuing.
“Why?” ask me.
“No, not nothing.”
“Someone you want to ask?”
“Yes, you where, where, who, but I realize I'm nobody.”
From the tone of David's speech it is clear that he wants to ask but senggan. There is a hint of inferiority in the statement that David said. There is a sentence that tells us that our relationship is over. “Lantas why if it ends, this just stops, stops hurting each other instead of ending and leaving without any relationship at all,” I said in my heart.
David's thinking was that shallow, it felt like maybe sadness filled him because of my sniffy answer yesterday afternoon. But it was not the first thing, before this me and he had agreed to stop, so why David's attitude seemed that everything would end just like that.
“You eat hot pot?” david asked the thought in my seagrass.
“Bby,” answered.
Again it was just quiet without sound and the conversation was just me being quiet, David being focused on driving and this cold AC. I don't know, but I think I'd like to get off and take the bus. In this car it feels like being on a test of class, quiet and stressful.
**In Restaurant
“Come,” said David as he opened the door.
“Thank you.”
We ordered food and waited at the table until the dishes were served. I actually wanted to ask why David's attitude today wasn't excited. However, back again I paused my intention to ask. David just sat down while playing the phone, not talking at all, like a sulking lover. I couldn't stand it, so I asked David.
“You why is it cold with me?”
“I?” david asked, pointing to his face.
“Iya, if not who else.”
“I don't feel like it.”
“OK if not confess.”
“I'm sorry for not keeping my word, sorry for not telling you. So, after lunch yesterday afternoon I went to bed. When my roommate woke up there was none. It turns out they accompanied one of my roommates to see his mother in the hospital. The next morning I came to the hospital with clothes. Not because I intentionally forgot our agreement, but I completely forgot, sorry yes,”.
David was silent, maybe he was digesting my lengthy confession. A moment later he said something.
“Then how is the condition now?”
“My friend's mother is fine,” answered me.
“Thank God then, you slept from the afternoon is not feeling well?” ask David.
“I'm fine kok.”
After the food came, we ate it well. David began to behave as he always did, open and cheerful. After eating, we agreed to go to the amusement park. The journey takes about 30 minutes. Arriving there, I invited David to ride a carousel ride.
“Don't that one, many of his little children and not challenging,” replied David.
“That's cool, we just try everything mumpung you visit here,” invite me with a cute pretentious face.
David agreed to my request. Finished it, we tried the various arenas. Ghost house, then roller coster, buy a gulali, and take a break.
“Now at 15:01, you have David?” ask me.
“Haha, still rombal.”
“I'm not dreadful, anyway I'm here because the holidays are not for work or other things so safe.”
“Thank God, besuk leave at what time?” ask me.
“Why? Want to drive to the airport? Or don't want me to go all in?”
“Not both, I can't deliver you because as for me there is an additional lecture, and to hold you it's definitely not.”
David remained silent. “You really want me to go,” said David.
“Of course, go back home and reach for what your dreams David, didn't we already discuss this yesterday.”
David just nodded. “If a soul mate will definitely return,” I said as I turned David's face towards me.
“Iya, I'm still your home Ze,” he said.
“Already, enough rest as a cover let's ride the fire,” invite me.
“Bby,” replied David.
**
“David, look down there people look small,”.
“Iya, but look out the glass the view is very beautiful.”
“Beautiful, yes it is beautiful, want to make a request together,” invite me.
“For what to do such a thing,” said David in disbelief.
“Talking wishes anywhere can be, hoping on things that can't.”
“Truely too,” said David.
David then clenched his palms together and closed his eyes. Seeing her that seriously made me cry unconsciously. I do the same thing by saying what I want.
“May good things continue to come with me and David, may we be reunited at the best point according to destiny, but if this is the last time we paint memories together at least I know the decision to be with you is something I never regret,”.
My tears are still flowing down my cheeks. Suddenly a hug came from the front.
“It's okay, everything will be fine,” David said as he hugged me.
Comfortable with David's embrace, I let David hold me like that. After reaching the bottom, David invited me to go to a place that he said was very beautiful.
**
“Still playing again? Or want to go with me to some beautiful place?” ask David.
“Hm, the place is far?”
“Not far, just a few minutes from here.”
“Bby", says.
Before leaving the amusement park, David bought me a burger and coffee. He knew I was getting hungry again.
“It eaten.”
“Still,” my words.
“So why are you crying?”
“Entai, it feels like it.”
David just smiled with a smile that seemed fake towards me while stroking my hair.
“The belt is on, let's go,” take David.
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