Missing You: David

Rest

Rest

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The next day he arrived home in his pick up car. I walked outside to welcome my father. Aslan and Zea had already left for school.

“Thank God you've come home,” said Mother.

“Iya Ma'am, how is mother's condition?”

“Healthy mother sir, let's enter by chance the breakfast is cooked.”

After talking for a while along with eating breakfast. Mother said something she wanted

presented by Zea. He was silent after listening to the explanation of the mother, but finally he said a sentence that approved the request of his youngest daughter.

“Bapak agrees ma'am, child's wishes as long as it's a positive thing should be supported bu.”

“Thank God if you agree, but even though this scholarship is not necessarily Zea can pass the pack and if we pass we have to think about the cost so that our child is not miserable there.”

“Iya ma'am, the father also thinks until then even though the father is old and not young anymore but for the sake of the father will try as much as possible for the sake of the child. I'm calm, we can definitely.”

“Alright sir, mother always support the decision of father and children.”

After the conversation, Zea's family decided to support Zea's decision to continue studying abroad. With a lot of consideration, Zea decided to take a lecture with a major in computer science. After thinking for a long time and thinking about the things she wanted to do, Zea chose computer science.

The written exam requirements and preparation, toefl exams, skill exams and interviews are carefully prepared by Zea. No day off for him every day is a working day to study, study and study.

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The ZEa POV

Today, the sun is shining quite brightly. After the final exam ends every 3rd grader is allowed to take a break and enter only alternately while waiting for the final exam score to come out. Some students decide to take a vacation with their classmates. While I, choose to spend time studying in the room. It has been almost 1 month that I deactivated my social media account.

It feels so calm and comfortable. There are no annoying things to see, no more posts or images that need more thought to be decided. My day feels beautiful, comfortable and serene. However, because I spend too much time inside the house I think I need fresh air and sunlight.

Today, after waking up in the morning I decided to again morning surround the field in my complex neighborhood. Many mothers wear bicycles pedaling their bikes along the streets of the complex. Some kids were playing too, running around in the field. Playing the ball, playing catch and just running around chasing with his friend.

My day feels beautiful. Today H-3 announcement of the admission of new students at the International Technical University in Yin State. Before spending time in front of the screen waiting for emails and announcements, I chose to enjoy the morning sunshine with a leisurely run.

“The weather is very good,” I said to myself.

“Yes, bright as your smile,” Denis replied.

I looked at the source of the voice I knew. Denis stood next to me in full sportswear wrapped around his body.

“Why are you here Den?”

“My house is in this area Zea.”

“How can it?”

“Can only, nothing is impossible in this world Zea. The world is also quite narrow you should be aware of that concept.”

“What an unexpected incident met you here, how are you Denis?”

“I'm fine, how about you Zea?”

“I'm fine.”

“Thank God, would you like to sit in that chair and talk?” ask Denis while pointing towards the empty seat near the field.

I nodded

I walked up to the empty chair.

“How does Zea, have chosen to enter which college?” ask Denis.

I fell silent, regarding my desire to go to Yin State for college should not be spread. Moreover, this is not something that should be conveyed to everyone that is not certain to happen. Denis is a new person anyway, so there's no need to understand my situation.

“Hmm, Denis under consideration. You yourself how?”

“Oh so, I majored in Law and Political Science at the same University with your lover and have been accepted as well.”

“Oh good then, but Denis me and him are no longer in a relationship. I hope in the future do not discuss about him again in front of me.”

Denis fell silent as I said a sentence that told him that he and I were no longer related. But, no need to be covered anyway we have stopped together. The sooner everyone understands the better. That way bad misunderstandings in the future will not be repeated.

“Good Ze, forgive me.”

“No problem Denis, all that is not good will go but if that goes is a good thing then he will come back again in the best circumstances,” I told Denis.

“If David is no longer your lover can I get close to you Ze?” ask Denis honestly.

“No,” replied.

“Why?”

“I don't want to open my heart, sorry Denis seems like I have to go home soon,” I said as I left Denis.

The incident in the park that day still bothered my mind for a few days. Even in the H-day announcement I was still thinking about how Denis could say such a sentence. When dating then the friendship will melt into a new relationship that is the lover. When being a lover is not an impossible thing to meet stumbling blocks in a relationship. If it does not work then parting is the right decision, so it will be more difficult to establish a good relationship as a friend as before.

“I don't want it to happen,” I said spontaneously without realizing.

“What's Ze?” ask Aslan in shock.

“What's not, brother, why no incoming email?” my many.

“Have been awaited just don't rush.”

I focused on watching my laptop screen, checking email, occasionally opening the website to see if there had been an acceptance announcement. Restless and hopeful I look forward to the moment the announcement is made. Brother Aslan chose to sleep on the mattress and play his phone. Upset waiting from earlier I also followed Aslan's steps by sleeping on the bed and rolling back and forth to hide the feeling of deg-deg an in my heart.

“Already Ze, do not be much silent style later there is also an announcement,” said Asalan.

Tockmark

“Sign in,” replied me.

A well-built male figure with a height of more than 170 cm more or less entered my room with a snack and milk in his left hand. That familiar figure was Brother Fadlan. I quickly ran towards Fadlan's brother and hugged him to let go of my longing all along.

“How are you doing Ze?" ask Brother Fadlan while stroking back my embrace.

“Good brother, brother came when?”

“Newly.”

“Zeeeeeezeee, you escaped dik,” Aslan said with a changed position that is sitting in front of my laptop screen.

Me and brother Fadlan turned to look at Aslan's voice with a look and disbelief.

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