Missing You: David

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David's kiss lasted for a few seconds before David finally sat back down. Zea was still shocked by what happened. It feels like a dream.

“Ze,” call David wake Zea from her reverie.

“You why the hell nyosor continue from earlier,” said Zea with face salting.

Zea immediately sat back down, but it felt like half of her consciousness had yet to be recollected. “My heart is like to explode,” Zea murmured in heart while touching her lips with the index finger of her right hand.

“Sorry yes, I will let you know if so,” replied David with a smile.

“Who said you can be rich like that again,” Zea replied with annoyance but salting.

“Hm, it's clear Maya's problem. That means now we're better,” said David.

“No, I can't yet,” Zea replied.

“Why?”

“You are not wrong, but I want to be alone,” replied Zea.

David was speechless after hearing Zea's reply. How is it not clear that Zea rejected her. David's thoughts were fixed on Denis' speech a few weeks ago. Denis stated that Zea no longer wanted to be involved with David. Suddenly, David's face looks cute and not excited. He just shut up and sat down.

Zea watched from her sitting position David fell silent while looking down.

“Not because I don't like you anymore, hypocrite if I say I don't like you anymore. But, I feel better we both walk each other first. Just look at the many people out there who remain on good terms with their ex-lovers. We can do the same,” Zea explained.

David looks a smile at Zea. It was seen that her smile was a little forced because she felt that Zea's speech was just a tranquilizer. Moreover, without certainty their relationship is not bound, the distance is far and neither can ensure the condition of each day. David's concerns are supported by the argument that Zea has found another man who can make himself comfortable at this time.

“David,” call Zea.

“Iya.”

“Stare at me,” pinta Zea.

David looked at Zea's face seriously. It was seen that Zea's eyes were serious and resolute. “I just want us to focus on our own future, focus on learning and introspection. I'm still the same and you understand that, nothing has changed,” Zea calmed David down.

　

David just nodded with a look on my face. Sad is a natural thing where David really likes Zea. Apart from some things that have happened starting from the mistakes that David has made, but his heart always wants to return to Zea.

“Ya already if you don't want, now what do you want?” ask Zea.

“I don't want to force Ze, I will obey what you want. One thing is for sure, I'm still waiting for you to come home,” David said.

The two then agreed not to get back together at this time, but to focus on learning and pursuing goals. But, on the other hand they are committed that keep open heart and if the soul mate will definitely return.

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“Let me drive home,” said David.

“Oke.”

Zea is delivered by David in David's car.

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In Car

“This is your car?”

“No, car belongs to my father.”

“Your father? How can?”

“My father has a business here, so there is my family villa here with vehicle.”

“Oh so, then free also I run here you still find me easily,” muttered Zea shriek.

“What?” ask David who pretended not to hear.

“Nothing,” Zea replied.

After getting out of the car, Zea walked towards the car back towards David driving. Asking, “when to go home?” ask Zea.

“Most days,” replied David.

“Take to the amusement park? I don't have class by chance,” Zea invites with a smile.

“Can-can,” replied David.

“OK, pick me up at 9 am,” Zea said.

“Alright,” replied David.

Zea leaves David. David was still in the same position watching Zea move further away from David.

“Even if you turn your back away from me, I will try to get you back to me, wait for me,” David told himself.

After Zea leaves, David drives his car to the villa. At the villa, Jordan was sitting playing PS on David's bedroom couch.

“How was it?” jordan asked when he saw David coming in.

“Complicated,” replied David while putting down the jacket.

Jordan turned to David with a peeking look and asked, “Zea angry?”

“Yes, a little but for sure we can not be together in the near future,” explained David.

“Why?” ask Jordan kepo.

“Neither, oh yes Jordan are there any men who are close to Zea or like Zea?”

Jordan is silent to the question from David, how not all this time to keep Zea in accordance with David's request. Jordan had already forgotten the limits and advanced too far. It felt to Zea deepened, amazed and misbehavior that could not be easily defined. Jordan realized he was shaking when he was close to Zea, but realized that David really liked Zea. It's not worth it if he goes forward without thinking about David's kindness all along.

“Jordan?” call David to break Jordan's daydream.

“Oh,” Jordan replied in shock.

“What are you thinking about? I asked from earlier,” said David.

“Oh sorry, as Zea rarely hangs out with men regardless, I don't know who is being close to her.”

“Oh well then,” said David.

　

David goes to the bathroom to take a shower while Jordan continues playing PS.

**In Dormitory

“Exit from shopping Ze?” ask Wendi.

“No, this is from David.”

“David who?”

“My ex-lover,” replied Zea.

“What? How can?” ask Wendi.

“Yes like that, I want to sleep for a while,” Zea said.

Zea went straight to the bathroom to clean herself up and went to the bed to sleep. He slept facing the wall, covering his body with a blanket. Inside the blanket, she cried silently remembering the events of today. His heart did want David, but returning to David in the near future is not the right choice where the problems at the Mall that day still disturb Zea's mind. How could Maya send a message with such confidence if it was just a misunderstanding. It felt like Zea felt this was a misunderstanding but also a suspicion. If they had left that time, why didn't David even send a message or tell Zea.

There haven't been many opportunities together since David went to college. In addition, David also rarely sends messages, rarely replying to Zea messages on time. A lot of suspicion had arisen in Zea's mind but also fear. Fear of losing David again, because he had already let go of David's helping hand to get back together. It feels like his mind is mixed. His feelings for David were still the same, but the realistic thoughts and some of the turbulent things in his mind added to the noisy feelings of Zea.

Zea cried in the blanket without making a sound and it was very painful and tight. Unwittingly Zea finally fell asleep in her cries.

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